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Below are the most recent 13 friends' journal entries.
| Wednesday, December 2nd, 2009 | ||
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unsent [ xyour_suicidex ] |
10:03p | Dear you, I am in love with you. Only problem is, you live thousands of miles away. You're all I think about. You're the sweetest guy I know. All I want is to be with you. But I can barely admit it to myself, let alone anyone else. It's stupid and foolish and completely irrational, but I've never wanted to be held by anyone as bad as you. |
| Tuesday, December 1st, 2009 | ||
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thinandhealthy [ taylor_berry02 ] |
9:32a | hi :) I'm new here , my name is taylor . I just kinda stumbled upon this community and it sounds great . I've been trying to lose weight , (the healthy way of course) and I think you guys could be a great help :) |
| Monday, November 30th, 2009 | ||
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thinandhealthy [ secrethoughts ] |
10:44a | For those who overdid it over the Thanksgiving holiday, check out this 3 Day Diet Recovery Plan , which includes easy recipes. |
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blurtysecret [ disastrousx3 ] |
6:11a | post secret.  |
| Friday, November 27th, 2009 | ||
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emolyrics_jr [ retro_chica ] |
6:20p | S.M. as i opened the front door, dismally regarding the naked rawness that winter brings to the world, a gust of wind swept me back into my home, rushing emotions into my heart - the want of you. we are so fragile, in this world we built. in this world we built so that we would always be safe, and warm, and protected. i look ...through windows, i put on mittens, i do everything under a guard of safeness so that this hurt doesn't materialise. and then i remember, the friction that laughter, love, clasped hands and windchill scraping our faces makes it all worth it. because the winter cold makes us red, paints us tender and fresh - and makes us real. i would do anything with you. |
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emolyricss [ retro_chica ] |
6:20p | S.M. as i opened the front door, dismally regarding the naked rawness that winter brings to the world, a gust of wind swept me back into my home, rushing emotions into my heart - the want of you. we are so fragile, in this world we built. in this world we built so that we would always be safe, and warm, and protected. i look ...through windows, i put on mittens, i do everything under a guard of safeness so that this hurt doesn't materialise. and then i remember, the friction that laughter, love, clasped hands and windchill scraping our faces makes it all worth it. because the winter cold makes us red, paints us tender and fresh - and makes us real. i would do anything with you. |
| Thursday, November 26th, 2009 | ||
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thinandhealthy [ thespian15 ] |
5:53p | Diet Update.... Why can't I do this more consistently. Two really good weeks in a row. Amazing… And PLEASE don't let me blow this over the holiday weekend. :o Have I mentioned leftover turkey sandwiches are my downfall? Lol………... |
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blurtysecret [ butterfliexkiss ] |
2:38p |  i'm falling in love, losing some of my best friends and i'm diagnosed with an eatingdisorder.. Secret: I feel weak. i live like an individual, i'm alone on this world and i used to really like that. but lately i realize i can't handle my life on my own |
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blurtysecret [ butterfliexkiss ] |
2:37p | For the first time i ever checked blurty.com again.. the first thing i noticed was that blurtysecret wasn't at random or popular! what the hell happened to blurtysecret? |
| Tuesday, November 24th, 2009 | ||
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fuckyou [ _ratedx_ ] |
6:41p | Fuck You E. - You totally abandoned me (when everything in my life is completely fucked up), your best friend of 5 years, because I don't like a few of your friends? What kind of fucking pussy are you? If you don't want to be my friend anymore, get some balls and tell me you son of a bitch, don't give me some petty excuse! And your new boyfriend is ugly as fuck. I hate you and I hope he fucks you over. You can have all my old friends, too. You're destined to have nothing but sloppy seconds anways, you bastard. And good luck moving back to Texas to be near your "oh-so-loving" family. They left you alone in the house for the past two years, you retard, I would take that as a point they didn't want you there with them. They took their favorite child with them...you are just their disappointment. -PHEW- I've held that in for the past two months. I feel so much better. |
| Sunday, November 22nd, 2009 | ||
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unsent [ someguyneil ] |
1:43p | Dear Chanelle You were my whole world. I did everything to try make you happy but it was like trying to refill a leaking bucket. I hope one day you go through a crisis that teaches you to have empathy for your future husband - who obviously won't be me. It will stand you in good stead for your career. You only ever thought of yourself and your nymphomaniacal vagina in this relationship. The sex was bad, but so was the stress I was under. The business was getting better right at the time you decided to throw the towel in. You're a fucking quitter. You're not strong enough for me. I want a woman. I haven't come inside a woman for over 3 years. Do you realise how stressful that makes sex for a man? What sort of compromise I resorted to because I wanted to be with you? How I could never face you in the morning because your breath was so bad - do you know how much that upset me? You're so stubborn and want everything your way. Sometimes you have to make sacrifices for the greater good. You'll realise this one day when you wake up next to your new ugly little Samoan boyfriend and think, fuck, Neil was actually creating an awesome life, and I could've been part of it. But I'm so short-sighted. You'll realise even quicker one day when your parents stop paying for everything. That won't happen though. Princess will always have Daddy's credit card. I should probably thank you for letting me off the hook of bad sex, arguments and a monocular life in that shit hole area. I fucking loved you. And I fucking hate you for making me extinguish this unwavering devotion I had for you, even though you treated me like shit. I grew to love you after you pursued me relentlessly and I really didn't want anything to do with you because you were, and still are, a nosy fucking Parker: Opening my mail, searching my laptop and checking my cell phone. Your insecurities impact your own self esteem - I have fuck all to do with that. I would look at you and think you were the cutest thing since sliced bread. I considered spending the rest of my days with you at the expense of my own values. But I guess with your shitty appreciation for the dollar, some way you would've destroyed me. Possibly. I could be wrong, but I'm angry. And you're young. Too young with no life experience to understand any of this... really. One day you'll wake up when that huge, ugly tattoo from your new boyfriend is melting down your flank, over your muffin roll because you've stopped working out after the birth of your ugly Samoan baby, and think, "Dammit, the grass isn't greener." Have a crisis, for God's sake. It will make you softer and more appealing as a person who can really listen when your "One" tells you he's depressed, is borderline bankrupt and needs help. That won't happen of course - I forgot - you're at personal training today. Have a great life. The one who loved you and never asked for anything, ever, Neil. |
| Friday, November 20th, 2009 | ||
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emolyrics_jr [ flyingpixie ] |
5:15p | help help help Garage Sale. Saturday. I need to pay my hearts outstanding bills. A cracked up compass & a broken watch ...some plastic daffodils |
| Thursday, November 19th, 2009 | ||
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thinandhealthy [ thespian15 ] |
9:47a | Diet Update.... FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I had a good week. YAY me. :p Yes, I finally lost some weight since coming back from vacation. ( Da Numbers ) |