men??   
04:15pm 24/06/2004
  lol i was working at CVS and they told me i could work from home. so i went home and a combinations of forrest and travis came in and told me that he needed prom pictures blown up. i looked at the picture and it was forrest/travis and forrests platnum girlfriend. so i was just thinking to myself "oh boy look at the first picture i have to blow up. how lucky i am". he wanted 50 4x6s and 30 5x7s. so i did it and messed up so i started over, then i realized they were all in black and white so i decided id better go to cvs and do it there. then mr. jackson was iming me with all these philosophical things and i thought he had a crush on me. oh boy.  
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Unattainable Love   
02:38pm 09/05/2004
  It really is. I don't remember anything about the first dream, just that Chad was there and he was being so sweet to me and he was telling me all these really sweet things, and then i dont remember the rest. so my next dream is depressing. i was in this hotel, but it wasnt like you would expect a hotel to look like, and there was this hot guy from ireland walking around. we both wanted to have an exuse to see each other alone so we could "get to know eachother" (in other words, make out) and so he called me and in his sexy irish accent asked me to bring over a knife and fork to cut his food with. so i picked them up, but when i got outside, they had transformed into one of those scary looking fire ant things with the big bulb on their butt (i know weird huh) and so i went back in and my dad was like "i think you took the wrong stuff" and i was like "ya" so i grabbed another knife and fork and went to try to get to his room again and the same thing happened, but by then his whole family had taken him out of his room and made him come outside with them and there was like just this banquet with all his family and we looked at eachother and knew we could never be alone or get to know each other again. its so sad. i want him!  
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so sad   
06:59pm 31/03/2004
  it was so sad, all my friends, well stephanie, kyle, christyn, emily, lauren, and nick, decided to move to new york together without me. i was devastated and lost all my friends and so all i did was sit in front of the computer and write in my blurty. in my blurty i put all these little comments about how much i missed my friends in the hopes that they would read it and come back to me. then i went some cafe in downtown bristol and ate a cookie all by myself and then my mom showed up. so then i decided to go to new york and find them to see if they missed me. i got there and not only were they there, but so were laura w. and gerry. they were in what looked like a classroom and i was talking to them and they were completely emotionless to me, and i tried to be cool about it, but then i just bursted out crying and screaming and i was like "you know what ive been doing since youve left? all ive done is write in my fucking blurty and eat a fucking cookie" and gerry just kind of chuckled and everyone was looking at me, and then i woke up  
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killer!   
06:17pm 20/12/2003
  i had a dream that someone was trying to brutally murder me and my family, so i was despretely running away. then i was in school and we were going on vacation (like florida or something) and i had to go do something for the teachers. i started running up tupelo street because i didnt want the killer to catch me, then i realized i was at my house so i ran to brooks to finish the task the teachers wanted done, and i was so nervous. then all of a sudden i was in mat morins arms and he was hugging me and we were saying a long good-bye. i went to kiss him but he didnt know so he moved and my face ran into his shoulder. thats it!  
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ANOTHER russell dream!!   
04:27pm 10/12/2003
  omg, he's all i dream about! last night, i had a dream that me and russell were at the bristol yacht club and they were trying to get us to be on the sailing team. they were explaining all the time we had to put into it and me and him were holding hands and kissing and he had his arm around me, and i decided that i didnt want to be a part of the yacht club, so russell kissed me and said "its all right, ill teach you all you have to know" and then we just kinda cuddled for a while.  
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I CAN DRIVE!   
07:34am 06/12/2003
  hehe last nights dream was so funny. first, i FINALLY got my liscense (!!) cept i dunno i never went to drivers ed, i never formally got a liscence, and i never took a road test, i just got given keys and told that i could drive now. to suprise me, my parents bought me a three wheeler motorcicle, but it was weird, it was like the size of a remote control car when you looked at it, but when you sat on it you fit, so i was riding around in this motorcicle (mostly in the Hi-Lo parking lot) but i wanted to drive my car instead (my saturn) so i asked my mom where it was, and she said she let an old friend from college borrow it. i got really mad because it was my car and i never let anyone borrow it. so all of a sudden, im in this class room with a bunch of freshmen snot girls, and kyle and we're watching a movie so the lights were turned off. i was showing off my car (supposedly my white saturn) to everyone, and it turned out that it was a blow up car made out of balloons that was white and you put them together and then drive it! lol so strange. so i blew up one part, but i had to deflate it and when i deflate it i broke it! omg i was like, wow what happened? and the snotty freshmen girls were giving me really mean looks, so i went back to driving my little motorcycle.  
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i dont remember   
12:40pm 02/12/2003
  I had some dream about Tom Camara last night. Thats all i remember  
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Hmm... this is new   
07:52am 29/11/2003
  Ok, well this is my new journal to write my dreams in. Beware, some are kinda weird. Ok, last night i had a dream about RUSSELL AND NATHAN!!! First, me and Nate were all cuddled up and i looked up at him and asked him to the dance, and he said, wait, i need to ask you, so he asked me to the dance and i said yes (of course!), so i just kinda cuddled with him, and then all of a sudden there were a bunch of buses or trains or something, and Russell stuck his head out the window and wanted me to come in so he could be with me. He just talking to me, but i could tell he was interested in me, so i thought about asking him to the dance (i know, i already had a date, but hey, its a dream, anything can happen) just before i woke up, russell had his head out the window, wanting to kiss me goodbye.  
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