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[25 Oct 2003|06:52pm] |
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golly jee of the ripped anal cunt!!! tonite is goin to be perfect. ok. number one. going to the chamber with ashley and mr kompressor to discuss possible events. anyways then we will make flyers an confirm shit an woooppppppi. tomorrow is the freakfest fetish pageant. ashley is goin as a latex nun an im goin as a latex nurse. dont ask lol. o damn. it was catfight today man. kristi called ashley an was talkin some shit like whoa and ashley was like fine bitch u kno where i live come kick my ass. this chick came over an when she saw ashley was well.....nuts...she sorta backed off an ashley pulled out her knife which was not good. she doesnt need to pull a ajason. this chick just about shit herself. she was like well dont touch my man and ashley was like "yea i will be sure bout that because its funny how we fucked three nites in a row in ure car" kristi started cryin an shit bc damn. having someone wearing sheet metal with 15 facial piercings and a knife in their hand is damn right terrifyin. kristi was like sayin some shit like well atleast i dont pierce myself an whore around to get in magazines and wow. u dont say that to ashley. bc in all honesty ppl approach her. she doesnt mess with them either. she gets paid good ass money too. so yea she kinda looked dumb for sayin that to her. she is just mad cuz chris loves ashley an not her but wont admit it to kristi. i think its bc ash is notorious for playin mind games with guys an all so he thinks she is just gonna pick up an leave him if he asks her again. anywyas i cant wait to go tonite. ashley is takin her car so she is gonna pick me up but i dont kno when. she proly wants to get some from that rivetwhore or mayb she is just gettin ready. i quit my job. im now a loser. i still have modeling but it has become slow for me. somewhat. why is it when i get on nobody is online an i feel like a queef asshole. i want to leave now!!!!!114
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| attack of the goths freakin n dancin yo |
[23 Oct 2003|04:16pm] |
THIS IS TO MY BEST FRIEND!!! :P
No im not tryin to be rude,
But hey pretty girl im feelin you
The way you do the things you do
Remind me of my e Lexus coup
Thats why im all up in yo grill
Tryin to getcha to a hotel
You must be a foot ball coach
The way you got me playin the field
So baby gimme that toot toot
lemme give you that beep beep
Runnin her hands through my 'fro
Bouncin on 24's
While they say on the radio...
[chorus]
its the remix to ignition
Hot and fresh out the kitchen
Mama rollin that body
Got evey man in her wishin
Sippin on coke and rum
Im like so what im drunk
Its the freakin weekend baby
Im about to have me some fun
Bounce-bounce-bounce-bounce-bounce-bounce-bounce
Bounce-bounce-bounce...c'mon
Now its like murder she wrote
Once i get you out them clothes
Privacy is on the door
but still they can hear you screamin more
Girl im feelin what you feelin
No more hopin and wishin
Im about to take my key and
Stick it in (uh) the ignition
So gimme that toot toot
Lemme give you that beep beep
Runnin her hands through my 'fro
Bouncin on 24's
While they say on the radio...
its the remix to ignition
Hot and fresh out the kitchen
Mama rollin that body
Got evey man in here wishin
Sippin on coke and rum
Im like so what im drunk
Its the freakin weekend baby
Im about to have me some fun
Crystall poppin in the stretch navigator
We got food every where
As if the party was catored
We got fellas to my left (left)
Hunnies on my right (right)
bring em both together we got junkin all night
and after the show its the (after party)
And after the party its the (hotel lobby)
And round about 4 you gotta (clear the lobby)
Then take it to your room and somebody
Can i get a toot toot
Can i get a beep beep
Runnin her hands through my 'fro
Bouncin on 24's
While they say on the radio...
This is the remix to ignition
Hot and fresh out the kitchen
Mama rollin that body
Got evey man in her wishin
sippin on coke and rum
Im like so what im drunk
Its the freakin weekend baby
Im about to have me some fun
This is the...remix to ignition
Hot and fresh out the kitchen
Mama rollin that body
Got evey man in her wishin
sippin on coke and rum
Im like so what im drunk
Its the freakin weekend baby
Im about to have me some fun
Girl we off in this jeep
Foggin windows up
Blastin radio
In the back of my truck
Bouncin up and down
Stroke it round and round
To the remix
We just buggin it out...
Ignition remix- Rkelly
It seems like just the other day that we hooked up
I was driving you was walking and I swooped you up
from that moment on I knew you were the one
I was single you was lonely and we fell in love
we would sit and talk for hours about anything
girl you hang up, boy you hang up, on three hang up
I bought you shit I paid your rent, I gave you everything
said you'd always be my baby then you bounce
Chorus
How you gonna up and leave me now
How you gonna act like that
how you gonna break it up, we just finished making up
How you gonna act like that
How you gonna act like we dont be making love
you know we be tearin' it up and breaking stuff
that ghetto love
how you gonna trip
and how could you forget
how you gonna act like that
Girl I never thought that lovin' you would hurt
I did everything that I knew i could to make it work
girl you should have told me you had second thoughts
Like before I put the down on the house we bought
now I'm thinking you and me was a mistake
but then I think it through I'm missing all the love we made
girl I know we been going thru some thangs (yea)
but the sun is some where shining even when it rains
I'll be the one to kick it to
I'll be the one you call ya boo
I'll be the one to ease your pain
I'll be the one you want again
You'll be the one I can't forget
You'll be the one that's innocent
You'll be the one I can't deny
You'll be the one to make me cry
Chorus
You know I'm willing to do anything just to keep you in my arms
I messed around and gave up everthing
I thought we'd never part
i was a playa and I made the choice to give my heart to you
And I gotta keep it that way
How you gonna Act like that -Tyrese
lol last nite was the shit. i was guest djin and i saw slashly an chris on the floor an i played some rnb and they slow danced!!!11 it was adorable then i let it run an jeremy n i danced it was so cute. of curse all the goths were like hahahahahahahahaah the whole time but they danced 2. but i promised i wld babysit romy. so i gotta go
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[22 Oct 2003|09:04pm] |
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im on my way to go dancin with slashly and christopher. she gots a new car and wants to mess round with it!! earlier i went with them to get jeremy and him n chris jammed out on some guitar and it was so sweet chris was like i can play for hours lookin at her. too bad she is commitin the biggest sin falling in love with her good friends boyfriend. eeeeeeeeeeessssh. we rocked out sat nite at the concert. i knew she would like it. i watched her get photographed for gb and it was awesome bc even tho she is sick she took off some pounds and looks back to usual. so she looked extra yummy. we r goin to see jason tomorrow n shit. too bad they decided to hold him w/o bail this time. he is pleaded no contest so im not shure what exactly is goin on. i just kno some chick in the mission smelled awful and slashly was like "dude its like i smell a lumber jack" funny fuckin shit man. im glad she is back to her mean ass self. i missed that shit. so tomorrow sometime im suppose to be hangin with jessika an shit. she hasnt called me so im lost. i gotta jet.
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[17 Oct 2003|06:45pm] |
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been awhile. so iw ent an saw ashley last ngiht and i felt so bad bc today she had to go in and take one test and that was it, an like she dtudyed for like 6 hours. i helped her an then she was like no im good. but i hope she did well on it. jeremy an i are suppose to go see texas chainsaw massacre tonite.......but he is not getting home till 10. jason goes to court on monday i think. not sure. but its goin to be some bad shit. his attorney is a fuckin quack. work is fuckin stupid. i never like it. this guy namd david keeps botherin me bout ashley. im gettin pissed. he keeps asking bout her and shit. i am not playing match maker. she wont like him anyways. chris is still on her ass. she just has a best friend in need and a 2.5 gpa to bring up. cant blame her. liz has now started talking to us again. finally. maybe she will not be lazy and get some photos done seeing that this certain girl refuses.
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| violent trips |
[11 Oct 2003|10:21pm] |
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\went to the chamber to visit ash. there was a shitload of people there. to many for me to stick around. but she was doing mainly ebm and industrial tunes. sounded good when i was there. she did do vnv a few times. i stuck around for those. someone put an anonymous dedication to her in for rubicon by vnv nation. she didnt play it tho. i dont blame her. she seemed overwhelmed bc the simple fact everyone was bothering her. but it was nice seeing her as a spinmistress again. haha it waz funny as fuck cuz this like 16 year old mall slipknot freak tried getting in an ash wuz like "yeah the flying trailer is down there i think staind is playing there" this girl just like walked away. good times. ppl should kno if its a bar u cant get in unless ure 18 or u are vip'd by a dj, guest dj, owner, etc. i feel like harassin someone bc im bored as fuck an im mean. mm she played skinny puppy n damn everyone was dancin i wanted to but it was too crowded. yuck. i want to lose weight. lol. lets go back to sickchixx with ashley little twigs. now the hips have spawned into hell. im thinkin bout goin back to college. i don kno where. i dont wanna go to bg. an ash is transferring to some priivate goody 2 shoes college in ny. i dont wanna go to no private skool. i was in one my whole life. lol. i wuz thinkin terra or maybe somewhere in ma like salem state. just cuz salem is pretty. hahah. hell i dont kno i guess i gotta wait out some shit an see what the rents want to do with me. cant live off em forever sadly. but anyways im sure ash is still up there i was only there for bout half an hour. but it was cool shit. i made these kick ass pic collages for her because i am like that and they should cheer her up or piss her off.
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[11 Oct 2003|10:43am] |
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i almost forgot i had 1 of these. i feel so sleepy. last night i went to halloweekends and it was bad ass. i went with ash, chris, amanda, sheila, jeremy, and rivet andy. it was pretty fun. considering we came up with this idea to take ash's wheelchair from her knee sugury and use it so we culd get on all the rides first. we acted like i had soemthing wrong with me. i threw sheila's pop and i ran into a pop machine. i thought every1 was gonna piss their pants. wat else happened..o this guy that was dressed up as uncle fester had a box and a hand came out an handed you cotton candy. so bein we all look like part of the adams family we just went up there and played with the hand. we went on this scary walk it was actually scary. this forest walk thing made me very uneasy these things in outfits jumped at us and ash would let go of the wheelchair because she is a pussy and i wuld fall into the fence. biatch. then we all went back to ashleys and played with her new puppy named darth. he is pretty cool. real small and fuzzy haha. that sounded funny. i dont kno what to write. hm. o yeah we also got harassed a bunch. these guys were on a bench and they kept trying to get our attention and finally ashley turned around and said something along the lines of im going to piss on your hand. they stopped pretty much after htat. hm. then some other guy said nice boots to ashley and she was like yeah wanna fuck. he just was like uh whoa yeah right on lets go. then she was just like hahahaha and walked away. but i dont get why msn wont let me sign on for some fuckin reason. and i hate using aim bc all my friends use msn and aim is gay. fuck;/
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[08 Oct 2003|06:14pm] |
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k well everyone has one of these dumbass things so i wanna be a trendy whore too!!!!!!!11 ummm my name is jen. hmm i live at home still and i work a nice horrible job with lots of phone calls. my mom and dad are awesome. my dad is a mason and my mom is nuts. i have been goth since the age of 12. i evolved into industrial tho. so bite me. i dj sometimes when they let me. my fgriends are real mean people but cool ones. i like to party and hang out a lot. ashley is my best friend she is so fuckin awesome. this girl keeps her head out of high water. not too long ago she was diagnosed with leukemia and went under chemptherapy. it is being watched real close in case a transplant is needed bcause so far the cancer cells are gone. i believe in miracles now that that happened. she goes to bowling green state universitys firelands campus. she is majoring is socialogy. she is very smart with a high gpa and doesnt show it lol. she has a boyfriend i think. his name would be rob. i love them both very much. i have other friends but she is most important. i drive a nice car and i wear nice clothes. i am stuck up and i dont care. my favorite bands are vnv nation and lame immortelle..suicide commando too. i dont do drugs that often anymore im getting old. i dont have anythin to say actually.
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