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my mom calls me witty...........why i dunno....im bored...theres suspost to be another rave tonight i guess ill actually go to this one....but there is a party too....hmmmm rave or party.....hmmm or both......hmmm....what 2...do......if i go to the party maggie and ilene and like 5 other people will go with me...but if i go to the rave only.....maggie and ilene will go with me.......i dont feel good........still from last night i feel like shit....i feel worse then when im hung over......
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my life is gay
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ok so my day was pretty good......pretty normal.i found out that im really parinoid and that the world isnt sooo bad. ok jonathon does like me but he doesnt even act like it...all he really says is "do u want to have sex"......"what about now"......."have sex now"....he says i havnt changed since 5th grade except that i got body....i like him....and his bling bling and gear..and hes personality
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so i found out that Robert my raver buddy loves me and hes in love with me......i love him but...im not in love with him...you know? i know u know but anyway so he found out that i like denny and hes all pissed over it and i guess a lil jealous...i think he'll get over it.....i talked a denny a lil he looks sooo much like his lil brother that its scary but ya im tired.....there nothing to dooooooooo.....its not friday yet......speaking of which theres a party 2 morrow and i do like padro more now cuz him and jasmines x,maleso ("being with" friend) not exactly bf....came up to me and i was like "shit....what should i do theres to hot guys" and they smiles and they both hugged me at the same time........damn are they hot....and 2 of them fuckkkkk ya.........but they want me to go to a party tomorrow its hosted by....wait a sec ill get the flyer.....hhaah so i lost the flyer its hosted by the "alcholics" tho i dunno if ill go...but it says ladies get in free and its a 4 kegger so fuckkkkkk ya....i think i might go but i dunno....im going to go to a rave on saturday so i might be all partied out sunday..... You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss that never lessens and always blows your partner away like the first time.
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Way back when in like 3rd grade i met a blond girl named janelle....she was really nice she also had a friend...."Taylor"...remember that name in for future refrence...janelle and taylor were my best friends for 3rd and 4th we hung out together and we sleep over eachothers house and we were even on the same club soccer team together........so then i left that school after 5th and went on to middle school.....everyonce in a while i would c janelle and we would hug and talk like old friends do......but when high school arived.....whoa janelle had changed wtf is goin on......janelle never gets attention sooo when she gets it she takes advantage of it....worse then me...and if someone is worse then me theres something wrong with them so anyway....from what i see janelle talks to guys.guys talk to janelle.janelle flirts uncontroably with guys.guys like flirts.janelle flirts with my guys.......nope jenees not having that.....nope not at all janelle keep ur sick body to urself.....jenee was at a party....jenee sees old friends janelle and taylor....jenee doesnt like talking to janelle so she doesnt.....jenee talks to taylor while janelle is making out with random guys.....janelle disappears with padro....jenee asks taylor is janelle a virgin taylor janelles best friend says yes.....jenee says not after tonight.....later on....jenees well.... "tired" haha and is "sleeping" in the car and then jenee find out the next day that janelle made out with taylor....hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...........not jus peck but made out...............huh really? how many people told me this um around 10......um anyway....jenee finds out later.....wow janelle made out again with taylor........jenee starts to wonder.....is janelle a lesbian???? no.....shes jus a slut....with out the sex part ahah....so now jenee hates janelle......jenee will kick janelles ass if she even steps up to me..oh i mean "jenee".....jenee has many friends...........they are just waiting for me to kick her ass so they can jump in......ive even have people making bets and saying "i would pay to c u kick her ass, shes such a slut" should jenee kick her ass.....or jus let her be a slut and get whats been comming to her......hmmmmmmm or both.....hmmmmmmmm keep inmind that janelle and jenee have 3 years together before we grad and play all the same sports....oh and by the way.....doing the math janelle swoaped spit with 4 different people that night.....1 guy was over 18...hmmmmmm
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ya sorry bout that ^......i really do have too much time on my hands....hahah i know how i could use the time on my hands....sorry again...ya today was pretty cool andy shaved his head ahha no its coo...im not mad at him i jus dunno what happened so i cant blame him....ah man lol i found out that denny is marks bro mark is a guy in my career class and spanish class that likes me a lot cuz he tries to hang with me but hes coo but anyway denny is going to be a challenge even if i do go out with him because there are seriously people watching me and theres other guys.....like 8 but u know im such a tease...theyll end up with blue balls.DR is out of my mind i only thought about him once this whole day (which isnt a lot when u see him a lot) um school was easy its not like i would do anything anyway.....ummmm i flirted with john wait his name is jon so i flirted with jonafter school for like 30 min and we walked around and radomly guys would say hi hug me whisper in my ear.....and come on who doesnt love that from hot guys and i think he was getting kinda tired of it cuz he would jus look away like "wtf....." but ya hes cool i dont think ill go with him....padro was tryin to spit but at the same time as jon and Z so it was like damn 3 guys.....but padro gets on my nerves but hes opening up to me so i think ill b coo with him 4 now on...even tho he is after madddddddddd asssssssss he gets around a lot even with janelle but thats another story ahhahahahahahhaa.......ill write bout janelle in like 3 min
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[10 Mar 2003|07:35pm] |
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All today was about is relationships.....you never notice how important they really are to you. people love talking bout there relationships with me its pretty funny....but i hate when people describe me...i get really ofended when it comes to that........i mean i always have really nice descriptions but if someone says something bad and there jus kidding i over react a lil....i really like 3 guys ha.......i know 3's a bit...but i ruled out DR because its not worth it and i know ill regret whatever i do with him.....i really like Denny i think hes cute and laid back a lil shy and thats what i need right now....i also like JA hes cute but hes all bout ass so i doubt ill go out with him.....oh i really like chris hes soo hot...and he has his lip pierced and hes one of those guys that if he doesnt like u then he hates u if he likes u ur his best friend...weve been talking but good crytal blue eyes....but the thing is...i think the only reason chris is talking to me is because hes good friends with JA and JA is trying to get people to talk to me bout hooking up with him....and i really do hate going for other guys friends cuz hes liked me for a pretty long time.
 Goddess of the Night. Beautiful yet a strange darkness and sadness lurk about you.
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[09 Mar 2003|11:29pm] |
sunday night...i havnt washed my clothes...hmmm good thing no 1 smells me or maybe they do....hmmm maybe i should wash my clothes hmm.....or maybe i should get off of my addicting computer....hmmmm wash clothes or computer.....god im so fucking addicted thats it im getting off....right um....ok in 30 min when monday actually starts in california yah more school....oh great joy yeh more school so i can learn and have fun and get good grades...and mondays suck
 You are Mary Bell. At the ripe old age of 10 you strangled a neighbor boy, afterwhich you carved your initals into his skin. At his funreal you laughed. Your next victim was a 3 year old. You pushed him off the roof, resulting in a broken skull. After he was found you went to his mothers house and asked to see him, she replied tha t he was dead. You smiled brightly and said 'Oh, I know he's dead. I wanted to see him in his coffin." You horrid little girl you. -smacks your hand-
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Oh no.......no really oh no i might be striped of my puter because my dad says so....now how many times has he really tried to do that????? hmmm since i was about 9 hes the person who got me into hacking....after i had to crack a couple passwords because he locked me out of my dear ol' puter. I want to really go into the computer feild for college but see my parents dont understand....."you have so much potential in sports ''ect. but i really do but i love puters soooo much....but i also love sports.....hmmmmmm tough choice what do u think??????? Hey you heard of the lesbian russian group tatu there cool they make out in there video and they have like a lil mini wet t-shirt contest cuz there kissing in the rain with school girl out fits on......come on guys what gets better then that, really????NO im not a lesbian thank you....
Did you know there was even a word called reCUMbent....what sick bastard made that up....its a good word and guess what it means.....well u guess wrong....it actually means.... Lying down, especially in a position of comfort or rest; reclining. segestive huh?
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[09 Mar 2003|07:36pm] |
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I went to benihana's tonight wow there was soo hot jap guys there ya buddy uh huh.....ya yummmy and im not jus talking bout the food ya the foood was soooo good. but i cant stop thinking bout him, i jus want to get it over with so i can move on its not like were going to marry eachother

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[09 Mar 2003|10:56am] |
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I dunno it must be puppy love because im in love with him. Which i didnt want to happen again because hes like my brother ive known him way to long i feel like its not susposta happen but we both know its going to happen so lets jus get it over with before it gets out of hand and stop delaying it..........I really dont want to see him at school tomorrow......
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