| Date: | 2003-06-18 16:22 |
| Subject: | sleeping nick |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: |  calm | | Music: | none |
there's just something i love about watching you sleep. you look so adorable lying on your side with 4 pillows under your head [because one just doesn't ever satisfy you]. i just woke up.. and i love being able to wake up and seeing you lying next to me; i see it as a blessing.
and you twitch so much when you sleep. man.. i'd love to know what you're dreaming. your dreams seem so exciting!
for now.. i'll keep watching you. for when you wake i'll be the first thing you see. and i know you love that feeling too.. so i wont go anywhere.
i love you.
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| Date: | 2003-06-17 20:26 |
| Subject: | for granted |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: |  angry | | Music: | none |
he takes me for granted. doesn't he understand that all day today i was calling him and wanting him to come over? and over and over all he said was the famous, 'i dont know'.
so yet again i was left home waiting for him to maybe come over.
of course he just called me and told me that he couldn't come.
fuck.. he takes me for granted. he doesn't realize that i have a life and i had shit to do. and it's this 'waiting around' shit i really hate.
i love him, but fuck.. he needs to realize that i am not one to be taken granted of!!
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| Date: | 2003-06-12 23:22 |
| Subject: | i'm so selfish! |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: |  guilty | | Music: | cry me a riverJUSTIN TIMBERLAKE |
i hate lying to him. i love him so much, and he's 'the one'. but i lie to him so much now.. and why? just so i dont have to be with his niece and newphew.. why am i so intimidated infront of him? it's annoying.
i dont dance or act like myself sometimes infront of him... and i hate it.
so i didn't goto dinner tonight with nick and his family, cause i'm selfish and stupid.
lesson learned? suck it up and deal with his nieces and nephew!!
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| Date: | 2003-06-11 12:32 |
| Subject: | ugly me |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: | envious | | Music: | take it from hereJUSTIN TIMBERLAKE |
i'm not ugly.. not pretty either. just average looking.
i hate my acne.. and because of it i find myself envying every and any other person without it.
today on the bus, i was envious of everyone.. no one else had acne. only me.
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