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testing [20 Jan 2003|12:02am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | "my friends over you" -NFG ]

Testing.

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amanda is the bestest [20 Jan 2003|12:37am]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | Simple Plan-I'd Do Anything ]

ok, so here is my frist journal ever. i read amanda's journal a lot and i figured it was a pretty cool thing, some place where i can let it all out and collect my thought. i was pretty lost in this wide world of journals until my good friend amanda came along and saved the day! [thanks again amanda] i really like amanda, a lot. we've become pretty good friends lately. i think that people judge amanda too quickly and instead of trying to talk to and get to know someone different from them they act like immature bitches beceause well, that's just how ome people are: narrow minded and just plain stupid. but i don't care, i like amanda and i like having a differse group of friends, it's makes my options unlimited and my funnes never ending.

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i'm not gonna put a whole bunch of junk about who i am on my first entry...if you don't know me..LEAVE..or you can stay and try to figure me out [if you do, let me know cause i'm still tryin].

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tonight was a good night, my friends weren't doing anything so i went to chris' house. we visited diane & pete and amanda & kyle, then we watched the football game and fell asleep together. i love chris, it's amazing how after a year, i can still smile when i think about us falling asleep together tonight.

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i hate my father, i hear him talking..ugh it makes me cringe. he can be sooo nice sometimes but then we he's a scumbag and a jerk, he cancels out all the good. my mom like to give him excuses, "it's because he can't handle not being able to gamble anymore. you know justine, withdrawl". umm yeah he hasn't been gambling for almost 3 years now, it's time to GET OVER IT. he always thinks he's right and he walks around and comment on everyone else's mistakes but never takes the time to talk about his own and that's funny because out of everyone in the house..he's made the BIGGEST mistakes.

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you may come to notice that during certain times of the day i will be in an incredibly bad mood, this means wither my father spoke to me or i was just at a basketball practice or game. i've playing basketball since i was 5 years old, i absolutely love it but i'm not really all that good and my coaches just kill the game for me. they make everyone so horrible for me, i want to burn my jersey and never touch a ball again, but i'll get into that at a later time.

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good night for now, i'll write again in the morning.

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The Sub [20 Jan 2003|12:20pm]
[ mood | lazy ]
[ music | Don Mclain-Bye Bye Ms. American Pie ]

i've decided that today is going to be a lazy day. ya know...lay around, watch tv, eat junk food..one of those days. i babysat this morning for diane, amanda and kyle are sooo cute but sometimes they're soo bad. but you gotta love 'em. krista is sick but she got excepted to all three schools she applied for so she's in a pretty good mood and as usual michelene is busy proudly keeping that title of biggest pain in the ass over her head. sometimes i wanna punch her in the face when she whines and screams and then sometimes she's really funny, but today is her pain in the ass day so i'm sure we'll have a few fights before the day is done.

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so for those of you who don't know me too well...i love food. yeah i know what you're thinking, everyone loves food blah blah BUT NO, i LOVE food...there are no words that can express the love i have for food. ilove food so much i'll be enough for everyone in my classes just so i can eat during class =) anyways, last night before i went out i put half of my sub in the refridgerator and at like 11:30 i started to get hungry and just kept thinking about my lovely half a sub at home waiting for me, so naturally as soon as i walked in door..BAM! i ran straight for the frige and like i should have known all along of course..THE SUB WAS GONE. [i forgot to put this in my entry last night cause i was too excited about getting my journal started] i was very disappointed and upset but too tired to bitch to everyone about it, so i let it go but right now [after a good 8 hours sleep] I'M PISSED! i want that half a freakin sub not because i'm hungry but just because of the principle of it. GEEZ, is it really much to ask? just don't eat my sub when i'm not home!! = )

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yeah so, my mom is pretty annoying sometimes..see she's puerto rican [yes, making me puerto rican too] so well, [no offense to any puerto ricans out there] it makes her a pretty damn loud person [all you puerto ricans out there know it's true] like she can't just talk she's gotta shout and she can't just call for someone in the other room she's gotta yell...sometimes i'm like that too when i let the spanish in my come out but geez, when she yells i wanna punch her in the face. and then on top of it michelene is just like her so of course she's yelling all the time plus her whining and pain in the ass nature, it makes one annoying little sister. so when the two of them are talking or yelling at the same time...HOLY SHIT...i wanna jump out the window.

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me and jil are comparing each other's fathers right now. they're brothers and they're exactly alike and they're freakin NUTS. they flip out over the stupidest shit and they say the same exact things and they punish us over stupid shit and they treat us like 9 year olds...and they're just gay. me and jil and aunt carol always talk about how great it would be if me and jil, aunt carol and my mom went on vaca to puerto rico this spring break instead of both our whole familys going. big jim and big vin..grrrr we'll never be able to get rid of them!

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well i'm gonna go call chris and then start enjoying my lazy day, i'll write again before tonight.

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Bennigans [20 Jan 2003|10:37pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]
[ music | Mariah Carey-Hero ]

so instead of a lazy day, today turned into a very busy day. pretty crazy...went to kohls and walmart with my babes. then i came home and noobie decided we were all gonna go out to bennigans for dinner with the CHEESERS! we had sooo much, we laughed the whole entire time...people were looking at us, it was great! the night was going really good, lots of laughs and then literally as we were putting on our jackets the froshies asked about a rumor the heard about a pretty good friend of mine and this sad part of me, is afraid that it's true.

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"she's" quiet, "she" doesn't say much when it comes down to it. don't know much about "her" anymore and i try to defend "her" when people say really shitty things about "her" but now i don't know. my respect is gone, i'm sorry to say it but it definately is. there's nothing really left between me and "her" anyway, things change, people change, whaddya gonna do? but i just feel like maybe, if "she" would have just told one of us...maybe someone, anyone could have told "her" to stop, tell "her" what "she" really looks like. i don't know it's hard to explain, what do you do when one of your friends is known as "one of the hoes"? it hurts a lot, not to be able to talk to someone you love, someone you've known for so long and i wanna try but something tells me it's impossible. [if you read that, and you know it's you. i love you, really do. and when you're ready to talk, you know my number]

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so i'm on the phone with doofer and noobie right now, they're great...i really do love them, they make everything so fun and i can be myself and they still like me and they still wanna be my friend, it's great. = )
tomorrow i have to perform an italian skit for part of my final, i have none of my stuff ready and i didn't memorize my lines either. i still have to do laundry for tomorrow..wow this sucks, it's almost 11:30 too. soo much drama towards the end of the night, spent almost 50 minutes on the phone with noobie and doofer trying to figure some stuff out. maybe i should stop being feeding my addiction to AIM, get off this damn computer and get some shit done before 12 but you know me[well actually you don't]...Justine the Great Procrstinator.

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alright, i'm giving in. good night for now. write again in the morning.

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