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[25 Jun 2003|10:32am]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | How Many Licks? - Lil Kim (Trish's CD) ]

Got drunk with my wife last night. Well, I did the drinking, she did the sipping. It was really late, the kids were asleep, and I felt like getting wasted. How responsible am I? At least now with the help of a cup of coffee and a ham sandwich, Im not too hung over. I guess I just needed to, not forget, but kind of cool down. I thought that drinking the night away would be the best way to accomplish this. Trish ended up going to bed after a couple of Mikes, but I went outside and sat on the porch steps. Its so quiet at about 3am. Had a lot of time to sit back and think about the nights events. *runs a hand through his hair* Should I try and forget about them? *shakes his head* Its not like I could if I tried. In the meantime I've been listening to Trish's Lil Kim CD that she loves to blast through the house when shes working out. I never pictured myself as a rap/r&b kind of guy, *shrugs* Guess things can change when your significant other can influence you. I'll get her into Pearl Jam and Manson in no time. Uh, Matt. I'd like to talk to you sometime today. So if you could, wel, I dont know, call me? Yeah, that'd be good.
Thats it from me for now, unless something comes up later today.

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[18 Jun 2003|10:11pm]
Trisha, Im so sorry baby. AIM is being the biggest jerk tonight. Everytime I try and get back on it throws me off. I'll try and catch you tomorrow. Love you.
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[09 Jun 2003|02:22pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | Going under ]

Matthew - I understand that you were hurtin, that you missed me as a brother. As I told you last night, if you keep pushin me away, I'll never be your brother again. I dont want to be around someone who thinks that I am nothin with out them. Someone who can only say mean things to me. How dare you claim that you made me, Shannon, Shane, Amy and the rest of us OMEGA people? In my opinion each of us love the buisness enough, and we would have found a way into it with out you. I have always told you thank you for helpin me with wrestlin. But together you and I broke into the buisness. You didnt carry me and I didnt carry you. It was even. I know your the one that took care of me after momma died. But I never asked you to, I never expected anything from you. Dont go blamin me if you feel that you had a horrible childhood. I dont want to hear it. Since you and I ended Ive done what I can to try and make our relationship ok. Ive tried to talk to you, but it always ended up with an arguement. I want to be your brother, I want to be there for you. But when you act the way you did to me last night, I dont want to be near you. Im sorry that your jealous of me. Im sorry that your mad that I have a beautiful life now. That Im happy, and that you think I dont need you anymore. I still need you Matt. I always will. Not even Trish can fill the spot in my life that only my brother can fill. I'll apologise for how things have turned out. But I will not apologise for feelin the way I do. Or for doin what I do. Its just me.

Terry - I dont want you to speak to me. I dont want to hear your voice or see your face. So unless you come with an apology, leave me alone.

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Buisness and Pleasure [02 Jun 2003|03:08pm]
[ mood | horny ]

Man Ive been gone a lot. Been busy researchin. Im goin back to work. I love wrestling, I really do, and I decided that I really cant live with out it. After that match with OMEGA Ive become addicted to it again. One of the main problems I had with WWE is the schedual. Which is why Im lookin into different Indy organizations. If I do decide to go back to the Indy circut I will be the top paid indy wrestler, and the most saught after. I will be the Stone Cold of the locker room. Or is it Hogan, Rock or HHH? Either way, I will be the big fish in a little pond. And quite frankly, that appeals to me. I'll get to make my own schedual, work where I want, when I want, for as long as I want. I just need to think about this some more before I make my final decision, but dont be too surprised if you see me in the ring soon.

Hmm, buisness is taken care of, now its on to pleasure. My wife and Kids. *grins* I love them so much. Patricia has already begun to crawl, Jeffery just kind of rolls around. He must have my genes. I'll make a wrestler out of him yet. Trish says I spoil them too much, I just cant help it. When they look up at me with their big eyes my heart melts. Seems like babies are poppin up around here a lot lately. If I read correctly, Shannon's had his babies, and Amy? I think she has too. Congrats you guys. Have fun. Heres a tip, when they go down for their afternoon naps, you go down too, if you get what Im sayin. *grins and winks* Aint nothin better then lovin at 3 in the afternoon.

Speakin of which *looks at his watch* Im 15mins late... Wheres that wife of mine?

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[26 May 2003|05:35pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

Last night I wrestled for the first time since I was released from the WWE. I havent signed a contract with anyone, but I did wrestle for a company. Im pretty much allowed to wrestle for this company any time I want, since my brother did create it, OMEGA.
It was for a special occasion. Krazy K has held the OMEGA cruiser weight title for a while, and last night was his 1 year anniversary for his run. Thomas Simpson called me and asked me if I'd do a special match against him for the title, since its a special night for him. I did, but I didnt wrestle as Jeff Hardy, I wrestled as Willow The Whisp. It was just such an incredible feeling to step back into the ring as one of my favorite characters, and do what I want to do, be what I want to be. I lost the match, but I did get the signature swanton bomb in there. After the match I went back out to the ring and took off my mask to reveal who I am, and the crowd went crazy. Its good to know that no matter where I go, who I wrestle with, or who I wrestle as, the people will always be behind me.
I hope I get to do more work with OMEGA, since it will be so convient for me, being based in N.C. I can go to the show and be home each night to look after Jeffery and Patrisha. I dont know how Trish will feel about this. But knowing her, Im sure she will be supportive.

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AHHH! [21 May 2003|11:12pm]
[ mood | drained ]

Im about to rip my damn hair out. If I hear one more screamin baby I think I'll go insane. When one starts cryin the other starts! Its so loud, my head is still ringin. I need to be hooked up to a valium drip or somethin. How Trish can calmly do this is beyond me. They wake up half way through the night and she gets up like its no big deal. Then in the mornin while Im drownin my body in coffee, with giant bags under my eyes, she comes waltzin happily into the kitchen. Whatever drug shes on I want some.
Dont get me wrong, I love the little shits to death. But I didnt think bein a daddy was gonna be so hard. Guess you were right Matt, I'll fall. But, I can pick myself back up and I will. I havent fallen far or hard at all. This is just a little adjustment. I wouldnt want to exchange my life for anything, I do love my baby girl and her little brother. And I love my beautiful, radiant wife. Im really lucky that I get to spend so much time with my children, I'll get to see their first step, hear their first word, everything. I'll be the proud father on the sidelines while they play soccer. I'll be the screamin dad when I teach them to drive. I'll be the cryin daddy when they graduate. 'll always be there for them.
Now, with that said if anyone feels the need to babysit? You know my number.

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[15 May 2003|02:42pm]
[ mood | creative ]

Im bored so I got a little creative. I know I already have a bunch of photos with Trish and myself, but I thought Id try and make one. So theres my attempt. Dont we look adorable bein all serious and tough?

::edit:: I also decided to re-do my journal background. Im not quite happy with it yet, but its gettin there. Any ideas on what else to do with it?

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[13 May 2003|10:07pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | Dirty - Christina Aguhslaksnflsdkn ]

I woke up at 4am this mornin. After stumbling around in the bed tryin to figure out what the hell the screamin was, I saw that the baby monitor was on, and that the screamin was 2 very awake babies. Course this woke up the very tired momma, who sat bolt right up in the bed flailing her arms around, wacking me in the head. I told her to go back to sleep and that I would take care of them. She didnt argue, as Id hoped she would. So I trudged down the hall and picked up Patricia, who only took about 10 minutes of cooing to calm her down. Jeffery on the other hand had to be put into a head lock and rocked for about 2 hours. As soon as he closed his big brown eyes I placed him in his crib and walked to the kitchen searchin out coffee. With that in my system I set about tackling the great out doors. Im creating a Jeff-style pool in the backyard, which will hopefully be finished by the time Jeffery and Patricia can swim. Trish decided to make her presence at about 9, walking outside with a baby on each hip. The most beautiful sight I can imangine. She sat on a blanket watchin me play in the dirt with my toys. Course by now I was all sweaty, shirtless and covered in dirt. And did you think she wants me to give her a good mornin hug? How was I to know that Trish has a problem with dirty men? She cleaned me up good though, I had my first bath with the babies. *beams* I'll never forget today.

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[12 May 2003|02:08pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | Rock your body - Justin Timberlake ]

I dont think that I could have had a better mothers day. I know Im not a mom, but in a sense, I felt like one. I didnt go visit momma, I just couldnt. Not a good excuse, but its still an excuse all the same. I actually stopped visiting her grave on mothers day a few years ago. I think about her though. I still miss her, and wish she was here. Especially now that shes a grandma. Yep, Trish gave birth to 2 of the most beautiful babies I have ever seen last night. Jeffery and Patricia. Pretty damn good mothers day gift, dont you think? Im wide awake even though I didnt sleep at all, I couldnt take my eyes off of them. Ya'know whats even greater about this? After they dont need Trish anymore I get to look after them while shes on the road. Trish and I are designing their rooms. Shes doin Patricias in pinks and purples, and Im doin Jefferys in blues, greens and silvers. Trading spaces style, which I have taken up watching since I get to stay at home pretty much all the time. I said this to Trish last night, but is it just me, or does Amy Wyn look like Stephanie? And boy can Vern design a room. Ok, I dont want to sound gay. So I'll shut up about that show. Ive got so much shopping to do for the kiddies before they are able to come home from the hospital, so I need to go.

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[07 May 2003|08:08pm]
[ mood | content ]

How did everyone spend their afternoons today? Mine was spent with my lovely wife.
We laughed our asses off at my latest recording, if you can actually call it that. I guess its more like a word for the fans. I just told them whats goin on, and how Im going to be a HUGE ROCKSTAR! *laughs* I have to admit that I do get bored now that my schedual has died down. I dont know how many times Ive gone outside to just play around in the dirt, Ive made a billion more aluminmummies, and also painted 4 pictures and put them on e-bay. Speaking of that, can you believe that someone bid $700 odd dollars for my stuff? Just shows how dedicated the fans really are. Just so everything gets cleared up, since I know theres a lot of rumors flying around that Im going to sign with other wrestling organizations. Im not. I only want to wrestle with the WWE. My hearts not in it right now, which is why Im focusing on my music. But dont be surprised if you see me back in the ring with you guys in a few years.

Trish has magic hands. I dont know how many times I can say that. I had a sore neck and shoulders from working outside today, and just by giving me a nice massage for about 2minutes I was feeling much better. Oh and everyone needs to run out and buy some of her bubble bath, guarenteed to make you soft, smell good, and incredibetly horny.

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[03 May 2003|10:49pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | 'Slow Chemical' - Finger 11 ]

Congrats to Matt and Shannon. I'll try and make it to the wedding, but if I cant, I'll send you guys something.

I guess Ive been gone for a while lately, and I do have a good reason. After I broke things off with Trish and Matt, I had to make a choice who I loved more. Which I never wanted to do. So... I kind of didnt, I just left them both. Stayed to myself and didnt talk to either of them for a while. But my heart made the decision for me. My heart led me back to its home, back with Trish. Trish and I are working through our marriage, and are getting ready for our babies to be born. Buying things for them, getting the room ready. Im finally at ease. Just content, and happy. My heart belongs to Trish now and forever, and nothing can sway me this time.

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[30 Apr 2003|02:00pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

I dont know what it is, and its hard for me to even explain, but Im going to try. I was talking to Trish last night. We were trying to figure out what we are going to do now, with the babies and the marriage. I dont know if we really got much cleared up, but I just missed that. Sitting with her and talking to her. I doubt if she even noticed this, but I hardly said a word, I couldnt. I didnt want to miss out on one word she had to say. The whole time she was talking all I could do was look at her. The way her lips frowned slightly at the corners when she tried not to laugh, the way her eyes twinkled when she smiled at me, the way her she shivvered under my hands when I rubbed her neck. Just everything about her captivated me. It was like seeing her again for the first time. Shes moving back to Canada, while I stay here in Cameron. For the best? Who knows? I thought I did. I let her stay over, since it was late, call me a southern gentleman but, I didnt think she should be driving to some random hotel at that hour. I ended up sleeping next to her on the couch. Holding her in my arms until she fell asleep, then watching her for hours. I just watched her sleep. I didnt want to let her go. We didnt do anything the whole night, didnt have sex, didnt kiss, nothing. But I was completely content with just holding her. Whats a man to do now? I want to call her, but I know that when I hear her voice on the other end of the phone I wont be able to talk. Im just going to sit and think for a while.

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[27 Apr 2003|06:04pm]
Guys? Anyone? I want to party. I need to get out and do something. call me, come to my house, kidnapp me, anything!
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[25 Apr 2003|01:19am]
Hung out with Randy tonight, interesting...
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[22 Apr 2003|05:21pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Oh yeah, guys? Im done, been 'released'. So I guess you will only be hearing from me through here, no more seeing me in the locker room. Wish me luck. -smirks-

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[22 Apr 2003|03:13pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Somewhere I belong - Linkin Park ]

Last night after I talked to Steve, got some advice from him, broke things off totally with Trish and Matt, I got into a car accident. The doctor said I could be released from hospital in a few days. I dont even know why Im here, nothing is broken, just bruised ribs and a cut on my forehead. But they insisted that I needed to stay for further tests. Complete bullshit if you ask me. Im fine. Im ready to kick some ass. Vince said I could have time off, personal reasons and all that shit. When I get released from here I have strict orders to stay in bed. Like hell thats going to happen. I have days off, Im going to get up and do things. But I guess I will take it easy since it does hurt when I move. -chuckles lightly- Im going to call the nurse for more of that lime jello.

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[20 Apr 2003|02:44pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

So I have sunk to a new low. I dressed Witty up as the easter bunny, complete with a fluffy tail. Thats what I get for spending easter alone with my animals.
On another note, happy easter everyone.

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[18 Apr 2003|10:46pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

As most of you all know Im off house and televised shows for a while, due to personal reasons. I figured I'd use this time to kind of figure a lot of things out. Ive got tons of shit constantly running through my head, and I needed some time to get it all into perspecitve I guess. Ive decided Im going to go back to my place and hang out there on my days off. Work in the yard, make music, play with my animals, just relax and do the things I did before I got my contract.

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[17 Apr 2003|01:54pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

The enemy is near! *chuckles* Interesting night indeed. Hey guys? Am I still a Canadian? Kinda? I'll say aboot a lot and Eh? I promise!
Smackdown tonight, I'll be watchin all you smackdown people, my pick? John Cena. I love that guy. Hope he wins.


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AHHHHHH!!!!! [15 Apr 2003|09:23pm]
[ mood | mischievous ]
[ music | Psycho - system of a down ]

I have been runnin around all day!
Has anyone seen the movie "Empire Records"? The song that Rene Zellwigger sings at the end ontop of the building is called "Sugar High". Love that song! and... I want the money, thats what I want, lots of money!
I requested people make me fun icons, and so far Ive got one. *pouts* Addy is being painful and not makin me one, which I know he wants to! Who doesnt want to look at pictures of me? *grins*
I have no idea whats goin on with me. Im just extremely happy I guess. Im grinnin like a cat. If cats could grin. The one on "Alice in Wonderland" grins. So that means I can too. I swear that people who make Dysney movies are high as kites. but people who watch them are even higher. *nods*
TRUTH: Its an outrage.
Those ads piss me off. They always come on right when Im eating!
Things are goin great in the land of Nero. Im happy, Trish is good, gettin fat though. But I like it. Gives me somethin to hold on to. *grins* Who would have guessed that when a woman gets pregnant, despite the fact that she has implants, her breasts will still get bigger? I will leave you all with that to ponder

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