Below are the 6 most recent journal entries recorded in jebus' Blurty:

Tuesday, May 6th, 2003
9:30 am	BiRtHpLaCe Of DiSeAsE LIFE IS SHIT EVERYONE SHOULD DIE I HATE ALL I HATE ALL KILL THE MOTHERF*CKER KILL THE MOTHERF*CKER AND ITS ALL THAT I THINK ABOUT EAT SHIT AND DIE WORLD (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, April 26th, 2003
4:21 pm	HEY HEY I haven't written in awhile but im back. Lisa if your reading which i hope you are. I love you with all my heart and soul. You are my one and only. I love you so much. You are everything to me. I know i don' make you happy and if i say i try your gonna sa yea rite, but i try to make you happy i think. I love you so much. Seeing anger management together was sweeet. it kicked ass my love. i love you i hope to see you tonite unless ur still mad at me i love you Current Mood: drained Current Music: i have no clue (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 15th, 2003
9:02 am	turning to ashes on me hey people who read this. its tuesday loddi freakin da. im in computer class sneezing my lungs out. my girlfriend (lisa i love you forever) is in a funk and when she reads that shes gonna kick me in the nuts. but anyways, i got mid terms today I HATE THAT. i went to my therapist yesterday. We talked about my fear of puking and why i have that fear. It mostly goes back to my past when i had a hernia operation, but none of you need to know that HAHA. Lisa laughed at what i was wearing today. I thought it was nice. Its getting spring im trying to wear comfy stuff. my stomach hurts i nee a drink. its HOT LISA IS HOT HEEHEE. Current Mood: blah Current Music: 36 CrAzYfIsT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Comment on this)
Monday, April 14th, 2003
9:14 am	feeling okay alot of shit has ben going on with me. Me and my girlfriend lisa (I LOVE YOU) have been getting into alot of fites and i just read her entry. okay so we aren't a great band, but she could support me in it alittle more than she does. Its liek she really doesn't understand what the band means to me. Its therapy for me. it helps me deal with things that i can't deal with on my own. Im not gonna tell her about my hate, im sure sh gonna wanna her about it. i love her with all my heart and soul. Shes my little precious. i dunno sometimes i just get put down by what she says about the band. I know that it doen't look like we work hard, but the band has been together for 3 years, and it has been a constant struggle, but the band has kept on going and we just got a new drummer and 2 songs ("pound" which i know u like hun and "wretched filled life") completed. I mean i support her in being a vegetarin switching skools and what not and anything else, i just want her to support me in the music thing. i love her so much. oh by the way today she looks so damn hot. hahahah well i miss her alot. i just want her support thats all. Im listening to slipknot good stuff. well later days STAY SIC Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: slipknot-My Plague (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 8th, 2003
9:52 am	what the hell!!!!!!!!!!!!! my girlfriend is acting strange on me alot of shit is going on. i dunno what to do. alot of things went down last nite. kind of brutal if i mite add. me and my girlfriend have been going out for 7 months. and its so perfect being with her. she makes me so happy, but i feel like she is not happy and i know the reason why ( no i will not tell) i just don't want it to crash i need her so much in my life im nothing without her. well im going to improve for her. cuz this all lays on me. i have to do the rite things from now on. no more dumb shit well im gonna write back later peace (Comment on this)
Monday, March 31st, 2003
9:13 am	IN SKOOL Man, skool sucks. Im a senior and soon will be gra. its kool this sucks you can lal read this crap (Comment on this)