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Sunday, April 27th, 2003
2:25 am - it is time
::sigh:: well its time today ....today is the day i leave for home... i kinda dont wont to go... buti i have to ...and hat john zabala is certainly a cutie pie half cuban , half el salvadorian i think ...doesnt look it but uNF a cutie.....i dunno anymore and i miss shane alot... i dunno if itd th L word or what.... i do know however that i care for him more than anyone else and i kinda went beserk when i thought he was going out with a friend of mine who also shows some sort of interest with me.... but hey i guess that means i am the jealous type huh...i just dont know anymore.... i feel like everything is harder because i am a frickin fag... i mean why me.... and then their are tons of homophobes out there... and of course add the racist to them because i am also hispanic... i dunno anymore

current mood: indifferent

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Saturday, April 26th, 2003
2:26 am - ;_; i dunno wanna leave...
well its late friday nite/early saturday morning and i leave for home sunday ... excepti i like it here too much and i really dont have much for me back home.... and i am starting to make friends too... oh well.. i guess the fun had to end sometime... and that reminds me... i still sorta wanting to not be gay....i dunno i thinki should rest...


The Greatest Evil...Crossdresser

Find out what Cartoon villan you are.


Quiz Title

so true...

current mood: indifferent
current music: Heaven Above (Rave mix - CYBER TRANCE Edit) - Hi-Gate

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Friday, April 25th, 2003
3:11 am - so..
so... i am longer staying in my sisters room because of dumb rules.... the guy my sister liked who turned out to be guy is damn cute and now i like him... its some what cold in here.... the one person that knows i like him is always on the other side of the country... i want to let everyone know i am gay but cant...
just why me....

current mood: depressed
current music: Rank - Airwave 2003 (breathing)

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Wednesday, April 23rd, 2003
4:15 am - WHEEE!
yawn i am slighty tired... and on a completey different note Strong bad is funny
i mean i liek treh strong bad techno one the best along with the japanese cartoon one
..grr dumb hats...
umm anyways.. i was suppoed to stay in Oscar's room tonite but whos knows.. i dunno.. anothe rnite of me being up all nite on my sisters computer... hmmm o_O... unless todays i sat in ... in one of my sister's classes and i liek did bette rthan her on the quiz but this girl gave liek a small presentation on liek teen dperession and according to the papers i have/had all teh symptoms of a kid with depression but the lack of conecertraion to teh suicide attempts and for anyways who wants to take a look at .. what i look like then here is a link to a few pics

click on all teh Jayveemon pictures.. i should be the only guy in them so... thats me ^^;

current mood: blank
current music: B4U -B4 Za Beat Mix- Naoki

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Tuesday, April 22nd, 2003
11:53 am - morning time...
yawn... i just woke up and i took a few more quizzes... and hey i saw this window open so why not show .....

Pretty Boy

Find out what anime character cliche you are.


I love you cupcake!

Take the Cartoon Hero Quiz?.

YAY! I GOT GIR !!!!!!!!!! GIR IS WIN!!!!!!!!1 ok i am done for now o_o ......

current mood: calm
current music: Atomic Kitten - Right Now

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6:45 am
still bored i am... i played some DWI and God does Be Lovin owni mean i gotta find the full versioni know its out there... well since i am here lets talk about my day... i went to Safeway today with my sister, brought food which means i am going to cook tomorrow... i met Oscar today and Roberto and some dude whose name passed my mind... and oh yes John not what i expected him to look liek but pretty damn cute... well i guess i should sleep now... chances of my doing so.. slim to none.. back to DWI it is...

current mood: bored
current music: D-Crew - Be Lovin

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6:08 am - O_O right...
yawn its like 3 in the morning.. well here in Cali anyways... i decided to do this cause i am bored.. maybe i will keep up with it.. who knows... anyways i also took some quizzes YAY! ^^; anyways here are the results fro some of them

From the Dragon Ball Z fighting games
What Video Game Villain Are You?

What type of Bishounen are you? Find out at artificial-soul.net by Rin.

Strong, Silent, Baddie-buster

Find out what anime character cliche you are.

What Video Game Hero Are You?


The traveling street fighter.

Find out what anime bad boy you are.

hehe i was kinda bored eh ^^;
anyways i leave for NYC next sundays but i dont think i wanna go i mena i like here... i have nothing for me back home.. well i have my parents but thats about... and here i can start all over again hopefully not make the same mistakes... ::sigh:: anyways i really wanted to go to Riptide Arcade during the week but cheryl said we can go Friday.. i guessed its better than nothing... well... Javier is signing off... for now anyways...
good nite

current mood: restless
current music: Scooter - The Logical Song

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