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[Tuesday; October 12th `04 !! 09:14am] |
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Holler.
I'm in school.
Just finish typing my project for PG ECO.
aflksdjfalkjfa. That's how I feel.
Erg..anyway..just wanted to give a Camp Hope HI HI HIYA! \
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[Wednesday; October 6th `04 !! 07:16pm] |
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Wow..its been a long time.
Sitting here just reading some old entries.
I've come to the conclusion I'm the biggest herb on 2 feet.
Ah..I love myself!
Life is life. Everything has been ok. Stressful but ok. Who ever said senoir year was supposed to be easy is a big idiot and probably failed at life because I'm already working my ass off for shit. You dousche.
Anyway..I really don't have much to write. I'm totally consumed with myspace and I post so much more in there.
I don't know. I wanna keep this journal though. But I just never update. Ah whatever. If I update I update. If I don't then I don't.
Well..just wanted to say that I'm alive and well and that I miss my blurty bitches!
Much
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[Wednesday; September 8th `04 !! 08:05pm] |
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Hey kids. Long time no update. Ha not really. I'm obviously the biggest procrastinator you'll ever meet in your life.
Summer is over! =( This was probably one of the best summers of my life. Ever.
School started today. It sucked big time.
The only good thing is that my Sexual Chocolate is now with me but she hates it. =(
Jen and I were talking about how we don't even want to talk to the people that we see except for our friends cause we realized that we just hate everyone. And that everyone has changed.
The sophmores think their hot shit. They have another thing comming if they really think that.
There was already drama in school today. Performing Arts can suck my dick and if they think that their gunna take away my free period. HA that's fucking histerical!
All in all..it wasn't really that bad. The only shitty part was that I have the best friends in the whole entire world. No one will ever be like them. Ever. And what got me down about school was that I knew I wouldn't be seeing them every single day like I did for the whole summer. They all go to different schools. That just tells me I need to grow up and suck it up. But I don't want too. Castro said that some of us will most likely grow apart. But I don't want that to happen. I know there's the weekends and shit but it's different. Hopefully this weekend at Alissa's I can get my mind off of this shit and just party it up summer style like we used too. Haha..I seriously can't live without them. As much as we fight and shit. I still love them all to death. I can't even begin to imagine what it's gunna be like when we all go away to college. Ah insanity!
So yeah senior year? Who would have thought. I just can't believe it. Hopefully it will be a good fucking year. I don't want it to be shitty.
Bleh..I alreay don't feel so hot. My throat is killing mee! =(
Yep that's about it. Oh yes..I like most of my teachers. Their pretty chill and I have good classes. So it's not so terrible.
Ah this song always makes me think of my friends..yes I'm posting lyrics...
Here in this diary,
I write you visions of my summer.
It was the best I ever had.
There were choruses and sing-alongs,
And that unspoken feeling of knowing
Right now is all that matters
All the nights we stayed up talking
and listening to 80's songs;
quoting lines from all those movies that we love.
It still brings a smile to my face.
I guess when it comes down to it...
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up:
These are the best days of our lives.
The only thing that matters
is just following your heart
and eventually you'll finally get it right.
Breaking into hotel swimming pools,
and wreaking havoc on our world.
Hanging out at truck stops just to pass the time.
The black top's singing me to sleep.
Lighting fireworks in parking lots,
illuminate the blackest nights.
Cherry cokes under this moonlight summer sky.
2015 Riverside, it's time to say, "goodbye."
Get on the bus, it's time to go.
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up:
These are the best days of our lives.
The only thing that matters
is just following your heart,
and eventually you'll finally get it right.
This song deffinatley describes my summer. Oh yes..well I'm off.
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[Wednesday; August 18th `04 !! 10:33am] |
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Hello all.
Once again I've been a horrible procrastinator in updating this thing. But that's ok.
Can't even tell you what I did since my last update.
But It must have been really fun for me to not remember or just really unexciting and unimportant.
But I know I did go to Sweet Hollow Rd. a few times. LIke the 4th time I went I actually got scared shitless and I wanted to go home.
I've haven't been really been doing anything except for the normal routine. Wow my life is totally exciting.
Stoney's block party on Saturday was quite fun. Got my freak on. Unfortunately it was Riley's last night. =( I was so upset. I was ready to cry. You know when you have a tight group of friends like I do and someone leaves..it's very upsetting. It's really not going to be the same without him.
So last night was probably one of the highlights of my life. I went all the way to CT to see Killswitch and FATA. I had the best time. It was me Gary, Carney , and Shin. Of course I'm the only girl. But hey that's ok. Mama and Grandma were supposed to come too but since there was a whole ordeal about the car situation and one person not fitting..neither of them came. =( Well..it was about an hour and a half drive. I must say it was really fun. We stopped at Mc Dondalds because we are all fat and we needed some fuel for the show. So we're waiting on line and some girls who are doing a scavenger hunt had to ask Carney if he wanted fries with his meal. It was pretty gay. So we got back on the road and headed to Toad's Place in New Haven.
We got there just in time. It hadn't sold out! I was so happy cause usually with us we are such procrastinators that we don't buy tickets until we get there and most of the time the shows have been sold out on us. But not this one. Luck was with us. We waited in anticipation and then gay 36 Shitty Fists came on. I must say I heavily dis-liked them. ALASKA HARDCORE! Then Eighteen Visions came on. This was my 3rd time seeing them. And this time I'd have to say I was really feeling them. I guess when I saw them the first time the singer was hitting on me so that annoyed me(he's so not good looking at all)and then the 2nd time he was sweating all over me. YUM. But this time I don't know...maybe my views have changed. Then FATA took the stage. Ahh <3. They were fucking awesome. I know that Carney and Gary think different cause the whole time they were fucking making fun of me for liking them. But you know what I enjoyed them. Then we waited a little. And finally...
Killswitch took the stage. It was a crazy fucking show. I seriously love that band. I think this time was better than the first time I saw them. It's so much better when you're in a smaller place. Anyway..they fucking played End of Heartache. That's my favorite song. They didn't play it the last time which was really weird because it was called The End of Heartache Tour. Oh well. It was insanity. People were getting up on stage jumping into the crowd. Then at one point there was a whole bunch of people singing with Howard. The 4 of us sat on the bar in the back which was pretty cool because we could see everything. It was such a great show. They are deffinately a band to see 50 billion times. They said in the fall they're going on tour with Slayer. That should be nothing short of amazing. Ah can't wait!
All in all it was a good time. I'd have to say thank you to me being onstar and not getting lost.
Oh yeah..Momma Dukes does'nt know that I went to CT. I told her I went to the Downtown in Farmingdale. I'm such a rebel! But hey anything you gotta do to see one of your favorite bands.
I've decided to make up this good quote. Cause it's true..anway..."You know when your ears are ringing from a show, it was a damn good one." I believe this.
Alright..fucking enough already. Laterrrrrrrr
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[Tuesday; August 3rd `04 !! 04:45pm] |
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Hey kids.
Long timeee.
I've been going on this thing but actually not updating cause I'm a consistent procrastinator. It's terrible..I know.
Bronx Zoo was hella fun. I went on another trip today. HOT SKATES. As my good friend Dave would say "Yo this was the jump off when we were in like 5th grade." Yes Dave, I must agree with that. A few of us cool counselors attempted to skate. But on the cool 4 wheels from the '70's. It was rightous.
Went to Projekt Revolution last night. Korn was orgasmic. Linkin Park was ok..not one of my favorites. But they were good. The Used and Less Than Jake were fucking omazing. I heart them both very much. It sucked because I've followed Less Than Jake for quite sometime actually and I was the only person standing and making a ruckess for them. I was quite dis-satisfied with the FUCKED UP PEOPLE WHO ALL FUCKING SUCK DICK AND LOVE TO LISTEN TO K-CROCK OF SHIT AND THINK WOW SIMPLE PLAN IS SO FUCKING AWESOME! I hate you all. It just goes to show people can't appreciate good music these days.
I was also nerved about another thing because Funeral For A Friend played on the 2nd stage..but during The Used. That was pretty gay in itself. Need no explination for that. I enjoyed Snoop Dogg very much actually. He was pretty cool. Other than all of the utterly stupid problems that could have been avoided yesterday. I had a grand ole time.
Wanted to see Beloved tonight. But then it got cancelled. I doubt I would have been able to anyway. So it doesn't make me feel too bad. But the reasoning behind it being cancelled is just gay. BTBAM is gay. Plain and simple. They are just way too pussy to play on LI because of the "possible terrorist attacks". Man it sucks because they just lost a whole island full of respect. And they lost a whole island of fans. You actually do the math and add all those people up..thats a big loss. But they don't want to die. Thanks guys..then what hope is in it for us. We live here. Ah why do I make myself crazy. It's their loss not mine =)
My spaced has consumed mee. Helpppppp!
This is it. Fairwell faithful friends....
ChErRy KiSsES
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[Tuesday; July 27th `04 !! 07:50pm] |
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Holler..in the event that i never really update anymore. i just might not be using it anymore. my space has me totally consumed. but nah i cant do that to blurty land. theyve shown massive love. anyway. things are peachy keen as usual. working and just hanging out alot. i feel like a loser now a days because of my job..see i have to be up at 7 every morning and be there by 8..so that leaves me totally exhausted by the end of the day. then when i go out at night im fine until 12 rolls around. im fucking pooped. so im gay and i go home. when i used to be home at like 2. i dont know mannnnn. i think im losing my edge.....
311 rocked my world the other night. summer of love baby. summer of love. =)
power metal makes me happy!
so does As I Lay Dying.
wow..im bored and hungry. Wendys here i come!
ChErRy KiSsEs
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[Thursday; July 22nd `04 !! 03:51pm] |
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heyy. im updating since lee told me last night that i never do. which i do. just not that often. lol. anyway. camp is awesim. i really like it a lot. even though ryan caban says that it will fade really quick because thats how any job with the village feels. lol thanks for the encouragement. it was a rather hot day today. but the sprinklers were refreshing. not too much is going on....
last night-went to cafe bella with matt lee boch rooney and cat. it was a lot of fun. the food was really really good there. =) then after that we kinda drove around and then dropped people off. then me and met up with some people at taco bell. chilled there for a little bit. then i went home at like 11 cause i was exhausted from the kiss concert the night before.
kiss was fucking awesim. i had the best time of my life. i guess ever since i saw them on tv and started liking them and listening to them..i never thought i would get to see them. i always too young to go. which sucked but i have the best bf in the whole entire world and he knows how much i love them..he bought me a ticket. but im going to pay him back since they were a lot of money. poison opened for them. they were fucking great too. i was in my glory. me and matt had to be like the youngest people there. except for the kids with their parents but thats different cause they were with their parents..we werent. lol. i dont think ive ever seen a better show. i think if i was 60 id probably do gene simmons. umm dont ask. anyway..i had a really good time. i think it was one of the best days in my life.
ohh yeah..we had a scavenger hunt the other night. it was so much fun. and of course my team won. cause we are the best. it was me erin nick stacey john and matt. then we picked up jordan and ray. but they didnt count so. after we won..lol..we went to ralphs to get ices. and i think after that i went home cause i was tired.
tomorrow is sports day at camp. i dont know why i get so excited to go but i just doo. i sound so gay right now. next friday is halloween day and since jen is going on vacation..its just me and marisa. we decided we are going to be mickey and minnie. so one day next week after camp we're gunna go shopping. oh boy the 2 of us together is gunna be insane. i feel like ive known her forever even though its been like a week. oh well shes great and so is jen.
i must be boring you. oh well. im gunna go..later!
ChErRy KiSsEs
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[Monday; July 19th `04 !! 03:32pm] |
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HOLLLLLLERRRRRRR...maddd bored right now. things are peachy as usual. friday was ozzfest. it was fucking sick. ill tell you about that in a min. but today i had my first day of camp! it was great. jen and marisa are great to work with and my kids are awesim. they warmed up to me right away. marisa is so funny..she was calling me her sugar pup puff..i dont know? shes crazy. yeah tomorrow they are having an aquarium trip and i wanted to go but i dont think that i was going because it would only be my second day. everyone there is mad chill. i like it but the only drag is that i have to get up at 7 every morning. poooo..oh well. i need money. sunday is 311 with jenn. im so excited! i dont even know who else is going with us. but it should be fun. ohh yeah tomorrow im going to see kiss!!! ahh i cant fucking wait. im gunna cry. if i can im getting my face painted like gene. hes a good. ohhh yeahh baby. =)
Ozzfest-boy lemme tell you..i got up at like 6 in the morning to shower and shit. matt had to call me like 9 times to wake me up. he picked me up got gas and headed over to donnys to pick him up. i thought he wasnt gunna be ready cause hes like yeah if i dont hear the horn then throw shit at my window..but surprisingly he was ready! since john didnt sleep over his house we had to pick him up too. we waited like 15 mins. needless to say john woke up like 2 mins after we got there. then we met up with people at dunkin donuts and what not..got food and then left. the whole way there we lauged about stupid shit. it was a fun ride. we got there around 9..but since nick was driving the other car and parked in a different lot than us..we had to wait for him to come to the gate and give me and matt our tickets. so we got in around 9:30. missed lacuna coil..but i dont really care cause i didnt really wanna see them. i was more worried about missing bleeding through. but i didnt! =) they were fucking great. then after that a few other bands played. atreyu came on..they fucking kicked ass. i was so happy about seeing them. it was my first time. then i walked around for a while with donny. john was all over the place. there were different tents of shit to do..so we just chilled and stuff. then we heard god forbid. they were good..and then lamb of god came..omg my fucking god. they were sick. wall of death was crazy. then hatebreed. oh boy..i tell you they were fucking amazing. this was the 2nd time i saw them. they were one of the best 2nd stage bands. i didnt get to hear i will be heard the first time i saw them..but this time i did. it was fucking great. they played straight to your face. ahh i love that songgg. oh yeah by the way..i met hatebreed and atreyu. it was cool. i was in shock..meeting 2 of my favorite bands. great stuff. matt met god forbid and fucking kerry king from slayer. i was so jealous.
then around 5 we headed over to the mainstage. superjoint ritual was the 1st band to play. they fucking sucked. phil anselmo really needs to get his ego in check. but thats what happens when you are a heroin addict. oh dont get me wrong..i loved pantera..but i think that all of his 40 thousand bands just sucked. hes nothing with out vinnie paul and dimbag darrel. then dimmu came on. i dont really like them so i wasnt paying attention. im not into the whole black metal thing. but their outfits were cool. they were wearing some sick gauntlets. then slayer came on. they were fucking great. oh man..there was this little kid who had to be at least 3 or 4..he was with his dad watching slayer..and it was so cute because he was singing along with them and doing the metal signs. i wanted to take him home with me. but the best was the 45 year old metal head. he had a huge beer belly and long gray hair with a confederate bandana on and he had this huge beer mug type thing in his hand and the whole time he was screaming slayer. it was funny. matt said im gunna be like that in 25 years. =) greattt. then the moment i had been waiting for since i heard they were gunna play. JUDAS MOTHER FUCKING PRIEST! i was shitting myself. oh man. words cant even describe how great they were. for a little over an hour. they were fucking awesim. rob halfords jackets were just insane. i told matt i want one and he said yeah you have at least 700 bucks. =) then of course sabbath. they obviously stole the show. at the end they played paranoid and donny is like you guys wanna stay and im like umm of course! my fav song by the way. they were fucking awesim. john was saying how bill ward is the olderst man on earth. i think hes right. he kept making fun of his man tits. i kept saying that i love ozzy. and i truely do. hes fucking awesim. for my first ozzfest..i think i had a hell of a time. hopefully next year is just as sick!
yeah i know im a loser and i like explaining all the exciting events but hey. at least this entry was worthwhile lol. well tomorrow is kiss and then sunday 311 and im fucking stoked about them. ahhhh..well im gunna go...
ChErRy KiSsEs
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[Tuesday; July 13th `04 !! 04:27pm] |
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hey kids. ive been really busy lately. going out and laying around the house. so eventful right? yeah lol. i dont even remember what i said the last entry before the survey shit. but i did go to 6 flags again. it was amazing. me matt and john did dare devil dive. =) 150 foot drop. it was crazy. went on all the roller coasters. you know the usual hoopla at 6 flags. it was great. i had a really good time with everyone. me jen and erin got key chains from when we went on superman. crazy faces is all i have to say lol.
yeah last night hung out with a bunch of people. went bowling and then to valbrook. then matt had to leave cause he had work today =( so i hopped in the back of shins car..went to oceanside to drop people off because alissas friend was having a party but i didnt go cause i had to be home at 1:30. so me gary and castro got dropped off by shin. not a very eventful night but i had fun.
tonight..im not really sure whats going on. i just talked to donny and he said that he wanted to chill. so ill probably meet up with him sometime or another tonight. umm..not really sure whats going on with everyone else..but ill end up seeing them too.
this rain is really peaceful. i dont get why everyone gets so bored when its rainy. i love it. just sitting here in my house listening to some pearl jam and alice in chains. i love grunge music when its raining. yeah im weird..sometimes depending on the weather..i listen to certain types of music. dont ask. oh well. im still not dressed. well considering i got up only 2 and a half hours ago. i thought it was like 12 when i woke up but it was really 2. ha..spent most of my morning watching old videos from alice in chains..and some documentaries of them. its really weird to see a dead person talking and hear his voice. =( makes me sad that layne staley is dead. but you know all i can do is listen to his music and remember him. thats what really keeps a person like him alive. alright im gunna stop with all the depressing stuff. its gunna make me crazy. anyways..i guess im out...
hilary duff as my best friend? crazy.
peace love
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