Blurty for Glenn.

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Thursday, November 4th, 2004

Time:3:00 pm.
Mood: tired.
Music:Slipknot - Duality.
Well, I haven't updated in quite awhile, so I thought I'd add something. Lets see, since my last update I've moved out of my old house, become a sophomore, gotten taller, said goodbye to old friends, said hello to some new ones, started liking a few new bands, got an Xbox, gotten better at guitar, gotten a new roommate, got alittle better at skating, seen a bunch of movies, played alot of new games, and completed one semester of my sphomore year. I think thats all... well anyway, alot can happen when you're gone a few months.
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Saturday, March 20th, 2004

Time:2:29 pm.
Mood: content.
Music:Metallica - Turn the Page.
I went to a party last night, if that's what you call it. Well, I was the only guy there, which is usually the best situation in the world. But the other girls were all my friends from my old school, and they're...well...friends. I would never think of doing anything with them like that. So I pretty much just stood around the whole time while they talked girl talk and tried to get more guys to come over. Lizette was there too, which was cool because I hadnt seen her in over a month. We talked alittle and hung out before the party, and I realized she was right. We have grown apart. I dont feel the same way I used to around her anymore. I guess I'm finally over her or something, because not once that whole night did any of my old feelings for her spark up. Don't get me wrong, I still care about her, just not in a boyfriend/girlfriend kind of way.

I actually kind of liked it......
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Monday, March 15th, 2004

Time:7:34 pm.
Mood: calm.
Music:Tom Petty - Even the Losers.
In the past few days of school, I've been getting along better with my friends. I've been talking more, and getting talked to more. I finally feel like part of the group, instead of just the tag-along, and it feels good. The only problem is, it's only going to last for the rest of this year for two reasons. One: Theyre all seniors and will be leaving at the end of this year, and Two: I'm going back to my old school as soon as I can drive, which will be (hopefully) september 8th. Why can't anything stay the same anymore?
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Wednesday, March 10th, 2004

Time:5:09 pm.
Mood: hopeful.
Music:Ben Lee - Away With The Pixies.
Lizette and I are getting along better than ever now. I think we're well on our way to being good friends again. Hopefully we'll go see a movie or something this weekend. But you know, as much as I want to be one of her good friends again, I wish we could have something....more.
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Friday, March 5th, 2004

Time:11:41 pm.
Mood: energetic.
Music:Metallica - Seek and Destroy.
Today I spent some "quality" time with my dad. It was fun. We played some video games and watched TV. I got to talk to Lizette (ex) on the phone, too, which was cool. We talked like we used to. It was nice to know that through everything, we can still talk and be cool to eachother. I think it's just something about AIM that makes me act differently. Probably because I can't hear the tone in their voice, so I can't detect sarcasm and things. Has that ever happened to you? Blah blah, i'm rambling.
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Thursday, March 4th, 2004

Time:6:17 pm.
Mood: blah.
Music:Ben Lee - Cigaretts Will Kill You.
Why can't I stop "argueing" with her. With everyone, for that matter. Why am I in such a blah mood all the time now. I can't even enjoy playing a game with with my dad anymore. I wish things could just go back to how they were before. I wish she could know how I really feel, or for the words to tell her. I wish I was happy again. If only I had a genie right about now.....
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Tuesday, March 2nd, 2004

Time:6:29 pm.
I went back to my moms side of town today. It felt so good just to be able to hang out with my best friend Stephen like I used to. Even though I've been gone for about 2 months now, nothing has changed between me and him. The whole walk to his house was just like it always was, talking and laughing about stupid things. It was cool to sit around at his house and play games like before. It's nice to know I'll always have at least one good friend to go back to.
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Monday, March 1st, 2004

Time:3:13 pm.
Mood: discontent.
Music:Metallica - One.
Me with a journal? I didn't see that one coming. Of course, I didn't see alot of things coming. Like how it would be to leave everything I know: friends, family, and worst of all my girlfriend. See, my parents are divorced, and me and my brother lived with my mom for as long as I can remember, only visiting my dad every other weekend. And, the thing I always wanted most through my childhood was to move in with my dad. But my mother, being my mother, would never let it happen. Until about two months ago. During my winter break, I got the opportunity to decide whether to live with my mom through my hight school years, or my dad. This would've been one of the easiest choices of my life if not for one thing: my wonderful girlfriend. She's so perfect, everything about her. But, me being me, made the stupid assumption that we'd been together for enough time to take this step. After all, it would only be a year until i could drive back down and see her everyday (my dad lives about 35 miles away). So I went ahead and moved in with him. Things went well for awhile. I was able to see her every weekend, and sometimes during the week. But as the weeks went by, it got harder and harder to not see her everyday. Gradually, it began to show. We would talk on the phone almost every night, and she seemed to be acting...different. She stopped calling me her pet name for me, and she asked about us alot. Wether I was happy with us, or if it would ever get better. It went on like that untill just after valentines day, when she broke up with me. She said she didnt feel the same about me anymore, and that was that. I thought I would be so much happier than over with my mom, but the more I stay here, the worse I feel. Everyone keeps telling me it will get better, and that the reason its bad is because I'm out of my element. But I think that two months should be enough time to at least start feeling at home. Especially now that I've got nothing left to go back for.
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