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    Thursday, November 21st, 2002
    8:36 am
    New Stuff
    Well I'm getting married and there is so much stuff that is going on right now. We are buying a house and should be in it by early dec. I am moving out and my best friend is my roommate, who is also my maid of honor. Things there are a mess. It's frustrating. She doesnt' have anyone and to make matters worse, she broke up with a pretty serious guy in Feb. I am pretty hot about this because it's always been about this guy. Always, even when we were first friends, she was always talking about him. And when AG asked me to marry him and I said yes, I called her and she started talking about K again. Ugh! I am so mad. Talked to A last night about it, was crying and stuff and he says "you need to do something about this, I hate to see you this upset" I know. But what more can I do? She is frustrating me, I want her to be happy and I know she is, she just can't express it all right now. And she is my best friend and I love her and I am concerned for her. I know she has a great burden on her right now and me getting married makes it worse. But I can't and won't stop being happy for me and A because she is upset. I won't do that. I will care for her, but I can't stop being happy. No I won't. I am just frustrated and upset and confused. I don't know what to do and I throw my hands up. I don't want to ruin this friendship. I know this is lasting, but I also know that A is taking higher priority than she and this needs to happen. But it's not hard. I am gaining a husband but she is loosing a bestfriend and not gaining anything. But I know God has provided a friend for her in N. I know that. And I thank God for that. I am saddened though at the loss as well. But I am glad that she has someone. Sad. Ugh. Pray for me.
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