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Friday, October 15th, 2004

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    3:37a
    Handwritting analysis
    Handwriting Analysis
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    Here is your analysis.

    For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct J has left lots of white space on the left side of the paper. J fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion. If this is true, then J has a healthy relationship to the past and is ready to move on. The right side of the page represents the future and J is ready and willing to get started living now and planning for the future. J would like to leave the past behind and move on.

    J has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

    J has difficulty trusting anyone. In fact, she trusts no one completely. This is a result of her trust being betrayed in the past. She has closed up, thus ceasing to allow close friendships. J truly wants close friends and desires physical relationships, but she fears she will get hurt, again. She is lonely, yet has a crying need for close friends. This trait can cause much unhappiness. However, it can be changed.

    J has a temper. She uses this as a defense mechanism when she doesn't understand how to handle a situation. Temper is a hostile trait used to protect the ego. Temper can be a negative personality trait in the eyes of those around her.

    One way J punishes herself is self directed sarcasm. She is a very sarcastic person. Often this sarcasm and "sharp tongued" behavior is directed at herself.

    J is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. J basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach." She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

    In reference to J's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When J slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project. She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. J can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

    Diplomacy is one of J's best attributes. She has the ability to say what others want to hear. She can have tact with others. She has the ability to state things in such a way as to not offend someone else. J can disagree without being disagreeable.

    J will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

    J is sensitive to criticism about her ideas and philosophies. She will sometimes worry what people will think if she tells them what she believes in. This doesn't mean she won't talk, or that she feels ashamed. It merely means she is sensitive to what others think, regarding her beliefs.

    J uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone. The circumstances when J does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise. J will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally. J is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

    People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, J doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others. Read more about her emotional expressiveness in the section on emotions and slant.


    (Kop-ed it from glazzal. Anyway... not too sure about the practical and unemotional parts.....Seems to go against my high "F" component in the MBIT test.. (INFP) N about the being sensitive to others' opinions abt my life's philosophies. N being unlikely to express love verbally? mm. N esp the being mad and scolding pple and not feeling sorry afterwards. Sounds like my proj mate. heh oops. tt's totally not like me.. )
    3:49a
    simple recording of a day's joys
    Entries have flown through my head and disappeared while I was in the midst of bathing, again. (Late bathing has gotta be changed, or horrid rashes would be back as the(/His) reminder of the last resort.

    Anyway.. perhaps should just say what was intended.. and move on....
    Today started late... basically I had the misconception that no one was gonna turn up for the 9am class, and it ended up that they were only kidding last week.. so I was the only one who slept thru it.. Mm.. pity to miss the class talking about credit cards.. seems interesting. (Compared to some realli boring stuff i'm studying, anything different is better.)..Lost and unable to finish preparing for 2 project meetings... mm.. Anyway, reached school pretty much in a daze, and got into the flow of things after some hours..

    Went with high flying grp to see Prof.. mm.... pretty interesting cos I understood most of what he was trying to explain to us.. heh... but I didn't voice anything to reflect my (barely adequate) intellect.
    Kinda like his style although he's so relaxed and he looks like me when im trying to be patient with my tuition kid.... And mm gee he isnt that good at explaining.. but he's always calm , and.. slow..unfazed.. and seems at a loss and irritated by kan cheong students.

    The prob with the 7persons grp is finally resolved... everyone's trying to start afresh and get the group moving again. I'm glad past en yuan has finally been put down. Heh... quite interesting to be doing a creative project, like real life, and in fact we are, designers of advertisements. Experiencing , mm, rather inevitable and anticipated mental blocks at times. Gosh we sat staring at one another for hours on monday morning and couldnt settle anything. Today, we were to do an impromptu ad design for a high-end guitar on within 40 mins.. n i disgreed with the common idea (basically metaphorising the guitar as a beautiful, "voluptuous" woman. ee. commodifying the female. What perfectly polished wood is equivalent to the flawless skin. Woman=guitar=object of desire. "Why Compromise?" Eeeks. anyway, they managed to present it in such a way that brought it across very strikingly ... well at least it's provocative. THink it was very well-done.:)

    Received a blow cos results for the first lap were announced and we found we are the last in the running.. sheesh. Everyone just unquestioningly went to a table in the foyer after class... and HH's face was black. sigh.............. Anyway, attempts to brainstorm ideas again met with no results, until good old HH started trying to squeeze participation and inputs outta mi and another 2 gals (q sianz).. And I could see what he's trying to do..... A real nice guy actually.. always careful not to leave out anyone (or neglect anyone's opinions), n he seems convinced that ive smthing worthy that im not saying.. N wants to string everyone's suggestions together.. such that everyone has a sense of belonging to the final pdt (the others that werent talking )
    Suddenly... when ZY went away for a while to call his dad, SK said something and the idea bounced off mi into something else and got elobarated by HH into smthing else (he said he always seems to be picking up from my points) ... n woosh! suddenly we had something. Which V thinks is nonsensical and meaningless. (I realise her Eng's pretty good, can do editing ;P haha).. Then it got expanded by me into something more again .. and it's cool.... (the visual pict we have) suddenly more ideas sprouted out from everyone.. and even George started taking interest and saying stuff (the previous outcast cos he did not do his part for the first lap. but NEVERMIND. all's past.) It's cool to get everyone engaged.. and even with V's disagreements.. (2 sides mah)
    And am quite impressed by how HH constantly credits mi for ideas in occassional instances when pple thought they were his and not mine (cos i said it softer n he " uh huh!!" and said it out again more with more details.) And even how we had the same perception of Garfield comics (when discussing it together with Al on the mrt. heh...she tinks so diffly.;P) Mm..... not bad... if only he wasnt so obssessed with images of women all the time, nor flirt so much.(cant stand how naturally the commodification of women came from him in all words.)

    Heh... so with a main idea settled and everyone inspired.. we went back happy.

    Went to teach tuition tho it was so late.... sigh. But tuition kid's mom's starting to appreciate my hard work, and asked mi to have dinner first before coming.. then asked if i had eaten, gave mi a pat, etc.. Mm was quite discouraged thinking e kid's (she utterly hates me calling her that. haha) not progressing much from my 4 hour lesson yest.. sheesh.(N i was myself bored to death) But today's has gotta be one of the best i hv given n i have high hopes for her.. she asked, and so i said i aimed distinction for her for tmw's exam.. (after all shes already gone from 20+ to 64 in the last test)
    The mom actually paid me for the 4 lessons :) I mean, not delayed, but pay cos I completed 4 lessons in 2 weeks. heh.. finally she's gotten it clear... (about fairness) N bought a tee from me :)
    Feels nice to be appreciated .

    Heh, tt's all for now..:) In other areas...... not significant enuff to mention...
    Will say goodbye sooner or later tho it's slightly sad ..
    N i have been charged with Neglect recently, a crime i thought i would never commit against someone i care about. But circumstances had kinda forced it... but perhaps at this stage it's time to plead guilty .. try and redeem myself and let it be known that it was totally unintentional. .

    ..take care,ppl..:)

    Current Mood: grateful.
    Current Music: what's nice these days?

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