oOo Miss Jaded Kittie oOo's Day

6:32PM - *sigh*

Last night was fun. Mike came & got me. Saved me from the World. I love how he can be my hero sometimes. We got beer, we got tipsy, we had sex. It was good sex, as usual. MmMm...
We sat around for a really long time just bullshitting. This time it was different though, we actually got to the kissin BEFORE we even bothered getting to the sex part. Hrm...
He got all insulted when I suggested I'd just come over, have sex, & go home. He like...get pretty upset & suggested we reschedule when I had more time to just "hang out" which isn't something fuck buddies do. At least in my experience anyways.
*lol* he's so cute when he calls me beautiful. Makes me blush & then he gets the giggles. Heeheehee
So it was a good night. I needed a good night. :) Something to make me a little less aggro about everything. Man, last night I was in a fucking fury for NO reason what-so-ever. I thought I didn't want to see him anymore, but I guess I was wrong because when I got in the car & he kissed me everything turned upside down & I wasn't upset anymore...I was happy & I like him. He's awesome.
So I stayed at his place while he worked. He brought me home lunch *blush* & a shake. We sat around & fucked off, just being silly. He kept stalling to take me home. Sure it pissed me off a bit, but it was cute. I kept going to get up from the couch & he kept pulling me back down.
*grin* he makes me happy. Even though he's not a pothead, punk, & he's so much older than me, we manage to have a pretty damned good time.
When I get in his car he stuck his nose in my hair & said..."OoOoOo you smell so GoOoOoOoOoD!" Teehee
Yeah. Much better than all the SHIT I get from the rest of the boys. He doesn't jump on top of me & "fuck" me. We have nice sloooow sex.
I should shut up now, I'm making myself horny. La!
...:;~*ElizabetH*~;:...
oh P.S. I am reccommending "A Fever In Salem" it's a book. I forgot who it's by, but it's really informative & very interesting. Read it BITCHES!

Current mood: naughty

Current music: The Cars - Why Can't I Have You

11:40PM - I miei lamentations di voi

**I Miei Lamentations Di Voi -- Il Settimo Livello Del Hell**

I'm going to the Devil's Wood
Where the Harpies do find thier prey
& from the Suicide Trees
with rotting leaves
Is where my body shall sway.
& in that grove of Death & Decay
I shall sing my song of regrets...
It only costs me an Eternity
To pay off Satan's debt.
& While I'm there, I'll sing of you
as the Demons feast of my flesh.
They may have my skin & they may have my bones
but nothing else is left.
You've taken it all...
My hopes & my dreams
& danced with them under your feet.
The tears do fall from my hollowed eyes
& all of them are for me.
My selfish cries shall rise to the skies,
though never to your ears do they meet.



**I Miei Lamentations Di Voi -- Le Mie Pillole Di Pace**

Your "competition" makes me tired,
for a bottle of pills I seek
& I pray that when my grave is filled
bitter tears will you weep.
Nothing was given & nothing is meant,
in the end it is only Black.
If I could turn back the clock
& erase one thing
it is YOU,
I would gladly give back.
But I shall save you a branch
on my Tree of Lament
so that you may forever hear...
my Sonnet of Hate & Love & Death
ringing between your ears.
I'm done with you,
You foolish thing
& I'm done with everything else.
I do not mean to cause you all pain...
I just play with the cards I am dealt.

Current mood: lonely

Current music: Type O Negative - Red Water