1:35AM - Meine Gebärmutter ist Shedding, den es Schwamm wie Futter ist. Göttlich!
I hate, this stupid new computer timer. I hate it I hate it, I HATE IT! Ich MÖCHTE AUS ES ZERREISSEN Bin SEELE U. DÄMPFT SCHLUCHT NACH IHR EINGEWEIDE!!!!
London is online, but he's having problems with his computer :( Oh sadness...he better hurry up & fix it because I only have 25 more minutes & then I'm off for the night. This is so verzögert!
I am using German, because I am disgruntled. Rarr. My tummy hurts...I need affections *sob*
Oh, before I forget...ugliest...couple...ever. The asshole in MY hat, is my ex. THAT is who he is screwing. He says he's not attracted to me. Uhh...but apparently troll sex is his thing. mwahaha
Current mood: 
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Current music: *sigh* nothin...
11:42PM - Enfin la marée rouge a fini. Vous pouvez maintenant sortir vos maisons et aborder votre vie quotidie
Yargh! Yet another day of feeling like ASS! Oh the raging headache I had today. I thought my head was going to explode & shower the streets with it's jiggly, cranial goo.
My Grandpa wants me to come over for my Birthday. I don't *want* to go...people don't understand this! I do not LIKE HIM! I dont care if he's giving me money! I dont want his fucking money. He's going to talk me down, bitch at me, tell me I'm shit like my Mother, & just...degrade me as much as he can. I fucking loooooathe him.
He doesn't know about the lip ring. He's going to fucking flip his wig. Seriously. I can hear him now, "What the hell did you do to your face? It's bad enough already! Jesus...you can't get a good job in a nice place if you have that thing in your mouth. No one will want you, they'll think you're stupid! Who wants a stupid person with a face full of holes working for them?! No one! How are you going to live? When I was 20..." & that shit will go on until I'm running for the car full steam to smoke half a pack of ciggies & try to bribe my Dad to please, for the love of Christ, buy me a beer...
On the *nice* side of things...no more cramps. No more laying in bed gasping for air & praying for a swift death! Sweet Mike I'm free...for another Month anyways.
I have this heinous urge to go over to London's right now. If I do that...then we'll have sex. I know it. Fuck, I'm so horny for that boi. Musn't break morals...must...behave...
O it's so hard *sob* being good sucks ASS, the ass sucking it does. *sigh*
Si seulement je pourrais le laisser tout aller... essai pour forger quelque chose de sain. Soyez je, soyez moi-même, pas soin au sujet de ce qu'ils pensent. Tristement cependant...
Current mood: 
complacent
Current music: News. Stupid people...