12:25PM - Meine Mutter ist!! so laut! SIE FÄHRT MICH GEISTESKRANK!!!!
Yeah, today is *teh day* I have half an hour to waste away before I go slop on make-up to please the Corporate Nazis. Mom made another guest appearance...sorry Mom but, NO ONE can top her skill to make every action loud, obnoxious, offensive, & annoying. ( To me anyways ) I've never heard anyone, save for the melodramatics make loud noises when they smoke...erm. *pop**WHUSSHHH* Yargh.
So maybe going to hang out with London again tonight. I wanted to stop in & see Emo since tis his day off & I'm going to be in the general area but eh. I'm not going to invite myself anywhere.
Especially to places where I think I'm not really wanted all that much.
Oh it's so wonderfully cloudy today! Mom got me this yummy red chenille sweater that fits great, makes my tits look bigger & oh so fun to pet. Mwahahaha!
Since I am going to get this job ( no need for the curse of then "if's" & "whens" here ) the first thing I'm getting me is some fuckin weed & red eyeliner. Yes red. Hot fucking red. Ever since Manda let me use some of hers, it's become an obsession. Dressing in black & red, has always been a thing for me, now more than ever though.
My longing to be a total vamp maybe? I dunno. It's hot looking either way.
I want to go finish off that bowl *so* bad, but I really shouldn't. I'd have to take off all my clothes & store them away in the bathroom & I dont feel like doing that. My hair is a frizzy mess today. I put enough pomade on it to smother a small horse.
Anyhow, I'm hiding upstairs so I can avoid my Mother. It's sad but...I dont like seeing her more than neccessary. She fucking makes me insane! Grarrgh!
I think I'll just sit here for another 20 minutes & look at funny porn. Hahaha funny porn! It's what the Internet is good for! Nasty bitches doing nastier things with really gross companions. HAHAHA the ugly.
So yeah
frequenti i miei sogni, tenga i miei sguardi delle mani profondamente nei miei occhi & mi dica del suo amore ma,
sogni, è tutto che abbia in modo da dormo, per lui, per me.
anxious