4:40AM
so, just got back from fun times with London. Heh, oh the making out & the groping & the good stuff.
I need sleep, my legs are all wobbleh.
WILLOW ROX!!!
Current mood: 
touched
touchedCurrent music: nuffin
so, just got back from fun times with London. Heh, oh the making out & the groping & the good stuff.
I need sleep, my legs are all wobbleh.
WILLOW ROX!!!
touched*puts on her red shoes* I GOT A JOB INTERVIEW *does not dance the blues...dances some other kind of dance, mainly happy...*
Now that we've gotten all that out of the way *takes her red shoes off Mr Rogers style*
The further I get into Mere Christianity, I realise...I have a LOT of "actual" Christian morals. If I didn't worship various other Deities...I'd be a Jeebushead. Weird.
Take Forgiveness for exapmle here, I forgave everyone for all the horrid things they did to me, & most people think that when you forgive someone, you have to be nice to them. NONSENSE! Oh no, I wish every single one of them would find thier happiness & realize what they've done as bad & turn themselves around. Repent damnit!
I'm no longer angry at the person, just angry at the actions they took. In being that way, I dont want to be around them, because I do not trust them anymore. Never give the wrong-doer another chance to do you wrong, even if they swear up & down that they've changed for the better. Humans are very apt to screw one another over for very selfish reasons & not even understand why. But it happens alot. It's just the way we work sometimes you know?
This brings me to an interesting thought. If I live my life well & good...if God is in fact real, would I go to Heaven when I die? Or would I end up in Purgatory with all those nifty heretics? If God judges you on how you lived then, I should hope that I'd get in based on my life's actions...not who I worship. I think myself a very good person. I dont lie, cheat, steal, or anything. I'm usually very well behaved. I've never skinned babies or anything. I'm sure my stint in Satanism would put a small dent in my soul though. Whatever though. I'm not switching religions just to make sure that I may or may not get into a place that may or may not exist. It just does not compute.
All I'm trying to do is make sure that I dont live a horrid life with no hope or happiness. I'm the type of person who needs stability in the way I go about things, but I also need to be broad in the ways that I do them. I feel that confining myself to one set of rules, defined thousands of years ago...is absolutely retarded. I simply delve into several different religions & search for the tiny gold nuggets of wisdom & whatnot they have & apply them to how I want to live. That's not wrong is it? Oh well, I dont care if it is or not, since I seem to be getting along well enough.
Enough of this though...I think I'm going to bop down to Amanda's to purchase a celabratory bag of jive.
I so need to get stoned, I am in a raging World of pain right now. It's so GREAT to be a Girl. Plauged by horrible cramps once a month until I'm 50. O joy!
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