12:46AM - ok
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please go to this site & register. It's cool, nerdy style. Plus if you sign up & say I referred you...I get sweet delicious shiny gold goodness man. I NEED gold, cos there's this kimono I wanna buy. Whoo-ya I sound like a nerd!
I FINALLY got my Emo fix...oh yes & I made a band at gUrl.com. Here's what happened...
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Superfluous Devotchka
As a joke, Superfluous Devotchka auditioned for "American Idol 3: The Rock Session" and ended up on the show. They tried their best to not succumb to the hype after beating out former "American Idol" contestants Ryan Starr and Nikki McKibbon's all-girl rock band Fetal Force for the record contract.
Unfortunately Morgan let it go straight to her head, and started spewing rock star attitude left and right. She got "ROCK STAR" tattooed across her knuckles and refused to travel anywhere without her entourage and bodyguard. Chalice also lost her grounding and started demanding that every song include a five-minute drum solo, as she, in her mind, was clearly the most important member of the band.
In the end, the band cracked under the pressure, releasing just two more albums after the classic "seeth." The fans mourned the band's loss and lamented that they had lost sight of what was important. As Anwynne said through tears in the post-breakup Barbara Walters interview, "We never wanted this. We just wanted to rock."
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they just wanted to rock...werd. More on yesterday...later today. I'm off to have naughty dreams about hot Emo boiz in Eagle Scout uniforms.
I only got 4, count em 4 hours of sleep. I stayed up until 6 or so reading "Mere Christianity" by C.S. Lewis ( Thank you Rachel!!! ) & I woke up around 10 feeling like shit. I can NOT go back to sleep...I tried. My stomach is killing me. It hurts so bad *cries* It's not like...rag time or anything. I dont know what the hell is wrong, but it SUCKS. I tried to convince Bailey ( my black lab ) to go ahead & disembowel me cos I know she thinks about it sometimes...but all I got was a doggy hug.
*jumps as a plane goes by* Ok...you know, I'm still fuckin jumpy about Airplanes. Like really jumpy. It doesn't help that 2 fighter jets have a patrol over my area & they zip overhead like 4 times a day. Scares the jesus out of me every time...
Oh it's deliciously cloudy outside today...SO much better than the "good" weather we've had. I hate the Summer. With every fiber of my pasty skinned, heat intolorant being. I'd kill Summer if it was possible...and you know, if it didn't make a big influence on the whole big scheme of things as far as Nature goes.
Ok so more about yesterday.
It was Rach's 20th b-day...her fucking cunt friend messed the whole thing up so the party didn't really go as planned. Sad. But shit, we still had fun right Rach? Nothin like sitting around, stoned as hell with cool people right? Like it matters how many people attended. Mandy & freak show company didn't show up either, another bonus. Plus I'm horrid at large gatherings where I dont know anybody...I wouldn't have talked at all. The only thing that sucked ass is that, neither Emo, Jacob, Nick, Manda, or Dustin could come with me. SUX!
Ok...ALSO I finally convinced my Dad that I was in dire need of new clothes, so I dont look like the Queen of White Trash...at least for one night. I managed to buy, an entire outfit for $36 how fucking cool am I?!
STEVE FUCKING MADDEN SUEDE PLATFORM BOOTS FOR $10 NIGGA!
I also finally got a badass pair of plaid pants, that *don't* have bondage gear on em. A sweet blue hoodie with an evil pussy on the front &..., a studded belt ( I lost my other one years ago...more like Marie stole it. Bitch )
If Dad thinks that I did a smooth job & wants to go back to Ross's so I get off his ass about me looking like shit...that would rock.
OH man, so I was waiting Downtown for the bus ( I skipped the first one so I could smoke ) lookin all...I dunno skaterish or somethin in my hot new clothes & people TALKED to me...like...nicely. People NEVER do that, unless they want to bum a smoke, I'm ignored. But yesterday...oh no, totally hot guy, Joe, comes up & asks me if I can spare 90 cents. I hooked him up with a dollar, and a drink of my pop. He said he didn't have cooties so I put on my babydoll eyes & say, "Oh but I *like* cooties" *batting lashes furiously* ( I dont know WHAT got into me ) & Joe says, "Oh well you'd like me then...cos I'm just a big ol cootie" & gives me a lopsided grin & asks me for a hug. So YEAH ok hot guy wants a hug from me...like I'm gonna say no! Hehe, then he asks me for my number...he just moved up here from central Oregon...Bend area i think. Omg, he was so hot. Like my ex Mykel, only not so fucking greasy & gangly. He actually...*skipped* off with the biggest goddamn grin on his face I have ever seen. It was so cute!
My friend Chris also comes online yesterday & I'm talking to him & we gets to talking about last summer at a party where he came & hung out ( this is the party where I met my ex Scott ) & he got all mad that I hooked up with Scott & not him. So y'know...I thought Chris just wanted to have sex...not be a boyfriend prospect, um, I was wrong apparently. But you know, he never calls, so we'll see.
THEN my ex fuck buddy stops by...and gets MAD when I said I'm celibate until I find a boyfriend. He got MAD!!! WTF?! Yeah...like I'm his property or some bullshit. What a fuckin gomer.
Yesterday was just crazyness. It was a badass day. Hardly nothing sucked. Which is weird...makes me suspicious. What's goin on? Days like that just *don't* happen to me. They just fuckin DO NOT happen.
London said somethin about bein Boifriend...but um...too soon. Apparently right now, I'm hot shit on the Market or whatever...I dont understand it. THIS DOES NOT HAPPEN TO ME EVER!!!! GUYS DONT LIKE ME!!!! IT'S WEIRDING ME OUT!!!! FUCK! I LOVE IT! Male attention from guys that DONT blow arse-balls. This must be good karma coming back to me from putting up with Scott, Jason, and Chris's whiny emo boo-hoo drama queen bullshit with the amazing amount of grace that I handled them all with. Heh good times.
See & I thought my Oracle cards were talking about Chris...but apparently only the cards that spoke of dishonesty & bad paths were *his* cards & the rest were pointing out to this. I should go use my cards. *mwah* Oracle cards.
Yesterday....in-fucking-sane. It was like, one of *the* coolest days ever. Specially cos Emo is back! Yay for more Emo!!!! *lix*
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