oOo Miss Jaded Kittie oOo's Day

1:29PM - *sigh*

O what a long hard week it's been. I suppose things have settled down though. Chris & I had another little semi-argument ( mostly on my part ) because Cinnamon called back last night. Um, I got upset because I didn't really understand what was going on but now I've got it right. Since she's 17, he has to be careful. He cant piss her off since she's being vindictive. So, I pretty much got all tore up over nothing. But...we've gotten things all in a neat little line.
We went Downtown the other night to pick up his friend Craig from jail. He didn't get out until today though. So, at like 3am...I was in the kitchen, makin dinner. Sounds so retarded but I totally felt like a little housewife, makin dinner for my hunny...heh. *blush*
I've never been able to tolorate someone for so long before. It's odd really...stupid addictive male. Stupid, uber sexy, yummy smelling, good with his assemblage male!!!! Makes me wanna never go home!
I'm so mad at me right now though. I slipped...did a rail. OH BAD ME BADBADBADME!!!!
But it was just a tiny one...it's not like I did a whole 8 ball or nothin. I'm not going to do this again. The amount of self-loathing I have going on right now is absolutly obscene. Grr. Now, Chris had nothing to do with this, so no one get mad at him ok? It was his friend's stash, and it was my choice. So...it's all on my head. *kicks herself* bad kitty...
So to atone for my naughtiness, I'm going to clean this place up & then I dunno.
I know people who just do crystal every now & then & I dont ever want to be an addict ever again...I missed the rush though. I feel fuckin wonderful. Amazing body high...but since it's not readily available to me anymore, & since I told Chris that I dont want to DO it again on a regular basis...I'm, I dunno. my head is scattered. Boy you sure as shit can't tell that I'm twee twackin on teh twain twacks or nothin...umph.
I think I'm gonna go do the dishes & pray to the Gods to keep myself straight.
~*Elizabeth*~

Current mood: dirty

Current music: Front 242--Front by Front

4:43PM

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I feel loads better. Kinda tired, kinda hungry, kinda really bored. Wishing someone was here to entertain me, since I'm doing a horrible job of it all on my lonesome. I sat outside for a long ass time, took a shower & gathered up some of the detrius around here. It's looking better. Not much better, but hey *shrug* what the fuck ever right? Ummm it smells like patchouli in here. Hippy stank rocks.
Chris's cd burner is 100% out-of-commision so he has to go buy a new one. I wonder when the hell he's going to be back...I require love & adoration...nowzers!!!
I'm wondering if Cinnamon is going to actually call back today. I'm no longer feeling the threat from her. Um, no longer concerned. I'm putting oodles of trust into this boy, & if he breaks it, I'm going to smash him into a million tiny grease blobs & grind them into the carpet.
I'm sitting here wondering if I should dye my hair black again. I know it's a horrid idea, because last time I did it, it looked good, but when I wanted a new color...I had to hack off all my hair & wait for it to grow out. That really effin blew goat choder.
*sigh* I'm SO bored!!!! I want to go run around, go do something. I have no money though & nowhere to go. It's lame. lamelamelame.
I should probably eat something before I pass out. I'm feeling light headed. Nngh.
...:;*~Elizabeth~*;:...

Current mood: horny

Current music: Marilyn Manson--Obscene

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Current mood: bored

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