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YAY!!! [06 Jul 2006|12:20am]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | Lying Is The Most Fun-PANIC! ]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEE!!!!!
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NEW!!! [23 Jun 2006|11:18pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Nobody Wins-The Veronica's ]

NEW BLURTYYYYY!!!!!




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ADD IT!!!
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But I Could Not Recall A More Perfect Fall... [15 Jun 2006|01:00am]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | Tears Don't Fall-Bullet For My Valentine ]

I'd be content with a place on your mirror
Under your graduation photos
And I would comply with a wallet-size
Tucked behind my licence

I saved the receipt from our dinner on 8th street
That little place on the corner
And where we used to make smiles locked for a while
Before we made our way back home

And this is about as PG as it gets in this back seat
And I hope hit every red light
To lean over, to deliver
And I hope hit every red light
For you, but mostly for me too

The door shuts, the window makes its way on down
Would you come closer as a lock of hair falls in your face
Your two eyes look up
Your two eyes look up

And like a kid you brush the hair back
With your breath
You make the cutest faces sometimes
I guess things will never change

And I hope hit every red light
To lean over, to deliver
And I hope hit every red light
For you, but mostly for me too

We can make it if you trust me
We can conquer anything
We can make it if you trust me, trust me

Could someone please destroy this elevator feeling
That's moving through my chest

Let's watch the planes land
And hope that one day ours will come in too

And I hope hit every red light
To lean over, to deliver
And I hope hit every red light
For you, but mostly for me too

I'd be content with a place on your mirror
Under your graduation photos
And I would comply with a wallet-size
Tucked behind my licence
Today wasn't too bad. Didn't do too much. Just hung out with Mike and shizz. Cleaned the house...Lol. I think I'm working next week. I'm stoked. I need to do something productive and I need money. I think I'm gonna put $150 away, then just keep the rest as spending money. I need a Warped Tour ticket anyways. Warped Tour is going to be orgasmic this year. I am fucking stoked. Hmm...not much else going on in life. Pretty boring...
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How Long Until I'm In Your Arms...? [13 Jun 2006|05:28am]
[ mood | drunk ]
[ music | Greatest Fall Of All Time-Matchbook Romance ]

So...I like this picture...and...I have Lauren to thank for teaching me how to put put it on here. Thanks baby doll. *hearts;

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Your Sword Vs. My Dagger... [12 Jun 2006|06:11pm]
[ mood | pessimistic ]
[ music | There for you-Fly Leaf ]

I am a fuck up. Rawr. I seriously seem to mess up everything that was once going right. Eh. I dunno. Today has kind of sucked for no appearant reason. I'm just not happy today. I'm being negative and pessimistic. I just want to go back in time and fix the mistakes I've made. I feel like I no longer have a best friend. I just mess up too much for her to love me. :[ I just don't know anymore.


Sometimes I'm a selfish fake
You're always a true friend
I don't deserve you, cause I'm not there for you
Though I wish I could be
I wanna be there for you
And be someone you can come to...


:[

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Why Can't I Be All That You Need? [11 Jun 2006|03:35am]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | Autumn's Monologue-From Autumn To Ashes ]

Hmm. I really like this pic. So, I'm gonna put it on here, cause I just learned how. K.thanks. Enjoy.




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I Break In Two...Over YOU!!!! [10 Jun 2006|04:48am]
[ mood | REALLY drunk. ]
[ music | Autumns Monologue-From Autumn To Ashes ]

Oh why can't I be what you need?
A new improved version of me.
But I'm nothing so good
no, I'm nothing...
just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs
of violence, of love, and of sorrow.
I beg for just one more tomorrow!
Where you'd hold me down, fold me in
deep deep deep in the heart of your sins.

I'd break in two over you
I'd break in two
and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life!
But you don't see me. You dont.

Here I'm pinned between darkness and light,
bleached and blinded by these nights.
Where I'm tossing and tortured till dawn
by you, visions of you, then you're gone.
The shock bleeds the red from my face,
when i hear someone's taken my place.
How could love be so thoughtless, so cruel?
When all, all that i did was for you...

I'd break in two over you
I'd break in two
and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life!
But you dont see me. You don't.

I'd break in two over you
I'd break in two
and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life!
But you don't see me. You don't.

I'd break in two over you,
I'd break in two over you! Over you
I'd break in two,
I would break in two for you.
Now you see me, now you don't.
Now you need me, now you don't.

That song is fucking amazing. End of story. It reminds me of someone...K.Thanks. Manda is over and Mike is here. Obviously...cause he lives here. I don't want him to move to Boston. I will miss him way too much. It will be super dooper sad and I will cry when he leaves. Chad is moving too. He's going to college in Pennsylvania. :[ He's coming down for Thanksgiving though, to have dinner with my family and purpose to me. Hehe. Don't ask. Were having children together someday. It will be fantastic. Today was ok. I talked to Brett and Kiefer for awile. Brett sang to me and it was hilarious, cause he was singing funny songs. I can't wait to see that boy. I wish...Uhh..nevermind. It's pointless to wish for something you can't have. :[ Whatever.
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I Didn't Mean To Fall In Love... [08 Jun 2006|11:41pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | Color Me Cliche-Cute Is What We Aim For <3 ]

Simple words we never knew,
The power behind what they put us through,
Now it's all begun
What it takes to make it real.
We're standing on the edge of this,
When our soul is gone what will we miss?
We lost what it takes to really make it feel.

But the better days behind us now,
We all need someone to tell us how
To save the state of where we are,
It keeps demanding more and more and more.
And who will save us?
This can't go on, without the meaning in the rhyming.
Can you save, and can you save us?
Oh I can't go on out of rhythm with our time.

We hold these truths self evident,
The lies we used to represent
Who we are, because it was never meant to be.
And all the songs we used to sing, they used to tell us everything.
All about how it was never meant to be.

But the better days behind us now.
We all need someone to tell us how
To save the state of where we are,
It keeps demanding more and more and more.
And who will save us?
This can't go on, without the meaning in the rhyming.
Can you save, and can you save us?
Oh I can't go on out of rhythm with our time.

Say the words, give it all the time you need.
Let it out, oh, just say anything.
Say the words and make them count,
Say them loud without a doubt.
Give us truth and nothing more,
Leave us wanting more and more.

Can you save us?
This can't go on, without the meaning in the rhyming.
Can you say, that you'll save us?
Oh I can't go on, out of rhythm with our time.
And can you say, you say, you'll save us?
I can't go on, without the meaning in the rhyming.
Can you say, that you'll save us?
Oh I can't go on, out of rhythm with our time.

We're out of rhythm with our time.
That is Cartel. Anyone who thinks their not brilliant...should umm...slap themselves in the face...239482358 times. Yes...that many times. Hehe. Today=simply amazing. India came over and we hung out. Then she had to go home...and...CHAD came over. Oh, how I missed that boy. Me, Him and Mike went to Wal-Mart and we got the funniest looks, cause he was holding Me and Mikes hands. Hehe. It was amazing. THen we were talking about sexing each other, and these little kids were in line in front of us and kept looking at us. Then I gave him a kiss. Haha. Were cutiesssss. Then we came home and cuddled like cool kids. We also decided that were having sex on my birthday. LMAO. Really good sex. But what else should I expect from Chad? Haha. He said hes gonna Devastate me. Oh baby, oh baby. Lol. I decided...I really want a boy. Cause..their cute and fun. And I'm lonely. Lol. Isn't it funny how people are so stupid and I hate them?!?! Lol. I think it's funny. I can't wait for summer. It's going to be amazing. My birthday is in...27 days. Ohhh man. I'm stoked. It's going to be..simple extroadinary. Well...that is all. Laterrrrrrr.
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Remember When You And I Were Fine? [07 Jun 2006|05:01pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | There For You-Fly Leaf ]

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Mmm. That song is amazing. Today was kinda lame. It was really cold. But it rained, so I didn't mind. Lol. I woke up this morning to Brett face calling me. Hehe. After going to bed at 5AM. He's like "Hows 5 hours of sleep feel?!?" Haha. Cannot wait to see that boy. Then we talked about lizards and fucking chipmunks. Well...not FUCKING chipmunks...just chipmunks in general. Lol. Then I hung out with Mike, did dishes, got flipped out on my brother, then cleaned my room...anddd...viola!! Here I am. I decided, I'm opening my heart back up. Yes, yes I am. Hehe. I mean, it would be nice to fall in love, but I'm not gonna push anything. Lol. Well, I am boring and have nothing to say. Laterrrrr.
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Fuck It... [06 Jun 2006|06:07pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | Matter of time-Cartel ]

Here it goes again,
Put on that deserving tone
and don't forget that this was all your fault.
It's breathing down your neck,
you know you've got to let this go.
You're such a wreck and now it starts to show.

Cause all you can't deny is held inside
And when we go, we say goodbye,
and then we run, we run away.

From all we can't deny is just a lie.
And when we try to just get by
We just can't get past ourselves.

Cause where you are is where you'll be:
always wanting everything.
It's all the same that you can't ignore
Cause all you want is just "to be more".

It's creeping up again.
(It's all been considered.)
(It's a game and you're not the winner)
It's a haunting memory.

Cause all you can't deny is held inside
And when we go, we say goodbye
and then we run, we run away.

From all we can't deny is just a lie.
And when we try to just get by
We just can't get past ourselves.

Cause where you are is where you'll be:
always wanting everything.
It's all the same- that you can't ignore
Cause all you want is just "to be more".

Cause who you are is who you'll be,
and that is really everything.
It's all the same that you can relate.
Cause what you want's not what you're getting.

It's just a matter of time
It's just a matter of time
It's just a matter of time
It's just a matter of time
It's just a matter of time
'Til you know you'll be somebody tonight.

It's just a matter of time (where you are is where you'll be)
It's just a matter of time (and that is really everything)
It's just a matter of time (it's all the same that you can relate)
'Til you know you'll be somebody tonight. (cause what you want's not what you're getting)
It's just a matter of time
It's just a matter of time
Today sucks. Tomorrow will suck. As will all days following. Thank you. That is all I have to asy.
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I HATE Myself...More Than I EVER Let On... [05 Jun 2006|02:16am]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | Wake Up-Coheed And Cambria <3 ]

Drink up beautiful.
I spiked your cup with angst and a heart attack,
'Cause I've got so much trapped
It's all because of you.
So I figured you might like some back.

And when I see him
I'll tell him what's been on my mind
All these sleepless nights.
He'll recite his excuses
Put my tail between these legs of mine
Like I do all the time.

I can't live my life
knowing you'll be in her arms each time I blink my eyes.
Know what goes on behind my back every night,
afraid I'll never leave,
afraid I'll never know what's good for me.

And when I see him
I'll tell him what's been on my mind
all these sleepless nights.
He'll recite his excuses
Put my tail between these legs of mine
like I do all the time.

And now you say that,
you say you love me.
Well I may have your heart♥
She has your body.
And now you swear that you're being honest,
But you're not honest,
And you never could be.

And when I see him
I'll tell him what's been on my mind
all these sleepless nights.
He'll recite her excuses
Put my tail between these legs of mine
like I do all the time.
Hmm...life is blah lately. I dunno. It could be better, it could be worse. Do I really care about anything anymore? Not really. I'm at a very odd point in my life. Lauren says my heart is closed off. I'm basically at the point where I just want to hurt someone, like I've been hurt. I just want to use someone and make them feel pain. Terrible yes. But atleast I'm honest. I'm sick of being used and letting people get away with it. I want to use someone and show them how it feels to be used. To feel so much pain that it physically hurts. Yea, I'm basically not the person to get mixed up with right now. Lol.


Lauren...baby doll, you know I will love you no matter what. You are my best friend. My everything. You comeplete me. You make me sane. I may be having a hard time showing it, but please know thats still how I feel, and always will feel. Never ever forget that baby doll. Please! I don't think you realize how much I need you. I'm so fucking scared to be replaced by Scott & Bri. I just don't know how to say it to you. I don't ever wanna lose you. Baby, please don't leave me.


Last weekend was pretty cool. Friday it was just me and Mike. Then one Saturday, Sarah came over. Oh man, she hadn't been over in so long. It was awesome. Then my lovely came over. Oh how I love her. Thennn India and Dave came over for a bit. Then India went home and Mike stayed at Dave's house. Today we all just hung out. Hilary came over. Then Lauren left, then Sarah. Then Hialry. Lol. Then me and Mike hung out. He made me take a nap cause he said I seemed wicked stressed and I had a headache. It was nice of him. Lol. Then Cait called and said she was coming to get him and she brought Will. Holyyyyyyy shit. I hadn't seen that kid in forever. I missed him. ♥ Well, I guess thats all I have to say. Just thought I'd update.
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I Give Up Trying... [31 May 2006|12:06am]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | Addicted-Kelly Clarkson ]

Because of you, I can't accept the compliment "Your beautiful." Just thought I should thank you for that one sweetie. So...fucking...THANK YOU!!!


Today was an ok day. You know, nothing special went down. Hung out with Mike. I got into an arguement with Mike AND Shaun about school. I'm trying to convince them I'm stupid and can't do it...but they keep telling me I am smart and just don't "apply myself" Lol. Who knows? Maybe I just think too less of myself. It's atleast nice to know they care and think highly of me. Someone has to, cause I know I don't. Eh, whatever. Sfwlkrmw.



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ATIS=The SEXXXXX!! ♥ [28 May 2006|03:13am]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | Here I Go-ATIS <33333 ]

Too Many Times
I Put My neck On The Line
To Get A Piece Of You, Piece Of You, Piece Of You
Waiting In Line, To See You Looking Divine
When Are You Gonna Be, Gonna Be MINE?
Wow, that a kick ass night. Those lyrics are from one of the bands I saw tonight ATIS. Holyyyy shit. Their amazzzzzzzzing. So...I went to bed at 7:30 Saturday morning and woke up at 11:30, when Jess called me. I don't sleep much anymore. My body is like..ammune to not getting sleep. Haha. Then around 2:30 Jess came and got me with her cousing Fal, and we went to Jess's step moms house. We chilled for a bit, then got dinner before going to a conert with all local bands. It was TSG, With eyes closed, ATIS♥, Lost In Ashfor, then It was the best of times. During ATIS me and Lexi stood there plotting ways to get into the singers pants. Not only does he have this amazing voice, but hes fucking gorgeous. Wow. After their set, we went up and talked to him and found out hes from Putnam. He was wicked nice. Then during Lost In Ashford, Buddy came up to my and started screaming in my face. It basically made my night. It was awesome. Then the last band came up and played and the singer...omfg. She was the only girl in the band and she was fucking gorgeous beyond belief. Her voice was orgasmic and the whole band was kick assss. She was one of the other people to sing in my face. Ahh. Hehe. Afterwards I went up and talked to her. She was really nice. I'm gonna try to go see them again in July. Yay. After the show, Me, Mike, Lindsey, Bert and Nick were sitting outside and they had to walk to Sunnysides for something and I didn't feel like going, so I was fucking sitting outside, by myself, on Main Street at 11 at night with some creepy kids trying to sell drugs up the road. I was fucking scared dude. All I could think was "I'm gonna get shot or raped" Then they came back and I yelled at them for leaving me. Haha. Then we all just sat and talked for awile and shit. I yelled at Mike, cause I wanted him to come home, so I wouldn't be alone, but he ended up going to Nick's house. I was like "Ahhh...fuck you faggg" Hehe. Then I came home and I've just been sitting around doing basically nothing. I'm kinda cool? Haha. Today, I was watching all these bands play and I was like..amazed. Like...it takes a lot of talent to be able to sing and play an instrument, but it takes balls to play the music you make in front of a bunch of people. Like...I wish I could do that. I want to do something that has to do with music in my life. No idea what, but music just amazes me. Like...I can't explain it. So, life is generally ok lately. Besides this whole...sleep situation. It's like...I want to sleep so bad, but I just can't fall asleep. Its ridiculous. Like...I can't sleep at night...but I can sleep fine during the day. Odd eh? I think so. Ugh...my head hurts. I think I might try to sleep. ♥
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You Make Me Sick... [27 May 2006|04:30am]
[ mood | frustrated ]
[ music | Hello-Evanescence ]

Lies...they were all fucking lies. I see that so fucking clearly now.

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I'll Be Anything For You... [25 May 2006|06:17pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | Bloody Romance-Senses Fail. ]

There's Only You
And Everyday I Need More...
Everything is so hard, and I just want it to go away. I can't stop crying, and I haven't cried in sooo long. Everything was going so well, then it just all went down the drain. How can things go so wrong so quickly? Why can't things just go right for once? I just need a break from everything....I just need to stay sane. Lauren had to go home and Mike left...and I don't want to be alone. I hate being alone. It fucking sucks so bad. I'm afraid of myself when I'm alone. I do stupid shit when I'm by myself. I wanted so bad to beg Mike to stay, but I can't control his life. I just want someone here with me. :[
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Paralyzing Silence... [22 May 2006|09:52pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | Himerous & Eros-The Spill Canvas ]

I'm the type of person who doesn't think about consequences before she gets herself into a situation. I love freely and I love hard. I don't bother thinking about the pain or consequences that may come out of a situation. But now, I'm changing my views on things. I'm not scared to get hurt anymore. I'm so used to it, what's the point in trying to hide from the pain? Why not give it one more go? If this works out then it works out, and if it doesn't then it doesn't. I'm just finally starting to just go with it, and if i get hurt, then i get hurt, and if i dont, then i dont. if he wants me he can have me, if he doesnt then he doesnt have to have me. if he wants to fool around with me, then he can fool around with me, as low as that makes me sound...im just going with it. i mean, do i want to be with him? do i want all of him? do i want all of his cute adorableness? do i want him to be the one to change it all around for me? of course...but whats the hope in hoping? That's where I'm at right now. I mean yes, I want this one to be different, but who knows if it will be? No one does until I give it a chance. I've given up trying to figure out whats different about this boy. All I know is that I like it. Theres not point in trying to figure it out, cause I'll just get frustrated...

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Liar.... [22 May 2006|05:04pm]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | Anything For You-Evanescence ]

I Hold It All
When I Hold You
Today was so tiring. Me and Lauren stayed up till like...forever last night. I ended up going to sleep at like 3:30 and waking up at 5:30 and I think she got like...3 mins of sleep. Lol. We were watching movies and stuff. Were cool like that. I got the worst fucking head ache at school today though. I was slmost crying. It sucked. Kyle gave me a hugeeeeeeee hug though. I miss that boy and stuff. Mike effing, fell asleep. What a silly kid. Hehe. So, I'm just sitting here. I got so mad at myself last night. I was talking to Jack and I was like "I have no idea why I didn't walk you out to your car" and hes like "I was hoping you would" and I guess, we both wanted to kiss each other and stuff. He said he was going to try to come over today so we could try that out again, but I'm guessing he has work. Bummer. He's done with school for the summer Friday. Luckyyyyyy. I wish I went to his school, even if it is an all boys school, I'd effing loveeeeeee it. Haha. I'm gonna see if he can sleep over this weekend. Wooo. So, I realized I'm getting better at coping with chage. Go me. Hehe. I have been getting deja vu so much lately. I got it for the first time in my life yesterday and then I got it again today. It was so odd. Lol. I feel so out of it...like, my body is exhausted but my mind isn't. It's a strange feeling. I dunno. Things are getting tough right now, but hopefully I'll get through it. I usually do.
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I Want To Feel Your Lips Crash Against Mine ♥ [20 May 2006|11:01pm]
[ mood | mellow ]
[ music | Broken Wings-Flyleaf. ]

It's Only You
Beautiful
Mmm..today was a good day. After being awake for like...41 hours I finally went to bed at like, 3:30 yesterday morning. Then I woke up at 11:30, and called Jack and shit. Then like, it was so funny, he literally drove by my house 3 times. Haha. Good times. Lol. Then we all hung out and laughed a lot. Whoaaa. Then he left and I hugged him. Then me and Lauren went downstairs and shes like "He looked like he was going to kiss you" and I'm like "Really?" and shes like "Yea, right before he hugged you, he looked into your eyes" I was like WTF, I missed it. I was upset. Lol. I fucking smell like him, and thats all I could smell all fucking day, and I can still smell him on me. God, he smells good. Hehe. Last night me and him talked about me falling for him and he was so cute about it. I was like "I hope I didn't scare you away" and he's like "I'm not wasily scared sweetie" SDwemkrmw. He kinda makes me melt, and I fucking love it. Lol. So, I was being really mean to Mike last night, so I made him breakfast this morning, and I'm gonna do his laundry. Wow, I'm a damn good wife. Lol. So, Lauren has been sleeping since Mike left to go to his aunts house and that was at like 4. Lol..and now its 11:09. I took a nap too, but I woke up, like a cool kid. I was so fucking delearious last night after not sleeping for 40 hours. It was so funny. Mike and Lauren kept telling me to shut up. HAHA. And it didn't help that all I had eaten all day was some chips. Come to thing of it, all I've eaten today was half a muffin. Me and Jilary decided that I have insomnia and I'm half robot. LMAO! I'm just cool like that I guess. I'm like, asking for death. Not sleeping, not eating...I'm basically insane. Haha. Well...I have nothing more today, besides I'm really happy, and this boy is absolutely crazy adorable and I adore him, and...I can't wait to kiss him. K, I'm done. Hehe. ♥
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Fuck It... [20 May 2006|12:17am]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | Angry Music ]

I hope you choke
On every lie you ever told me
Do you believe in karma baby?
Cause it's gonna fucking catch up to you
On of these god damned days...

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Time & Confusion ♥ [19 May 2006|09:26pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | Time & Confusion-Anberlin ]

woah oh, yeah-ah
woah oh, yeah-ah
woah oh

live for today
we'll dream tomorrow
we've got big plans in sight
we'll take this city and by nightfall...
the bright lights are calling

everything is going our way
everything is just as we've planned
this is our future (from what we've heard)
and i've still got your hand

and it feels like we could last forever
and i'm not doing this alone

when memories fade
we've got each other
when time and confusion collide
singin' i hold it all when i hold you
when friends walk other ways
we've got each other
i hold it all when i hold
i hold it all when i hold you

woah oh, yeah-ah
woah oh, yeah-ah
woah oh

we fell on hard times
this isn't the ideal
we're miles from home
doing the best that we can (best that we can)

i won't do this without you
i won't do this without you
so take heart...
'cause you know that you have mine

and it feels like we could last forever
and i'm not doing to do this alone

when memories fade
we've got each other
when time and confusion collide
singin' i hold it all when i hold you
when friends walk other ways
we've got each other
i hold it all when i hold
i hold it all when i hold you

its not about the money we make
its about the passions that we ache for
what makes your heart beat faster
tell me now what does your body long after

i don't care now where we live
it's not where, or what, or who we were with
i just need you in my life
so promise me again

when memories fade
we've got each other
when time and confusion collide
singin' i hold it all when i hold you
when friends walk other ways
we've got each other
i hold it all when i hold
i hold it all when i hold you

woah oh, yeah-ah
woah oh, yeah-ah
woah oh
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To put it simply, I Adore you boyyy. Today was intresting, as was last night. Lol. Ah, the randomness of my life. So, I haven't slept in about...31 hours. Dayumm, I am harcore biotch. I went to school today. Waking Mike up was basically the best part of my day, he like, freaked out and almost fell in my closet. Lol. I think I'm gonna enjoy having that boy live with me. Lol. He's basically my hero. He encourages me to be more than I can, and he believes in me. What a friend, eh? lol. Hehe. So, my lovely Lauren is here. Today, I decided that she is MY boyfriend. LMAO. Last night Mike got all serious and he was like "Ash, if were not married by the time were 35, I'll marry you, and you'll have 6 jobs to support me, while I'm a stay at home mom" hahahaha. Good times. I basically love Lauren to no end. I'm so glad she's ok...after what happened today. Oh man. So, I talked to Jess...she mixed mass amounts of alcohol with her anti-depressant pills. I talked to her and she was like, crying and freaking out, but then she was laughing and shit. I don't know about that kid. Ssdkrmklwe. I don't know what to do with myself.

There's No Need For "Hush Sounds"
I Wanna Hear You SCREAM!!

I basically thought of that, damn I'm clever. Lol. So, me and Lauren have just been hanging out. It thundered earlier, and I was basically stoked. A lot. Lol. Well, I'm out.

P.S-I'm falling for this boy, and I'm not afraiddddddd.

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