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Sunday, February 1st, 2004
1:34a - sound and vision
the life of david gale- 4/10 the end cheapens and ruins the movie. now i'm going to watch "The Big Boss"- that's a moralistic tale as well- except that you don't feel cheated in the end.

i spent most of the day yesterday without my glasses- i swooned and nearly fell over and when i put them back on. thing was this- i fell asleep watching "My Best Fiend" I was woken by dad, and took my glasses off and put them near my stereo. i was in a hurry to leave yesterday morning to work- so i drove to carson and back and worked all day without my glasses and achieved a wonderful headache. ach. i get home and within twenty minutes i have my glasses. i felt lame. i initially planned to go out last night- to see what i could see. but it was all derailed thanks to my misplacing my glasses.

a person takes their senses for granted- i've had horrible problems with ear wax and for days on end my ears have been clogged. during those times i couldn't hear a thing. as soon as my ears would open...it was beautiful. not being able to see yesterday makes me appreciate sight more. i do need to get a new pair of glasses and sunglasses- hell, i'll use these i have now as a back-up...you never can tell...

tonight i was going to see "the Big Boss" but I got sucked into the lousy movie that is david gale. crap crap crap crap.

sushi will be what i have tomorrow- oh wait, it's super bowl sunday. no sushi. damn. it would be worth seeing for the commercials and the fact it could be a good game. otherwise...feh.

tomorrow is sara's birthday. her 21st. i've thought of her off and on. of my ex-s, she's the one that i miss and wish i could be with. i could talk to her- be with her. as she was when i first knew and loved her. that was the ideal of sara- what i was in love with in april as well- the ideal, the unreality of them. the worst thing a person can do is put another person on a pedestal- no one can stay on one forever...

valentine's day is the worst holiday. i dread february for it- even when i have someone to be my valentine...it never works out.


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