||missing * evanescence
' ' i know this has nothing to do with your post, or anything. but i lov eyou. i'm sorry i'm not the coolest person, or the smartest. and i'm sorry i'm not the person you'd be proud of, because you could say "Yep, that's my friend :D" And i'm so sorry i'm crying. i'm sorry it hurts me everytime you talk to me and you seem to have no emotion, or you are annoyed by me. and i'm sorry i'm completely and totally dependent on you, and wouldnt know what to do without you. and im sorry i burden you with everything i have to say. i'm sorry i tell you every secret i have, even if it's uninteresting. and i'm sorry i'm prolly holding you back. you could do so much with out me. and i'm srry i'm to selfish to let you go. ._. <3 i love you. love always sarah ' '
' ' I know what you're doing, I know what you're up to.
You don't love me. I can tell. I know you ' '
' ' You do nothing but date random people until you get tired of them, then you rip them apart, you have no heart, you only know how to break people. ' '
' ' You're just what everybody says you are. A attention hungry slut. What knowledge you have at the age of 14 is beyond me. ' '
' ' Narcissistic, egoistical, selfish, callous, failure..' '
Opinions, opinions. One from my own boyfriend? Everyday I stand by and take this from everyone around me. I'm everyone's assumption. I'm no ones innocence anymore. I just want to say. Do tell me what I'm thinking. Tell me the reasons for my actions, tell me the number of tears I've cried and strikes I've given, tell me you knew what it feels like for my heart to be pierced by a person rusted hate. Over and over again. Tell me what I feel and what I think. I am your creation, after all.
' ' You would do that? People like you need to be shot. ' '
' ' Yes, yes, narcissistic, lustful, selfish, etc., we're terrible, but I don't plan on dying soon, and suicide is teh sucks.
So why not follow along? I seem to be getting somewhere this way. Show me what I had when I showed you what I gave.