Sunday, May 11th, 2003
| 04:37 pm ¤ Sometimes I confuse myself I think I have a crush on someone, either that or I just really enjoy talking to them. I havent talked to them in acouple days and thats why I think this might be a crush, because I miss them. I'm not gonna say who they are, you know just in case. *smiles and bites lip while thinking of the person* Yeah I'm thinking it's a crush, kind of exciting. It's also scarey at the same time, I don't know if its because I truly like them or if I'm lonely and they make me smile... I look around and see all these happy couples and I want what they have. Well whatever the case may be, either a crush, or just a friendship, at least I'll be getting a friend, if not more, out of it so it's all good. |
| [ mood ¤ chipper ] [ music ¤ When I see you - Macy Gray ] |
| 6 of you can show me |
Saturday, May 10th, 2003
| 02:20 pm ¤ Giftless Mothers day is tomarrow people, and I am without something to give to my Mommy. In the past I've given her a veriety of things but it always seems that she likes the ones that I've put more thought into. So for the rest of the day I will be thinking about my mother and what to get her *nods* Oh check out the sexy new layout and icons All thanks to the very, very awesome  sugar_timmons |
| [ mood ¤ pensive ] [ music ¤ Gotta Be - desiree ] |
| 7 of you can show me |
Tuesday, May 6th, 2003
| 01:44 pm ¤ Mood Ever been in one of those moods where you just sit and do nothing but its not really bad? Well thats how I am today just sitting back listening to music and what not. I can't see myself doing this for much longer though I'm becoming more discontent with it as the days and even hours go by. Someone give me an excuse to go out and have a good time! I think I could use it. |
| [ mood ¤ relaxed ] [ music ¤ Too Far Gone - All American Rejects ] |
| 5 of you can show me |
Thursday, May 1st, 2003
| 11:41 am ¤ left wanting Okay so I know I have a lot that others don't and I'm grateful truly, But still I find myself wanting. Not like I want more money, or a bigger house, maybe a nicer car, It's different. Also, its not like I'm alone I have friends and family which are both important to me but I'm left wanting again... I honestly just want someone to hold and whisper I Love You to. Now see you might be thinking oh he's just lonely and realizes he's getting older and blah, blah, blah. But I think its more than that. I think there is a certain happiness that only love can bring and I don't want or think I should let myself go on drifting through life in this state of empty bliss. I say that because I. Know my life is good, I wouldn't want any other but I'm happy yet incomplete. |
| [ mood ¤ restless ] [ music ¤ too much to ask - avril lavigne ] |
| 6 of you can show me |
Monday, April 28th, 2003
| 09:02 am ¤ Been Gone I'm such a flaker, in a good way though. I went home for Easter last weekend, it wasnt planned or anything but I missed St. Paul and espesially my family & friends. I planned on staying there just a few days but when I got there the days seemed to just dissapear as fast as they possibly could so I eneded up staying until fianlly last night I decided if i stayed any longer it would just make it harder to leave. I dont like being so far away from home, although LA is my home now back in MN will always be my home also |
| [ mood ¤ dorky ] [ music ¤ Dreams - Enya ] |
| 3 of you can show me |
Wednesday, April 16th, 2003
| 11:56 pm ¤ dum de dum de de dum Funny how the little things like lyrics to a song can take you from feeling all happy to lonely and contemplative... |
| [ mood ¤ Bored and alone ] [ music ¤ I'll be - Edwin McCain ] |
| 9 of you can show me |
| 10:12 am ¤ Feeling welcome I just wanna say thanks to everyone who's welcomed me it was nice of you *smiles* |
| [ mood ¤ thankful ] [ music ¤ you're so last summer - taking back sunday ] |
| 1 of you can show me |
Tuesday, April 15th, 2003
| 12:13 pm ¤ hello there Hey There Everyone I'm Josh, I don't want to sound concieted or anything but you probably know who I am. If you don't know who I am, I'm an actor who's been in several movies some blockbusters and some not but all good in my opinion. I'm a pretty nice guy but don't take my word for it my AIM is Harnettish IM me sometime. |
| [ mood ¤ good ] |
| 14 of you can show me |
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