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| Tuesday, November 18th, 2008 | ||
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blurtysecret [ unodosthrice ] |
8:43p |  That's how I run from my problems. |
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unsent [ disembowel ] |
12:53p | To the cold fingers that used to trace up my spine-- You are connected to the hands that hurt, the hands that held, the hands that are attached to the devil himself. It was never enough, but you fed me more and more chemicals and sedatives and numbness that I gladly accepted. I broke down the same way your bones broke on my skull. And I still can't believe I stayed with you through the hospital run. I should have wrapped the belt tighter around your throat, I shouldn't have asked for the favor back, but you were willing and I was desperate. The hands that hurt, the hands that held... release. Those weren't conversations, they were manifestations, you swore you heard demons and they were demanding death upon me. You really wanted to kill me. I said, "Go ahead and just fucking do it." You were close, I know, I couldn't breathe, I couldn't see, I couldn't hear. You were close. I remember one night a companion's voice fluttered through the phone line, behind the voice with the summer sky eyes, "Maybe she likes it." Cold fingers, you really fucked me up, I think. The last snow fall held your deathbed, yet your murderous breath still tickles my nape and whispers degrading stories of disgusting love. I hope you're rotting into a shade of red and brown. -- spine. |
| Monday, November 17th, 2008 | ||
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blurtysecret [ xflipp3floppx ] |
11:07p |  i got caught shop lifting this stupid cd. dumbest thing i think i've done in a while. and by far most embarassing. |
| Sunday, November 16th, 2008 | ||
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yourestarvingme [ rhcpowns ] |
3:42p | I gained nearly 30 lbs. Just updating to say that I'm back...and I'm restricting a lot. College is killing me. Anyone have some good thinspiration sites? Thanks girls, Liv |
| Saturday, November 15th, 2008 | ||
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blurtysecret [ boycrazygrl747 ] |
9:48p |  i feel like even if he was interested in me, i'd always have to feel body conscious. he builds sexy bodies for his career... how can you compete with that? |
| Friday, November 14th, 2008 | ||
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blurtysecret [ eclecticandshit ] |
5:01p |  |
| Thursday, November 13th, 2008 | ||
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blurtysecret [ cuzimkylieduh ] |
11:59p | what the fuck do i get my boyfriend for his birthday? its on the 20th and i'm re-thinking what i was gonna do for him. i was gonna basically help him pay for a tattoo cuz he's been wanting another one for a long ass time but now i feel like thats just dumb. ahh i don't know. help?! |
| Wednesday, November 12th, 2008 | ||
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yourestarvingme [ green_tea_vogue ] |
3:25p | so, i lost 5 pounds so far. thank you, god. my boyfriend keeps calling me other girls names. kill me? if he calls me Arielle one. more. time. i will never, ever, eat again. Current Music: king's crossing - elliot smith |
| Monday, November 10th, 2008 | ||
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hella_quotes [ just_words ] |
9:40p | 1. when i think about you... i ask myself... "did i do something wrong?" 2. every time i think about you... my heart aches for that one telephone call... to let me know every things alright... 3. And when she calls you tonight... just remember to ignore the phone... again... 4. up and down, side to side, near and far where ever you may be... i will find you ...though the moon. 5. that girl that you said you loved so much she still cares about you... i hope you know that. 6.with every goodnight kiss... with every hope for love... for ever dream she had... theres always room in my heart...for you.. 7. and the silence of not hearing your voice is killing me today and when i fall asleep tonight... ill be dreaming ... ill be dreaming of... your sweet whispers... your laughter and your soft voice because thats the only way i can get through the night. Current Mood: disappointed |