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[Thu, Nov 13, 03 @ 6:28am] |
I am still alive!
Things are really hectic yet good
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[Thu, Nov 6, 03 @ 2:09am] |
pictures from Saturday.
I didnt take these.
( ... )
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[Tue, Oct 28, 03 @ 11:55pm] |
I pissed off Steve today.
AWESOME
Only not!
Tomorrow I'm just not going to talk to anyone.
K bye
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[Sat, Oct 25, 03 @ 10:07pm] |
I really don't think that Krystle is ever going to stop.
*sigh*
I'm lonely today, Andy is playing a show in Tacoma and it's 3 hours away so I have no way to get there. Blahhh.
I'm going to the one on Halloween and the day after though.
He got a job, as an electrician. Awesome.
Now I just need a job and then we can get a place and everything will be all set.
Luke has turned into such an asshole. A jealous asshole.
When he came home last night I dont know WHAT his problem was, I think maybe he was drunk and he kept acting cocky and calling me names and when I started to cry he laughed at me. Ugh it was so horrible. And I didnt get to go to bed until 4:30 because he was watching TV and wouldnt let me.(I sleep on the couch)
My living situation is so fucked up.
Im going to order a pizza and listen to the new Death Cab For Cutie and read tonight. It will be relaxing. I only wish that I had a bath tub instead of a shower stall so I could take a bubble bath.
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[Tue, Oct 21, 03 @ 2:51am] |
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Holy fuck I am evil.
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[Thu, Oct 16, 03 @ 12:32am] |
I dont update. My boyfriend is in a band.
Cool
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[Fri, Oct 3, 03 @ 12:50am] |
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I'm in the middle of redoing my layout, so if you look at my journal and it looks really shitty, that's why.
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| I wrote this last night for my livejournal |
[Tue, Sep 30, 03 @ 1:09am] |
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I've started a mixtape track listing for someone.
I realized I never allow myself to have closure.
That's my hugest problem
Lack of closure.
I never resolve things
I never say goodbye.
I just stop...talking...to whoever hurts me.
I dont let them know they hurt me.
I just cut off all contact with them and assume that they can figure it out on their own.
But what if they can't.
What if they don't think like me?
Not everybody's mind works like mine.
That's what this mixtape is for.
They hurt me and they will know about it
But not in a mean way
Just because I was hurt does not give me the right to hurt the person who hurt me
(however much I would like to)
The songs will have meaning.
There will be a reason they are on there.
But I thought that's how all mixtapes worked.
I can't even fathom making a mixtape WITHOUT meaning
I cant imagine making a mixtape that includes songs that have lyrics like
I'm in love with you and it won't stop.
You're the one I want.
and songs that are called "Do You Like Me?" and such without it having some sort of MEANING.
Maybe it's just me.
Maybe I'm too sentimental and try to attatch a meaning to everything, even things like sly smiles and blue eyes that appear to light up when I walk in that probably have no meaning except the one that I attatch to them in my head.
This mixtape isn't just for this person.
It's for me as well.
It's so we both know that I'm over it, I'm over him.
I have someone who actually wanted me, not somebody who I thought wanted me.
And he is oh so wonderful and I'm not lying.
I have somebody who really knows I'm beautiful
Not saying he didn't know that.
Who knows.
I should have known it didn't have meaning
That was my mistake and I wasted his time and mine in finding it out.
And he'll never read this, but this line is for him
because you're beautiful, just not on the inside
Goodbye.
p.s. I redid my userinfo. Look if you are interested. It sucks, but oh well.
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[Fri, Sep 26, 03 @ 5:32pm] |
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Why are all false emo kids such FUCKING IDIOTS???
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[Wed, Sep 24, 03 @ 2:10pm] |
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You can call all you want, but I won't pick up the fucking phone.
That being said, last night DID NOT go as planned.
No Olympia, instead we rented The Breakfast Club, Can't Hardly Wait, Say Anything, and High Fidelity. The theme was supposed to be cheesy teen movies, but High Fidelity didnt fit so we just said that since it has John Cusack and he USED to be in cheesy teen movies it was OK.
Halfway through High Fidelity I called Luke(ex boyfriend/roommate) to let him know I was going to spend the night there because he tends to worry.
Have I mentioned that Luke is still madly in love with me? Well. He is.
So Luke got sort of upset at that.
Oh well I thought and we continued the movie. Half an hour later Luke calls my cell to say he thinks he is having a nervous breakdown of sorts and I need to come home RIGHT NOW.
So I get my stuff and Charles takes me home. Luke is all upset and crying. I guess he got in trouble at work today and everything with me and it was all too overwhelming for him. He's never really had problems and now he does and he doesn't know how to deal. I had to calm him down and eventually he fell asleep. By that time it was like 4:30 AM so I went to sleep as well.
So TONIGHT! I'm going to finish movie night with Charles and hopefully it will go as planned. Lots of coffee, sobe and junk food and movies. Yay.
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[Tue, Sep 23, 03 @ 6:58pm] |
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Everyone needs to listen to Against Me! NOW NOW NOW DO IT, THANKS.
I've been sipping on the same bottle of root beer all day. It's sort of flat now.
Charles will be here in 15 minutes...then our Olympia adventure begins.
I talked to Emily today and she was all "it's funny...you are the only one in our graduating class who really got away from it all...everyone else is still here in Perry County doing nothing with their lives and you are off in Washington being a crazy Seattle scenester." It was funny and sweet at the same time. I always knew I wasn't meant for small town life.
I've got about $120 that I have no use for...not even to save. I'm torn between ordering more makeup from Sephora or buying a new webcam. I've already got a ton of makeup so I will probably opt for the webcam. I need to save $50 for the cut and dye job at Vain in 3 weeks though. I should call and make my appointment tomorrow.
I need to call Matthew and ask him the place in Seattle where he got his tattoos done. I dont know where I put his number though and I dont have it memorized. Maybe I will just ask Katie at Vain when I go get my hair done.
I need to find my lipgloss and Postal Service CD before I leave so bye.
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[Mon, Sep 22, 03 @ 10:48pm] |
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Paycheck paycheck paycheck
It's amazing how far $270 DOESN'T go.
I did score a brand new 27 inch TV for 50 bucks though. That was sweet ass.
Tomorrow is Olympia with Charles, last Wednesday we went to Seattle.
Upcoming shows I will be attending.
the 26th - q and not u
the 30th - every time i die
and october 17 - the blood brothers and cursive
I WISH I was going to see Pretty Girls Make Graves and Kane Hodder on the 25th..but I cant go to Seattle two days in a row and I already have the q and not u tickets. Plus crazy David will probably be at Kane Hodder and I dont want to see him THX
Lately shit has been fucking crazy, but I like it that way.
I'm going home for a little bit around xmas for about 2 weeks.
I'll probably end up going to Ohio for a day or two because Dee wants me to visit, and then go to NYC for a couple days because Charles is going back there for xmas as well(he is originally from the Bronx) so we're going to hang out in NY and be fucking amazing. Because we are fucking amazing.
And he is sweet. See the following link for example, thx
http://www.livejournal.com/users/girlrobots/22160.html?thread=227472#t227472
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[Mon, Sep 22, 03 @ 12:45am] |
Apparently I like Taking Back Sunday?
Since when?
This is news to me.
Hi stalker :]
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[Sun, Sep 21, 03 @ 11:35pm] |
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New screen name: hipster bingo
new email - sara@girl-robots.org
CUTE
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[Thu, Sep 18, 03 @ 8:58pm] |
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I've been so fucking busy lately. Goddamn.
I went to Seattle yesterday with Charles. It was fucking awesome, as always.
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[Sat, Sep 13, 03 @ 12:41pm] |
It's my birthday!!!!
Go here if you really want to know what presents I got.
Oh and anyone who lacks a livejournal and wants one(that is on my friends list) leave a comment with your email and I can send you a code :]
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[Fri, Sep 12, 03 @ 10:48pm] |
My new kitten.
His name is October
His tail looks funny because he had stuff stuck in his fur, so I had to cut it out
( meow )
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[Wed, Sep 10, 03 @ 10:03am] |
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Going to Seattle today with the boy.
MMM mmmm fun fun.
I'm trying to update but I can't think of anything to say except HI, I AM EXCITED.
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[Tue, Sep 9, 03 @ 5:56pm] |
I like when people buy me cheesecake and they are there for me when I need it.
I also like really cryptic entries.
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