Date:	2004-02-01 00:58
Subject:	Blah Blah Blah
Security:	Public
Mood:	crappy
Music:	Where is the Love - Black Eyed Peas

Today was boring. I still have the flu but I didn't want that to spoil my weekend. So me and my homeboys, Danny, Justin, Jamal, and Johnny went and sat on the street laughing at all the old people. Yes, old people amuse us. They look funny. Then we started pointing tourists in the wrong direction when they ask where a certain place was. That's always fun. Later CC made me go to this Japanese restaurant for dinner. She made me eat sushi. That was horrible! I couldn't finish it. I couldn't even eat it if I tried, because I couldn't eat with the chopsticks. I kept dropping it all over the place and the waitress laughed at me. She was like "I can just get you a fork if you want" and I was like "Nah, I'm cool. I can do it. See? I'm great at this." She knew I wasn't. And she knew I was an idiot. What really made me mad was how CC can eat with chopsticks as good as she can eat with a fork. She just eats it like it's nothing. I got some pizza after that. You must be crazy if you think I'm gonna eat sushi. I haven't smoked since Wendesday night and it's killing me. You dunno how bad I wanna get stoned right now. And right now, Adam is packing for his honeymoon in Jamaica. Jamaica! Who goes to Jamaica for a honeymoon? It's just beaches and stuff, and we have that in Florida. Why does he have to go on a honeymoon anyways? Why does he have to get married? It's not fair. Right now he thinks he loves her but I know one day he'll see I'm right. He'll say "Tony, you were right." I'm always right. I think he got married for attention. He goes out with a bunch of girls...who's to say this one is more special than another one? Well fuck him, his wife Lisa and Jamaica! Yeah I'm gonna stop ranting.

Date:	2004-01-29 11:20
Subject:	Advice
Security:	Public
Mood:	determined
Music:	Jenny From the Block - Jennifer Lopez

I'm gonna try to stop smoking...for my daughter. It's gonna be hard like mad but I'm gonna try anyways. You're probably surprised to hear that if you know me well enough. Well, Tracy convinced me. She's so smart, and everything she says seems to make since. I guess it's because she's older and goes to college. (Tracy was one of me and my brother's friends but moved to Chicago to go to college). Thanks, T, I love you. Anyway, here's the convo.

Me: hey
Tracy: hey babe
Tracy: what's up?
Me: nothing, you?
Tracy: just studying for finals
Me: oh...i'll let you go then
Tracy: no it's okay
Tracy: u can talk to me
Tracy: i haven't talked to u in a while and i miss u
Tracy: i've been busy though
Tracy: how's adam? he's never on and he never calls me anymore
Me: he's hanging in here...being adam, getting ready for his honeymoon
Tracy: i still can't believe he's married
Tracy: i wish i could've came to the wedding
Me: i can't believe it either
Tracy: u too getting along ok?
Me: yeah, pretty much
Tracy: that's good
Tracy: wait y aren't u in school?
Me: i'm sick
Tracy: oh i'm sorry hun
Me: it's cool
Me: i'm hungry as a mofo
Tracy: well get something to eat
Tracy: ill be around for about an hour still
Tracy: a lil less actually
Me: i can't cook
Tracy: microwave
Tracy: or bowl of cereal
Me: i hate cereal
Me: i want eggs and bacon...mmm
Tracy: u can make eggs
Tracy: not hard
Tracy: u want me to tell u how?
Me: no i can't, last time i tried i started a fire
Me: i can't even make popcorn in the microwave without it burning
Tracy: lol
Tracy: they arent hard
Me: i know
Me: but it's too much for me
Tracy: crack a few into a bowl, pour about 1/4 of a cup of milk in with them, beat them, turn the heat of the pan on low, put a lil margarin in so u grease the pan, pour the eggs in and stir til finished lol
Tracy: not hard
Me: yeah...but i'll wait till mel or adam or alyssa wakes up
Tracy: who's alyssa?
Me: my friend, she's sleeping here for some reason, so is kevin, all my friends want to sleep here
Tracy: oh
Tracy: is she ur gf?
Me: no...lol
Tracy: so u don't believe in friends with benefits?
Me: umm not really
Tracy: i'm impressed that u don't
Me: i mean it's not like any girls would want to fuck me, i'm ugly
Tracy: y do u say that?
Tracy: i mean uve had sex before
Me: yeah ofcoarse
Me: wait how do you know that?
Tracy: u told me lol
Me: i don't tell people about that
Tracy: well u didnt tell me the details of it lol
Tracy: u just said u werent a virgin
Me: oh
Me: did i tell you anything else? like...um...
Tracy: like what?
Me: erm...umm me and my ex-girlfriend...
Tracy: what about u and her
Me: well not really her
Me: but like...what happened
Me: i mean...
Tracy: im not sure if u did
Tracy: u can if ud like to
Me: i'll just say it i guess
Tracy: okay
Me: i have a daughter
Tracy: actually, i think that u may have said something about having a daughter, but i dont really recall in what convo that we talked about that
Me: i must be tired cuz it took me a while to figure out how to spell it
Tracy: lol
Tracy: its okay
Tracy: how old is she
Me: 3 months
Tracy: u get to see her a lot?
Tracy: (i think i remember u telling me this cause i asked how u would support her if u dropped out of school)
Me: yeah whenever i want
Tracy: well thats good
Tracy: how come u dont tell ppl that u talk to that u have a daughter
Me: because i don't want to freak them out
Tracy: aww u trusted me
Me: ofcoarse, you're tracy! i love ya
Tracy: :-D
Me: hmph
Tracy: what?
Me: nothing
Me: it's not good at all...because i'm terrible at it
Tracy: aww
Tracy: all u gotta do is be there for her
Tracy: she'll love you if u treat her well
Tracy: and yeah she'll get mad at u when she's at that age where she wants everything her way
Tracy: but in the end she'll appreciate u
Tracy: im sure ur doing fine
Me: i pretty much give her whatever she wants...
Me: i can't help it
Tracy: well...
Tracy: if u want a suggestion i can offer one
Me: ok go ahead
Tracy: okay...
Tracy: when she gets a lil older and u take her to the zoo or whatever....
Tracy: and she wants a zillion things in the case...
Tracy: tell her, pick one
Tracy: and she will, and she will be happy with it, even if she couldnt have everything she wanted
Me: hmm
Tracy: and if shes good about picking one, pick something else out and buy it for her, without her knowing, and tell her after u get home, that daddy has something for her
Tracy: and then reward her with it, and tell her that it was for her being good and listening to u
Me: a zoo, you say? zoos are for ameatures, i take her to busch gardens...do we even have a fucking zoo in tampa?
Tracy: thats fine
Tracy: u can do the same there
Tracy: just stick to the one thing u know
Me: yeah
Me: thanks
Tracy: i promise ur doing fine...
Tracy: just be careful not to spoil her, cause when shes older she will want it her way then
Tracy: sure thing
Me: how would you know that?
Tracy: ive dealt with a lot of kids
Me: i mean...that i'm doing fine
Tracy: they are my interest
Tracy: well....
Tracy: ur a good person for the most part, u have ur downfalls just like everyone else
Tracy: but u love her
Tracy: and u spend time with her
Me: yeah i guess
Tracy: u know tony...
Tracy: u werent that guy that got some girl pregnant and disappeared
Tracy: it takes a lot to stick around, and she'll appreciate that later, when everything is going wrong and she can come to u
Me: i didn't really have a choice...
Me: i mean...that's what i have to do so...
Tracy: well u could have disappeared u know
Tracy: guranteed ud have a lot of legal issues if ur ex pushed it
Me: i could have, but cc would prolly kick my ass
Tracy: well u want to be with ur daughter right
Me: yeah but back then i didn't
Me: i mean before she was born
Tracy: well u were scared
Me: i was freaking out...
Tracy: thats understandable
Tracy: but what matters is that ur around and ur with her
Tracy: and im willing to bet that even if u wont admit it, shes ur pride and joy
Me: lol
Me: you're good at this, huh?
Tracy: am i right
Tracy: ?
Me: mm-hmm
Tracy: thought so
Tracy: :-D
Tracy: see.....ur doing fine
Me: yeah...but fine isn't really good enough
Tracy: yeah but that statement is
Tracy: right there....that proves that u want to be the best u can for her
Me: yeah
Me: but the question is...am i?
Me: we'll never know...
Tracy: yeah u will
Tracy: when she grows up to be that beautiful woman with a good head on her shoulders, ull know u did a good job
Tracy: the best thing u can do for her, is to teach her
Tracy: listen to her
Tracy: when u get mad....tell her that ur disappointed and talk to her, dont yell at her
Me: uhh
Me: not good at that
Tracy: i get mad easilly and start yelling like hell
Tracy: lol its okay to yell once in a while
Tracy: sometimes u have to
Tracy: and even if u yell, dont ever ever hit
Me: hell no, i'd never do that
Tracy: good
Tracy: see babe
Me: i don't even want to yell, it's just a habit when i get mad
Tracy: ur doing great
Tracy: she has her good and bad days just like u do
Tracy: i promise
Me: kk
Me: i have a pic of her
Me: wanna see it?
Tracy: yeah
Tracy: i do
Tracy: aight
Tracy: lol ur cute
Me: i am?
Tracy: any father that didnt love his daughter wouldnt be showing me a pic of her
Me: lol
Me: err this is gonna take a while...i hope i didn't lose it
Tracy: im sure u have it
Tracy: i can hold on for a min if u want
Me: nah i can still talk
Tracy: ok
Me: it's not in "my pictures" though
Me: so i dunno where the fuck it went to
Tracy: search for it by title
Me: yeah
Me: wooo i found it
Me: cuz i'm cool like that
Tracy: lol
Me: sent
Tracy: k i have to give it a min to get here
Me: k
Tracy: omg shes adorable!
Tracy: and she looks like u lol
Me: lol
Me: she does?
Tracy: oh yeah
Me: everyone says she looks more like cc
Me: but i don't think you've met her
Tracy: well i dont know cc
Tracy: lol exactly
Me: yeah
Tracy: but i think she looks like u
Me: lol
Me: so i'm adorable too
Me: no not really
Tracy: lol well i haven't seen u in over a year and i dont have ur pic any more cause i changed versions of aol, but from what i remember of u, she looks like u and yes u were cute
Tracy: if u recall the only thing that i said that bugged me about u was ur temper and that u smoked up
Me: oh
Me: well i still have my pic
Me: i'll send it if you want
Tracy: other than that i think ur personality is great and that u were cute
Tracy: yeah
Me: well i don't want to hurt your eyes
Tracy: lol what are u talking about
Tracy: ur not ugly
Me: well...it's sent
Tracy: k
Me: lol you're just saying i'm not ugly to be nice
Tracy: no im not lol
Me: ok if you say so
Tracy: ur not at all ugly babe
Tracy: i think ur gorgeous to be honest
Me: lol...for a minute i thought that said "you're not all ugly"
Tracy: lol no
Tracy: i think ur real cute
Tracy: if i was 16 i'd definitly want u
Tracy: bad
Tracy: i'd try to "holla" or whatever you say
Tracy: lol
Me: yeah...not ALL ugly
Me: lol thanks
Tracy: sure
Tracy: just stop smoking up!! lol
Me: no i couldn't do that
Tracy: well if u dont do it for me, do it for ur kid
Tracy: u want to have a few brain cells by the time shes old enough to really talk to her
Tracy: and im sure that u probably dont want her doing it so set the example
Me: i would, but i've been doing it so long that i couldn't stop if i tried
Tracy: yeah u can
Me: i mean i would stop
Tracy: put ur heart into it
Me: blah
Tracy: i mean every time u put a joint to ur mouth or whatever, think of her
Tracy: i guarantee that ull put it down
Me: now i need a smoke
Tracy: no u dont
Me: yes i do
Tracy: nah
Tracy: whats ur daughters name
Me: you don't know what it's like being addicted to weed...
Me: angel
Tracy: okay...well think of her
Tracy: shes a beautiful little girl tony
Me: i know
Tracy: i mean i dont mean to play the devil here...but what would u say to her if she walked in and saw u doing it
Tracy: u know what i mean?
Me: she wouldn't because she doesn't live with me
Tracy: im talking when shes older
Tracy: u said u wanted to be good enough for her right?
Me: she still prolly won't live with me
Tracy: well if u want the truth thats the one thing u could be better at
Me: hmm
Tracy: lol and u think she wont live with u right
Tracy: wait til the first time she gets into an argument with mommy and calls daddy to come over
Tracy: it will happen
Me: lol
Me: wow
Me: i dunno if i want her to be here though, if i'll still be here
Tracy: y
Tracy: shes ur daughter
Me: i know
Me: but i don't want her with my stoner dad and brother
Tracy: see
Me: see what?
Tracy: lol u just said it urself
Tracy: u dont want her with that type of person right
Me: i dunno...
Tracy: well put it this way...
Tracy: would u ever want her smoking up
Me: no
Tracy: exactly
Tracy: u want to be the best for her...quit that stuff
Me: but just because i do it don't mean she will
Tracy: thats true...
Tracy: but can i tell u something
Me: yeah
Tracy: i had a roommate last semester, she sits around and smoke up with her dad
Tracy: smokes*
Me: i used to get high with my dad...that was crazy
Tracy: her dad had a nervous breakdown, lost all the familys money, and my roommate is currently seeing a psychologist
Me: umm...how'd all that happen?
Tracy: shes confused and thinks that her dad smoking up with her was more like a friend than a father
Tracy: and she doesnt understand why they dont tell her that shes their kid through thick and thin
Tracy: they treat her more like a smoking friend
Me: i wished my parents were like that
Me: wish*
Me: bleh
Tracy: and now shes graduating college and cant get a job cause they do drug testing
Tracy: so shes gotta stop doing it
Tracy: and its messing with her head now, esp. cause she goes home and finds her parents doing it and shes addicted
Tracy: shes not going anywhere u know
Tracy: i hate to say that but shes not
Me: that's her...not me...
Tracy: so if ur that worried about being a good dad for angel....then stop smoking
Tracy: that is true, but that doesnt mean ur kid couldnt turn out like that
Me: nah cuz she's not gonna smoke
Me: i won't let her
Tracy: so far ur doing fine and ur lucky that she doesnt live with u cause if she did u wouldnt be able to get high
Me: yeah
Tracy: so thats my honest opinion babe
Me: well...it's a good one
Tracy: other than that, know ur doing fine and what not
Tracy: have confidence and it will turn out
Tracy: like i said...its obvious even from the 10 min or whatever that u spent telling me that u had a daughter that u love her
Me: i do
Tracy: so keep it up and use her to improve on u so that u can be better for her
Tracy: it will pay off
Me: yeah
Me: mel is awake...hold on
Tracy: okay..
Tracy: hey i have one last suggestion, if u cant stop putting the joint to ur mouth thinking about her, when u want to smoke up go see her, and look into her eyes and do it, ill be u that u cant
Tracy: bet*
Tracy: okay read what i wrote
Me: i did...and i wouldn't smoke around here
Me: her*
Tracy: i know u wouldnt
Tracy: so if u cant stop smoking when ur by urself, go take one look at her before u do it
Tracy: ull quit
Tracy: hope that helps
Me: it's not that easy
Tracy: i know its not
Tracy: but force urself, it will work out
Me: if you were addicted to weed, you would know how it is
Tracy: lol and if u dont, ill come over there and ill borrow ur daughter for a few min and every time u want to smoke up ill put her in ur lap
Me: lol
Tracy: and then ill whisper to her to give u a kiss
Tracy: lol
Tracy: she'll get to u
Me: nah you don't have to come all the way from chicago to do that
Me: you really don't
Me: i mean
Me: yeah
Tracy: anyway babe i gotta run so im not late for class
Tracy: hope that everything i said, helps u and makes u a lil more sure that ull be okay raising her
Tracy: lol well i just might even if its for a day cause it will make her life better
Me: alright...thanks
Me: lol
Tracy: sure lol
Tracy: u take care and maybe ill call u and mr. just married tonight
Tracy: bye bye for now
Me: bye...have fun
Tracy: thanks ill try
Tracy: bye

I think that's the best advice I've ever gotten.

Date:	2004-01-28 18:14
Subject:	Quiz #13
Security:	Public
Mood:	bouncy
Music:	The Jump Off - Lil' Kim

I am absolutely brooding!

Find your soul type at kelly.moranweb.com.

Date:	2004-01-28 18:13
Subject:	Quiz #12
Security:	Public
Mood:	energetic
Music:	Sorry - Ruben Studdard

How random are you?

this quiz was made by alanna

Date:	2004-01-28 18:09
Subject:	Quiz #11
Security:	Public
Mood:	crazy
Music:	I Miss You - Blink-182

Jolly good, wot! Anyone for tennis? That'll be ten ponies, guv. You're the epitome of everything that is english. Yey :) Hoist that Union Jack!

How British are you?

this quiz was made by alanna

Date:	2004-01-27 22:34
Subject:	Convo With Moo
Security:	Public
Mood:	amused
Music:	Stunt 101 - G-Unit

I thought this conversation with Jess (AKA: Moo) was humorous, so I decided to put it on here.

xAd0rKaBLe88 [8:27 PM]: TOE-KNEE!
xAd0rKaBLe88 [8:27 PM]: *Jess*
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [8:27 PM]: umm...MOO!!!!
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [8:28 PM]: adorkable? is that like a cute nerd or something?
xAd0rKaBLe88 [8:28 PM]: haha
xAd0rKaBLe88 [8:28 PM]: no...
xAd0rKaBLe88 [8:28 PM]: just..a-dork-able
xAd0rKaBLe88 [8:28 PM]: instead of..adorable.
xAd0rKaBLe88 [8:28 PM]: yeah
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [8:28 PM]: so like...an adorable dork
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [8:28 PM]: right?
xAd0rKaBLe88 [8:28 PM]: i guess
xAd0rKaBLe88 [8:29 PM]: lol
xAd0rKaBLe88 [8:29 PM]: because jess is a dork like that
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [8:29 PM]: lol
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [8:29 PM]: so am i
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [8:29 PM]: i got two referrals today
xAd0rKaBLe88 [8:30 PM]: damn..lol
xAd0rKaBLe88 [8:30 PM]: how?
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [8:30 PM]: lol
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [8:30 PM]: long story i guess
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [8:30 PM]: i wrote it all in my blurty thing
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [8:30 PM]: i hate that blurty
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [8:31 PM]: ahh this is seriously pissing me off
xAd0rKaBLe88 [8:32 PM]: blurty pisses me off too
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [8:32 PM]: yeah it won't update
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [8:32 PM]: i should kick blurty square in the nutts
xAd0rKaBLe88 [8:32 PM]: lmao
xAd0rKaBLe88 [8:32 PM]: yeah
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [8:33 PM]: now my computer won't send an e-mail
xAd0rKaBLe88 [8:33 PM]: so its your computer
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [8:33 PM]: it's being homosexual again
xAd0rKaBLe88 [8:33 PM]: kick IT spare in the nuts
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [8:33 PM]: yeah i guess so
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [8:33 PM]: oh where are they at?
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [8:35 PM]: HEY IT LOADED
xAd0rKaBLe88 [8:35 PM]: YEY!
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [8:35 PM]: shit...now my entry is in there twice!
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [8:35 PM]: when will it end?
xAd0rKaBLe88 [8:36 PM]: link me your blurty?
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [8:36 PM]: ok
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [8:36 PM]: Tony's Journal
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [8:36 PM]: it looks messed up right now though
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [8:36 PM]: just so you know
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [8:42 PM]: blah blah blah
xAd0rKaBLe88 [8:42 PM]: i read
xAd0rKaBLe88 [8:42 PM]: lol
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [8:42 PM]: lol
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [8:42 PM]: yeah so that's my fucked up day in my fucked up life
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:01 PM]: aww
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:03 PM]: took you long enough to type 3 letters
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:03 PM]: i thought you died
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:04 PM]: lol, I'm sorry.
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:04 PM]: I'm ALIVE!!!
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:04 PM]: lol
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:04 PM]: ok
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:04 PM]: oh, tony, whatever happened to that guy
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:04 PM]: that was like
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:04 PM]: inlove with *tonya*
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:04 PM]: lol
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:04 PM]: you mean nathan?
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:04 PM]: i think that was him
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:05 PM]: i dunno...we told him off once in a chat room, i dunno if you were there
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:05 PM]: and he was like
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:05 PM]: "i'm sorry, will you forgive me?"
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:05 PM]: it was hilarious...he's such a pussy
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:05 PM]: i haven't talked to him since then...but chelle told me he im's her telling her i deserve better
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:05 PM]: lol
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:06 PM]: oh god
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:06 PM]: lol
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:06 PM]: he's never gonna survive here
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:06 PM]: he can't stand when people cuss
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:06 PM]: lmao
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:07 PM]: i know
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:07 PM]: i remember that
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:07 PM]: stay in the country, you hick!
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:07 PM]: don't come to the city if you can't stand profanity
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:07 PM]: that just makes no sense lol
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:18 PM]: Pass the Condom Truck around and it will bring u luck
|^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^| ||
| CONDOMS ||| '|";\,___.
|_..._...______===|=||_|__|...,] |
"(@ )'(@ )"""" |(@ )(@ ) (@ ) Forward this to at least 10 people and you are guaranteed to have a wild weekend with the love of your life! If you don't, you'll end up having no action for a year..no send backs!!!
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:18 PM]: lol my friend sent me that in im
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:18 PM]: the condom truck rocks!
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:18 PM]: haha, yes it does!
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:20 PM]: have you ever had to use it?
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:20 PM]: well, condoms
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:20 PM]: lol emmmm...yes.
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:20 PM]: ohh
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:20 PM]: well not ME really
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:20 PM]: lol
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:20 PM]: yeah true
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:20 PM]: but you know what i mean
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:20 PM]: MOO!!! you're naughty
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:20 PM]: i thought you was a virgin
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:21 PM]: lol tsk tsk..nope
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:21 PM]: lol
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:21 PM]: only once though right?
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:21 PM]: 2
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:22 PM]: damn jess
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:22 PM]: lol
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:22 PM]: lol what about YOU tony?
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:22 PM]: lol anyways...
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:22 PM]: no jess you've had sex way more than i have
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:23 PM]: oh wow
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:23 PM]: make me feel like a whore!
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:23 PM]: lol
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:23 PM]: you're not, all the girls here are though
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:24 PM]: almost all of them here have done it more than you...i just didn't expect you not to be a virgin
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:24 PM]: and yeah i was kidding that you've done it more than me
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:24 PM]: i think that was obvious though
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:25 PM]: lol
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:25 PM]: yeah
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:25 PM]: dude i just found out like a week ago they had female condoms
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:25 PM]: i was like
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:25 PM]: lmao
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:25 PM]: ewwwww
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:25 PM]: "damn yo that's our job!"
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:25 PM]: hahaha
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:26 PM]: yes..girls should stick with the birth control
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:26 PM]: that must hurt to put a condom in there
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:26 PM]: lol
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:26 PM]: yeah
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:26 PM]: i mean
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:26 PM]: how the hell do you put it in there and take it out?
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:26 PM]: i don't even wanna know
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:26 PM]: oh god.
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:26 PM]: well i can educate anyways! lol bc ive never done it
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:27 PM]: then how can you educate?
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:27 PM]: cant**
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:27 PM]: lol
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:27 PM]: ohh
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:28 PM]: we had sex ed last year
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:28 PM]: and when my teacher would talk about certain things, everyone would look at me
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:28 PM]: lmao
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:28 PM]: wow
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:28 PM]: sex dawg tony
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:28 PM]: lol
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:28 PM]: that was really embarrassing too
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:29 PM]: like our teacher was telling us that we should use condoms or something like that
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:29 PM]: and sergio was like "yeah TONY!"
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:29 PM]: lol
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:30 PM]: hey does it hurt when you use tampons?
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:31 PM]: oh god
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:31 PM]: lmao
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:31 PM]: wow
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:31 PM]: yes..accutally
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:31 PM]: you can get this disease called toxic shock
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:31 PM]: yeah
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:31 PM]: i know
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:31 PM]: if it touches you somewhere in there
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:31 PM]: wow
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:31 PM]: lmao
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:31 PM]: yeah i read it on my sister's tampon box
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:31 PM]: it's like tss or something
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:31 PM]: and i'm like "OMG TAMPONS ARE EVIL!"
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:32 PM]: yeah..toxic shock syndrome
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:32 PM]: eww what happens when you get tss?
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:33 PM]: i dunno! i dont have it.
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:33 PM]: lol
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:33 PM]: you like..
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:33 PM]: i dunno.. it hurts like fuck down thee
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:33 PM]: there*
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:34 PM]: ohh
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:34 PM]: so what happens...
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:34 PM]: if a guy has sex with a girl with tss?
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:34 PM]: he CAN'T..lol, it's like.. too fucking painful
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:34 PM]: oh
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:34 PM]: so what if he rapes her?
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:34 PM]: lol
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:35 PM]: i ask too many god damn questions
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:35 PM]: lol nothing happens i guess. its just like more dangerous or painful for the chick
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:35 PM]: i'm glad i'm not a chick
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:35 PM]: lucky you
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:35 PM]: you dont have to get your...monthly drips
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:36 PM]: lol
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:36 PM]: hey we have stuff that sucks about us too
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:36 PM]: you know like
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:36 PM]: disadvantages
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:36 PM]: or something like that
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:36 PM]: LIKE?
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:37 PM]: well if we get kicked down there it hurts like FUCK
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:37 PM]: for you...i mean you have nothing there...so it doesn't matter
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:37 PM]: lol
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:38 PM]: and we don't live as long...and we're stupider...and we grow slower...and we have a bad memory
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:38 PM]: ohhh what now
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:38 PM]: lol
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:39 PM]: lmao
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:39 PM]: well
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:39 PM]: i agree.
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:39 PM]: EXCEPT
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:39 PM]: you dont have that dirty monthly blood game
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:39 PM]: yes i do
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:39 PM]: lol
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:39 PM]: i mean
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:39 PM]: um..ew
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:39 PM]: lol
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:40 PM]: not like that
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:40 PM]: i get in fights...with blood
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:40 PM]: i mean
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:40 PM]: lmao
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:40 PM]: ew ew ew
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:40 PM]: it's bloody when i beat the shit out of them
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:40 PM]: and it's like
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:40 PM]: it is not goint to come out right tony
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:40 PM]: monthly?
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:40 PM]: lol
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:40 PM]: give it up
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:40 PM]: lmao
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:40 PM]: going*
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:40 PM]: lol
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:40 PM]: wow i feel stupid
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:40 PM]: YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:40 PM]: no you don't, i don't even know what i mean
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:41 PM]: haha
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:42 PM]: lol
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:42 PM]: this was a very weird and humorous conversation
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:43 PM]: haha, i know..
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:43 PM]: it's going on my journal.
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:43 PM]: lol
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:43 PM]: i'll put it on my journal or webpage or something
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:43 PM]: i am a cuddle and a kiss on the forehead
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:43 PM]: lol
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:43 PM]: i took a quiz thing
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:44 PM]: lol
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:44 PM]: aww
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:44 PM]: me TOO
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:44 PM]: cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be close to your special someone and feel warm, comfortable, and needed
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:44 PM]: you too?
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:45 PM]: YESH
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:45 PM]: you took the quiz?
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:45 PM]: i took that quiz
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:45 PM]: mhmm
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:45 PM]: oh
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:45 PM]: i take alot of those damn things
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:46 PM]: lol me too, when i'm bored.
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:46 PM]: yeah
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:47 PM]: they all say i'm angry and i need to take anger management classes
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:47 PM]: who?
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:48 PM]: the quizzes
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:48 PM]: haha ohhh
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:48 PM]: well one of them
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:49 PM]: or two
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:49 PM]: lol well you don't seem angry
xAd0rKaBLe88 [9:49 PM]: brb, imnotbuttercup.
DiRTY S0UTH x01 [9:49 PM]: k

Date:	2004-01-27 22:21
Subject:	Quiz #10
Security:	Public
Mood:	aggravated
Music:	The Hell Song - Sum 41

cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed


What Sign of Affection Are You?
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Date:	2004-01-27 22:19
Subject:	Quiz #9
Security:	Public
Mood:	cranky
Music:	Lose Yourself - Eminem

You're a Jaw Breaker!!!! You tend to be quite
upfront about everything. Some admire you for
this quality, while others often resent you for
it. Although you may act tough, whether you
hate to admit it or not there is some sweetness
inside of you.


Which kind of candy are you?
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Date:	2004-01-27 22:16
Subject:	Quiz #8
Security:	Public
Mood:	irritated
Music:	One Call Away - Chingy

your fuck.


What swear word are you?
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Date:	2004-01-27 22:14
Subject:	Quiz #7
Security:	Public
Mood:	annoyed
Music:	Ignition - R. Kelly

YOU BEAT OLD LADIES FOR PILLS!!!


what's YOUR deepest secret?
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Date:	2004-01-27 20:29
Subject:	Quiz #6
Security:	Public
Mood:	dorky
Music:	Hell Yeah - Genuwine

What Finding Nemo Character are You?
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Date:	2004-01-27 19:46
Subject:	It's a Hard Knock Life...
Security:	Public
Mood:	hyper
Music:	Get Low - Lil' Jon & the Eastside Boys

Wow, it's been a while since I wrote anything. I guess there's not too much to say though. Friday (January 23) was my 16th birthday. I got an air hockey table, shoes, other stuff, and alot of money. Me and CC made up, but we're just friends now. It's probably better that way anyways. Me and Cynthia are going out now. That girl is so ghetto...I love her. She cracks me up. I also went back to school last week. It was great. Everyone was jumping on my back which kind of hurt after a while but it was still cool. Everyone was like "TONY!" in the hallways, people I didn't even know. Today in English, my teacher really pissed me off because she was ranting about how horrible my grades are and that I'm a failure in front of everyone and I'm gonna be homeless when I grow up so I decided to piss her off. She'd be writing something on the board with her back turned towards us and I'd throw a paper ball at her and immediately go back to doing my work before she turned around so I looked innocent. Ofcoarse, that didn't matter. "Anthony, stop this instant!" she shouted. I rolled my eyes. "First of all, it's TONY...and you have no proof that I did it. You're back was turned toward us, so unless you have eyes in the back of your head, you can't accuse me of doing anything." Everyone started laughing like they were in a comedy club. Then she asks Jamal, "Did Anthony throw the paper ball at me?" and Jamal was like "Hell naw." I got sent to the office anyways with a referral anyways, but whatever, it's not like that doesn't happen almost every day. "This is fuckin wack" I said to my assisstant principal. That guy hates me, I swear. The whole faculty at this school is out to get me. My assisstant principal thinks I made this school the way it is, which is really bad and out of control. I mean come on! I do not have that much power! I'm just a stupid ass white kid who will probably end up nowhere, just like my English teacher told me. I ended up getting another referral because I got in a fight in lunch. I was so pissed for three reasons. First of all, I can't go off campus for lunch anymore, and second of all, my English teacher pissed me off, and third of all, I'm always pissed. Then this kid tries to start shit with me. I have no idea why, I never seen this ass hole in my life. He called me some kind of name, I don't remember what and I said "You best fuck off if you know what's good for you." Ofcoarse, he doesn't listen to my warning and continues to get up in my case. So I throw a chair at him and he fell down. Then I took his tray and dropped it on him which really ruined his white Sean John shirt. I walk away, mumbling under my breath with everyone starring at me. Then he punches me in the back. What a stupid thing to do. I guess throwing a chair and his lunch at him wasn't enough. So what did I do next? I beat the crap out of him. Mr. Lynch was trying to stop us, but I ended up hitting him in the nose by accident. When he finally held me back, I realized I really fucked that kid up. He had food all over him, and bruises everywhere, and he was bleeding below his chin. Most people would feel sorry for him but I didn't. If he didn't want it to happen, he shouldn't have pissed me off. So, if I get another referral, I'll be suspended. Oh well...shit happens. Then I went to Spanish class which was fortunate because no matter what I'm going through, Spanish class always cheers me up. I think it's because of Ms. Lopez. She always cheers me up. And she's so god damn fine. Anyway, I walked in the class room late because I was busy getting written up in the assistant principal's office. "Tony, I heard you got two referrals, what happened?" she said sweetly in her Puerto Rican accent, and touched my shoulder softly. I already felt better. I told her the whole story...and she gave me M&M's. Next to Eminem, she's the coolest person in the world. If I get married I want it to be someone just like her. She's my only teacher that doesn't hate me and the only one that calls me Tony. I never even asked her to call me that. She called me that from the beginning. Anyways, I sat down next to Carl and he was all like "Go Tony! Tony's bangin the Spanish teacher!" and he said it kinda loud. Then he raised his hand and he was like, "Mrs. Karney? Mrs. Karney! Yeah, I need a pencil." Ms. Lopez just smiled. I rolled my eyes. "The only Mrs. Karney is my mom, dogg." He makes me laugh though. I love that kid. When I was walking to the next class, Cynthia comes up to me and hugs me, and Kevin is like "BITCH! THAT'S MY MAN! HE'S MY SEXY ITALIAN LOVER!" Oh, that's pretty much an inside joke by the way. I'm not really...like that. I started laughing so hard though. I don't know how he can act so serious when he's joking around like that. Hmm...that's about all that happened today that was atleast a little interesting. This was really long though...wow.

Date:	2004-01-26 07:46
Subject:	Quiz #5
Security:	Public
Mood:	tired
Music:	Rain On Me - Ashanti

regular, plain old sex-- boring to some, yet you
seem to love it. hey, do whatever pleases you!
(and of course your significant other)


What type of SEX do You enjoy?
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Date:	2004-01-26 07:45
Subject:	Quiz #4
Security:	Public
Mood:	blah
Music:	Hard Knock Life - Jay-Z

You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.


What kind of kiss are you?
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Date:	2004-01-26 07:43
Subject:	Quiz #3
Security:	Public
Mood:	cranky
Music:	Bump, Bump, Bump - B2K

Anger dominates you, you like to hurt things,
animals, people, yourself? You find no other
way to express yourself then through anger, or
pain. Being alone for you can be a bad thing,
then on the other hand it could be good. Please
don't kill me. (Pleas Vote)


What Emotion Dominates you?
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Date:	2004-01-25 15:35
Subject:	Quiz #2
Security:	Public
Mood:	grumpy
Music:	Pimp Like Me - D12

Thug Bear


Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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Date:	2004-01-25 15:21
Subject:	Quiz #1
Security:	Public
Mood:	sleepy
Music:	Slow Jams - Kanye West

My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.


How Old is Your Inner Child?
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Date:	2004-01-19 22:00
Subject:	Sucky Day
Security:	Public
Mood:	depressed
Music:	My Dad's Gone Crazy - Eminem

Today was a very bad day. It all started when Katie came to my house around noon. "Tony, Faria wants to know if you like her," she said. "Um...sure," I said, not really thinking about it. Well, I guess that was stupid of me because me, Danny, CC, Faria, Monica, Mike, and Joey were hanging out later and I guess Katie told Faria that I liked her so I guess she thought we were going out, so she goes up to me and she's like "I'm so glad we're going out, Tony" and kissed me. So for a minute I was kind of in shock and then I looked over at CC and she was just starring at me. We were all silent for a minute, and then she started to cry and ran away. I tried to explain things, but she doesn't listen and it's all my fault. I always screw things up. So as of today, I'm single.

Date:	2004-01-15 20:26
Subject:	Survey
Security:	Public
Mood:	high
Music:	Ride Wit Me - Nelly

BASICS

[s] Name: Tony
[s] Location: Florida
[s] Bf/Gf?: yes
[s] If so, name?: CC
[s] How long as it been?: no clue

FAMILY

[t] Parents' name: Elizabeth & Roy
[t] Are they together?: yes
[t] Siblings? *names if so*: Adam, Melissa & Clive
[t] If so, how old?: 20, 18, 15
[t] Pets? *names if so*: Amore, Bingo & Misty

FRIENDS

[e] Who's your best friend*s*?: I have alot...
[e] Who do you talk to the most?: CC, Kevin, Andrew, Justin, Jay, Kyle, Joey, Jose, Sasha, Cynthia, Tamika, Vanessa, Raymond, Josh, John
[e] Who do you wish to talk to the most?: all of them...duh
[e] Who have you known the longest?: CC
[e] Who have you known the shortest?: umm...Melanie

RANDOM

[p] Your last shower?: 2 hours ago
[p] Your last im?: right now...it's with Monica
[p] Your last phone call?: like an hour ago, with Katie
[p] Your last meal?: dinner...pork chops & mac 'n cheese
[p] Your last drink?: during dinner

FIRST THING THAT COMES TO MIND

[h] Ice Cream: sundae
[h] Color: blue
[h] Rap: yay
[h] Government: sucks
[h] Its over: simple plan

Date:	2004-01-15 20:14
Subject:	Blah
Security:	Public
Mood:	energetic
Music:	Runnin - Tupac & Biggie

Yeah, so the date and time on the last one is wrong. I tried to change it and it fucked up. I like this look alot better than the last one. This site is messed up though. It won't let me write note's on other people's journal. I mean, what's with that? Anyways, I'm going back to school on Tuesday! Monday is Martin Luther King Day, so yeah. I'm happy because I missed school. Not the work but goofing off with friends and getting in trouble and stuff. So it's all good. Well today, me, Kevin, Carl, Jose, and Robert went around harrassing people. We'd go up to random and be like "You stood me up last Saturday! You're cheating on me, aren't you? I knew it! You fucking hoe!" and say shit like that. That always gives us a good laugh. Then me, Mike, Vanessa, and Alyssa went to Sonny's. Yum yum. Then me and Mike got high. I don't remember much about that but I do remember CC and Jenny fighting over some dumb shit. Jenny is pissed because CC is going out with me. I'm not saying that to be cocky or whatever. She even told me. So yeah...not much to say about today as you can see. We were basically just hanging out and that's it.