Courtney V1's Blurty

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Subject:	Men Are Sexists?
Time:	8:38 am.
Mood:	curious.

Why are men sexists? I'm just curious to know why?

I mean I go down to my local basketball courts everyday and I start playing but once a group of people come, they see me and automatically think I am a sucky basketball and don't let me play. I didn't play high school basketball for nothing. I like 2 think I am a decent player but maybe I'm really not. I mean my boyfriend and my uncle say I suck all the time but they are just joking around. Are guys are afraid that I might be better than them on the basketball court or something. Me ans my cousin got kicked off the basketball yesterday so a bunch of older kids could play full court. We wasted so much time driving around trying to find people to play basketball, then we when do, we get kicked off.

Whatever happened to kids wanting to be like Michael Jordan, Allen Iverson, Lebron James, and other players. You don't see these kids on a basketball court anymore. You a lot of times, see empty basketball courts and it's a crying shame. At Roosevelt you only see potheads and people who want 2 be black trying to play basketball when they can't. They fool like crazy and double dribble a lot. That park is not a fun place to play at all. When I play basketball, I don't play 2 win all the time. I just play 2 have fun and it gives me exercise for a couple of hours every day except when it's raining out like today.

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Subject:	Daylight Misery
Time:	10:43 am.
Mood:	annoyed.
Music:	Draconian - Daylight Misery.

This daylight misery just doesn't seem to ever end. I wake up every morning to the same bullshit from my sister and her boyfriend. It's 2 the point where I don't even want to go downstairs anymore. I get stuck with all the housework in the morning while my sister just comes home 2 take a shower and then leave. It's not like I don't have 2 work or anything. Then last night she said 2 me that she was trying to have a social life. I don't care if you have a social life, just help me around the fucking house. Don't just rely on me to do everything because you are 2 lazy 2 do it. Last night I washed all the bath towels and they are sitting in a chair. No one even bothered to put them away. So that means that I am stuck doing it like every thing else.

I'm really getting sick of my fucking house. I can't stand it anymore and it's driving me crazy. I don't even like leaving my room. My sister snags me all the time and then she bitches how there nothing in the house to eat. I buy shit at the grocery store but my sister is never happy. It must be nice to 18 years old and not have 2 do anything. I wish I had that option when I was 18 years old. My fridge in my kitchen is filled with booze and it's not even mine. I don't drink beer, I only drink whine coolers here and there. Oh and I also have a bottle of Jag in the fridge but that's it for my booze. I have 3 different types of beer in my fridge, it's all you see when you open the damn.

The other thing that sucks is every time I go to grab something we never have it. It's the most annoying thing in the world. I don't think anything would get done at my house, if I wasn't here because I'm the only one who does anything. I do it just so my sister can lecture me about what I did and didn't do. I think I liked it better when it was just me and my dogs at home. I'm the peace keeper at my house.

Draconian - Daylight Misery
Deprived of my treasure, my "aye" to life;
My peace of mind after sunset's occurrence
Away I walk to ye doleful masquerade;
My ravening and my words becometh aghast

The sun rises high, my feelings they die
Daylight misery... (leave me be)

Another day will go astray...
Another tear in this life so grey
If you ever saw me smile
You should know I felt sick inside

O, death, with thy ebony cloak sublime,
How abstract thy harvest rose doth fall
Consigned to the flames of woe in sweet modesty...
I renounce myself from the everdawn

No god is as cruel as god himself
It's time to show the true face
No life is as dead as life itself;
This earthly realm imprisons my soul

Innocence raped in the sunrise,
And I watch how the beauty dies

Another day will go astray...
Another tear in this life so grey
If you ever saw me smile
You should know I felt sick inside

Another day will go astray...
Another tear in this life so grey
If you ever saw me smile
You should know I felt sick inside

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Subject:	The Joker & The Thief
Time:	5:25 pm.
Mood:	angry.
Music:	Shaggy 2 Dope - Fuck Off.

I woke up this morning thinking it was going to be a regular day like every other day is but today was different. I started my car and a message came up saying that my trunk was open. I was like, my trunk is open, that's odd. I don't remember opening my trunk yesterday. I got out of my car and sure enough my trunk was open. I had to close it shut and walked back into my car. They I looked around my car and noticed that my radio face plate was missing and that I had CDS all over the passenger side of my car. I thought that was a little odd. They I reached up into a the small compartment that is above my head and my 2 packs of gum and radio remote were gone. I'm like what the hell is going on here. Then I looked into my center consul and noticed that all of my money and ipod ccar charger were gone. So I tried calling my dad but he didn't answer his cell phone. Then I tried calling my brother but he didn't answer his cell phone. Then I drove to where my dad might be. I found him and asked him if he went through my car. he said he didn't go through my car. I was like alright and then he asked me why and said because someone went through my car. He's like, someone went through your car. I was like up, someone went through my car. So then my brother calls me back and I asked him if he went through my car. My brother goes, I didn't go through your car. I was alright, and he goes why and I said because someone went through my car. So then I called up my mom and asked my mom if she went through my car. She said no I didn't go through your car. I was alright and again she asked me why and I said because someone went through my car. Some asshole went through my car last night and stole stuff like a douche bag. I thought it was kinda funny at first but then I got pissed. I went down to my local police station and filed a report. I was the 8th person this morning to file a car break in. 7 other people reported a car break in. I was like holy shit, some assholes scored big last night. Well anyways back to what I was saying.

The joker part of this entry comes from that the stupid fuckers took my radio plate but not the full radio which I found to be pretty funny. They also took both of my packs of trident gum which is just plain ridiculous because how poor do you have 2 be to steal 2 packs of gum from a persons car. They took my ipod car charger without the cables to connect the ipod which is just wicked funny. They also took all my change that was in the center consul which was just mostly pennies. Tho, they were nice enough to leave me 1 cent in my center consul. I can get far with 1 cent in my pocket. They left my skateboard, my basketball pump, my basketball, and my nike sneakers. They also left all of my CDS which is wicked funny. You take someone's radio and not all their cds with it. I guess they must have took one look at my collection and said it sucked out something.

The thief part of this entry is that the stupid fuckers took all of my stuff and now I have to replace it all. I already replaced my radio face plate with a spare one I had lying around the house. I have to spend another 50 + dollars on a new ipod car charger and replace all of my money that I had in my middle consul. I used that money for when I drive down to Malden, it pays for my tolls but not anymore because well, I don't have any more money in the damn thing. I swear people are dumb fucks these days.

I'm glad that they left my skateboard and my basketball. At least they left some stuff in my car for me which was very nice of them. I don't know what they expected to find my in trunk. I guess they couldn't find anything good in trunk because nothing was missing. All they would find in my trunk is a tire pump, and other car supplies. I always laughed at my boyfriend for locking his car in my driveway. I always said no one is going to steal anything, I live in the damn woods, a quiet little hick town in Massachusetts and boy was I wrong after what happened to me last night. These stupid assholes must have been beginners because they took half of things without getting the full thing. Dumb fuckers and I hope they get caught for there actions. Stupid wanna be rappers thinking they are cool because they steal peoples things. They tossed my music around like it was nothing. It just goes to show that they have no taste.

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Subject:	Smallville Rant #1
Time:	10:02 pm.

For those of you who don't know, I'm a big Superman fan. I think he is the greatest superhero ever. Many people disagree with me and say that Batman is better but that's another topic all itself.

Well anyways, I got Smallville seasons 1-5 for Christmas and I must say that I am hooked. I can't stop watching the show. I still need to pick up season 6. I started watching the show in the middle of season 7. I gave the show a bad vibe due to my stubbornness of liking Lois & Clark: The New Adventures of Superman. I thought that was the better show and portrayed the Superman character well.

Tho, I still have lots of questions about the show. I still need to catch up to where I am on season 7. I am getting there slowly but surely.

I have some cons about the show. I'm not crazy about some of the angels they are doing or going in at the current moment that I am watching.

Cons
Lex Luthor a good guy?
Clark & Lex are best friends when clearly in the comic books and movies that Lex is enemy?
Clarks best friend Pete finds out he has super powers when Lois was the only one to know?
The Love Triangle between Clark, Lana, & Chloe?
Mr. Kent still being alive when we all know he dies?
Mrs. Kent getting pregnant when we all know that she can't happen?
Lex Luthor getting married twice in the same season, I say thats kind of odd?

I guess there are more cons than pros. Tho I am still a newbie to the show but I am getting there. I hope I didn't give away too much of show or spoil anything for people who are watching the show.

Please feel free add comments or thoughts.

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Subject:	Life Soundtrack
Time:	5:58 pm.
Mood:	curious.
Music:	Movie: Waterworld.

- - - - - - Your Life: The Soundtrack - - - - - - - -
So, here's how it works:
Open your music player (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, etc).
Put it on shuffle.
Press play.
For every question type the song that's on.
When you go to a new question press the next button.
Ready? GO!
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

1. Opening Credits
Edguy - New Age Messiah

2. Waking up
Nightrage - Solus (Instrumental

3. Average Day
Stone Sour - Monolith

4. First Date
Overkill - Powersurge (live)

5. Falling In Love
Hammerfall - Bass Solo Magnus Rosen

6. Love Scene
In Flames - Bullet Ride (live)

7. Fight Scene
Iron Maiden - Look For The Truth

8. Breaking Up
Metallica - So What

9. Getting Back Together
Edguy - Paradise

10. Secret Love
Stone Sour - Made of Scars

11. Life's Okay
In Flames - Behind Space

12. Mental Breakdown
Greedy Invalid - Little Music Box

13. Driving
Nightwish - Wish I Had An Angel

14. Learning A Lesson
Dark Tranquillity - Midway Through Infinity

15. Deep Thought
Manowar - Dark Avenger (live)

16. Flashback
Dream Evil - Higher On Fire

17. Partying
Edguy - Heart Of Twilight

18. Happy Dance
Amon Amarth - Valkyries Ride

19. Regretting
Avantasia - Serpents In Paradise

20. Long Night Alone
Thyrfind - Jord

21. Death Scene
Twisted Tower Dire - Fight To Be Free

22. Funeral
Hammerfall - Titan

23. Closing Titles
Rhapsody - Shadows of Death

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Subject:	I'm Bored
Time:	3:56 pm.
Mood:	bored.
Music:	Star Wars Episode VI: Return of The Jedi.

I got into a heated dissucion about Voltron today with my BF Anthony and my friend Kenny. I didnt see the big deal about that stupid cartoon. I felt like I was watching a cheap version of Transformers and Power Rangers. That was the stupidiest thing I ever watched. I cant believe how much of a geek my BF is. I mean he likes Transformers, Voltron, Star Wars, Thundercats, and MANY cartoons. I am stuck watching another Star Wars movie because the one from last night wasnt enough. Last night I watched Star Wars Episode III: Return of The Sith and now I am stuck watching Star Wars Episode VI: Return of The Jedi. This is the one thing that I hate. Find Star Wars to be very boring and un-interesting. I found that Voltron cartoon to be very boring and un-interesting as well. It's going to suck going to see Transformers during the week. I hate that kind of stuff, it's just to un-interesting.

On a side note, I picked up 2 wrestling dvds this weekend. Woot Woot, my collection is growing by the second of course its nothing compared to my buddy

johnny_nitro but still its a pretty good collection. I picked up Survivor Series from this past year and Ric Flair & The 4 Horsemen DVD. From what I watched of the Ric Flair & The 4 Horsemen dvd its pretty good. I cant wait to fully watch it.

Then me, my BF Anthony, and my friend Kenny got into a heated arguement about professional wrestling. About how Matt Hardy will never get a title shot and how he became the new Brooklyn Brawler. Then they went on saying that Hogan is better than Flair and how that I like guys that never won the world title when in reality I do. I went to mention that I like Shawn Michaels, The Undertaker, Ric Flair and a few others. Then we got into an agruement on who is better: Hogan or The British Bulldog. I of course picked the British Bulldog. The Bulldog would beat Hogan in a match any day of the week. This weekend was gang up on Courtney weekend. I hope that it's Matt Hardy vs. Edge at summerslam so I can rub it in my Boyfriend & Friends face. that would make my day so I can say, I told you so.

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Subject:	Girls!!!!!
Time:	10:07 am.
Mood:	moody.

I dont understand why girls have to have such a high standard. Like I dont get why they always have to dress a certain way inorder for guys to look at them. I say this because when I was out shopping to get some new clothes, I couldnt find anything to fit my style. I went out with my sister and my boyfriend the other day to get some shorts and wow that didnt turn out so great. Girls clothes suck something awaful. I hate them, I really do. I'm a girl so guys would think thats kinda funny. The style of girls clothes suck. They are tight in the thighs so they can show them off. What ever happened to having a normal pair of shorts or just plain old cargo shorts. Nope you dont get that shit in the girls department. You floods or whatever the hell they are called or you get those stupid short shorts. ewwwwww!!!!!!!!!

Guys please feel free to give your opinion.

So I went out 2 days ago with my Aunt to mall to return my sneakers that I bought last week. They were ripped already after owning them for last than a week. So she was bugging me about them until finally I said fine. You can return them and fight with the guy. So now I am stuck with some ugly ass shoe. I should have kept the ones I already had. Oh well over and down with. So after the shoe thing we walked around the mall and she wanted to turn me into a girl. Ewwwwww!!!!! I dont like that idea at all. My Aunt doesnt like all my band t-shirts nor does she like my bagy basketball shorts that I wear as well. So we went out and tried on some clothes. First we went into Wet Seal. Not my kind of store nor my kind of style but I did fine a pair of flood jeans that were cute and that were just like a pair of jeans that I own. it's also like I am wearing a pair of jeans. Thats how long they are, plus they were only 10 bucks. Second places was American Eagle. That was okay cause they actually had stuff in my styles. They had teh cargo shorts. woot woot!!!!! I was so excited so I tried some on and went on my jolly way. I walked out of there with 2 pairs of shorts. That place is not cheap at all. So my Aunt told me to get the stupid AE charge card and I didnt want to. I was just going to pay for it. it came out to be 75 bucks for 2 pairs of shorts. That's crazy!!!!! My Aunt kept at me about saving a 11 bucks, so i said fine, I will get the stupid charge card. So now I have 3 charge cards. I dont even use the other 2 that I have. The only charge card I really use is my credit card but I dont even you use that. I am trying to pay it off. Wer left that store with me walking out with 2 pair of shorts that fit my style, then we go into Marcy's. The girlie store of all girlie stores. I tried on some shorts and I didnt like them all that much. They have the button and zipper on the left hand side instead of right hand side. What a pain in the ass that is. So I tried on some shorts and I didnt like them. I picked out a pair of shorts that my Aunt hated. She didnt like the style or anything else about them. I of course did and I was happy. So I walked out of Macy's with 2 pairs of shorts. Not to bad if I dont say. That was like 3 and half hours of crazy trying on clothes.

All I have to say is that I much rather wear guy clothes. They fit and feel so much better and I dont have to worry about if it's going to be tight in thighs because they dont have that problem.

Any other girls feel this way? Please feel free to add in your 2-cents. Guys feel free to add in your 2-cents as well.

My boyfriend agrees with my Aunt on that I should being more girlie and less of a tom-boy. I kepp saying NO!!!!! I dont want to, I mean I own some nice girl clothes but I rather just be myself inside of trying to be someone else that I am not. That drives me out of my mind. I feel comfortable with myself so I dont know why they want me to change.

well anyways thats the end of this rant. I hope you all enjoyed it!!!! Please feel free to add in your thoughts/comments/opinions? I am interested to see what everyone else thinks.

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Subject:	Yo Yo Yo
Time:	12:34 pm.
Mood:	cheerful.
Music:	Tool - Roseta Stoned.

Hello Everyone!!!!! What's Going On With All You? How Is Everyone Doing? I am doing alright. I have no complaints so that means that I am good. I've just been chillin out around my house and loungin around the house as well. Sounds like loads of fun doesnt well it really isnt all that fun. I just hangout withe dogs and clean up the house a little bit. Thats what I do all week until the weekend comes.

So I had a job interview this week. I think it went pretty well but I dunno. She said that she was going to call me within this week and a little bit of next week. I guess she had a lot of interviews for her 2 job openings. I applied for a Doggy Daycare which is where I take of dogs and clean up after then. The hours are perfect and it's only Monday thru Friday from 8-1. Those are some pretty sweet hours if I dont say so myself. I hope i get this job because I need it. I don't care that it's only 5 hours a day for five days. A job is a job right now and I could careless what the starting pay is either. Money is money right now so I will take whatever I can get.

My boyfriend called me up the other day asking me if there were any good shows going on this weekend because he felt like going to a show. I said I would look online and let him know what was going on. I looked on massconcerts.com and found some decent shows that were playing. Well I think they are decent shows but my boyfriend doesnt always agree with me when it comes to concerts and bands. So I told him what was playing and he said no one good is playing. So I dunno what we are going to do tonight. I asked him if we could go see the new TMNTS movie but he said it's his turn to pick a movie. I was like oh yeah it is cause I picked Ghostrider and 300. I am saving my next pick for Pathfinder. That bad ass viking movie that is coming out on April 13, 2007. That movie is going to be fucking sick and I cant wait 2 see it.

Okay so back to shows that I told my boyfriend about. These are shows that are playing for the remainder of March.
Fri 3/23 The Haunted / Dark Tranquility
Into Eternity / Scar Symmetry The Palladium Worcester MA 7:00pm doors
8:00pm show

Sun 3/25 WCYY presents Rockstar Taste Of Chaos Tour
The Used
30 Seconds To Mars / Senses Fail
Saosin / Aiden / Chiodos / Evaline Cumberland County Civic Center Portland ME 5:00pm doors
6:00pm show

Fri 3/30 WAAF presents
down
with Philip Anselmo, Pepper Keenan, Rex Brown,
Kirk Windstein, Jimmy Bower The Palladium Worcester MA 7:00pm doors
8:00pm show

My boyfriend 2 get directions for the show tonight. I am hoping that we go because its going to be a sick ass show. The show tonight is The Haunted/Dark Tranquillity/Into Eternity/Scar Symmetry. Thats one awesome fucking show if I dont say so myself. I have all albums by all of those bands and they are all on my lovely ipod. So I hope that my boyfriend agrees to go to this show tonight. He told me he would go on 2 coniditions which of course I already knew what those 2 coniditions were. He of course needs his foreplay and the whole sex thing. I am perfectly fine with that. I called 2 of my buddies seeing if they would be interested in going to this show with me and my boyfriend. They didnt answer there phones but its all good. I will just call them back and ask them again. It's as easy as that, ha yeah right. People know a days dont know the meaning of answering a phone. You could call them 3 or 4 times and leave them like 2 voicemails and they still wont return your call. It gets very annoying if I dont say so myself.

So my ipod is on its lovely shuffle. Right now at the current moment The Murderdolls are playing with the song called "Dressed To Depressed". This song is so bad ass and Wednesday 13 is an awesome lead singer. So that song has now come and gone and Children of Bodom has made it's way on my lovely ipod. The song is called We're Not Gonna Fall and its fucking sweet. Children of Bodom is awesome. I saw them live once and it was an awesome show. My boyfriend didnt think it was but I dont care. I bought the tickets and had a good fucking time. I took my friend and his buddy 2 that show.

Ozzfest 2007 is looking mighty good so far. They announced some of bands and I am disappointed. I was so disappointed with last year's ozzfest its not even funny. I think that ozzfest should have changed its name to Hardcorefest because thats what it was last year. So bands that have been announced so far for this year;s ozzfest is Hatebreed, Nile, Lordi, Ozzy Osbourne, Lamb Of God, 3 Inches Of Blood, The Showdown, Daath, Circus Diablo, and Ankla. There is still a bunch of slots left open. Plus this year's ozzfest is FREE. How fucking sweet is that shit. I am so going with or without my boyfriend. I am not missing this show at all. The line-up is fucking awesome so far. I will probably end up going with my buddies and if not them then I will find someone to go with me. Dark Tranquillity just made its way onto the ipod with A Bolt Of Blazing Gold. This is a pretty bad ass song. They are so fucking good and each album that they produce just keeps getting better and better.

alright I think I am going to end this entry for right now. I rambled on long enough and I am sure that I bored the shit out of you guys. So read and weep if you like. You can leave the hate mail if you like as well.

Oh wait and one more thing. I watched last week's smackdown this morning and all i have to say is that it blew Raw out of the water. That Kennedy/Hardy match was fucking awesome. It had me at the edge of my seat the whole damn time. Those guys put on one hell of match. In my opinion it was the match of the night. It was a clean victory which was fucking awesome and it was near fall after near fall until Matt Hardy hit Kennedy with his Twist of Fate out of no-where. it was just an awesome match. The rest of the show was decent but that match was match of night for sure.

alright I am so done with this entry. Until next folks.

Cryonic Temple just made it's way onto the ipod with Heavy Metal Never Dies which will be the song for this lovely entry. This song is so awesome.

Later my fellow Mattitude Fans.

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Subject:	This Is Kinda Funny
Time:	2:41 pm.
Mood:	amused.
Music:	Ensiferum - Iron.

Me and my friend went into FYE the other day looking for music that represents St. Patricks Day so we can drink to it. We looked around and saw the same compilations that we saw at Wal-Mart. I asked my friend if she wanted me to ask about seeing if they had any good folk metal music. She was like yeah, go ahead and do it. so I went up to lady that was working and I asked her if she knew of any good folk metal bands? She looked at me like I had mutilple heads or something. She goes to me folk metal. Then she asked the guy that was working with her and he said folk metal. This is our mini conversation about folk metal.

Me: do you carry any folk metal?
FYE Guy: what? are you making that up?
Me: no...
FYE Guy: well tell me about it...
Me: (I go on to tell him what its about)
FYE Guy: wow. thats intreging.

Then the girl working goes oh you mean like Leaves Eyes and I am like yes. Something like that and she goes oh I know what folk metal is.

I was laughing the whole time as I am trying to explain what folk metal is to these 2 people who work at a music store. I thought it was pretty funny so I thought I would share it with all of you.

enjoy for a laugh or two.

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Subject:	Good Morning
Time:	9:49 am.
Mood:	blank.
Music:	Iron Maiden - Children of The Damned.

Hello everyone!!!!! Whats going on? Nothing much is going on with me really. I am just chillin like a motherfucking villian. Hahahaha I thought that was good. Okay well anyways ummmm I havent been sleeping all that well for the last week and 3 days. I dont know why either but all of sudden I am staying up all fucking night and sleeping all damn day which sucks. I hate sleeping all day, I actually like getting up in the morning to do shit.

I am going to go walking and or running around 10:30 this morning with my buddies Kristen and Kenny. It should be good since its fucking nice outside today. I guess its supposed start snowing again tomorrow or something like that. So I am going to enjoy the weather today while I can. I am trying to get myself back into shape. I dont like being lazy at all. I really fucking hate it. Wow can I say I anymore fucking times during this entry, gezz its like my favorite or something. I am sitting back drinking my second cup of coffee not that all of you need play-by-play on what I am doing. I might bring my beagle out for a walk today but I am not so sure. He's not exactly all that friendly when other people are around but I might do it anways because we both could use it.

So yeah right now I am rocking out to my ipod and its on shuffle. I am shuffling through 5,573 or something along those lines. ummmm Shadows Fall just came on so I am currently rocking out to Idiot Box. It's good fucking song and it pumps you up. Just gotta love Metal for that reason oh and plus the mosh pits are fucking awesome. This is my sleeping music and it rocks. My BF doesnt think my ipod is good for sleeping 2 at all. In his opinion its to fucking heavy and loud. I'm like this shit is awesome and its perfect sleeping music. I sleep perfectly fine to my ipod. He just cant handle my music. It's just way 2 much for him. My BF Anthony doesnt know metal if it came up and bit him in the ass. He's so in love with his 80s metal. Thats basically all his ipod has on it except some of the stuff I put on it.

Alright I am going to end this entry right now. I have just run out of things to say at the current moment. I have 2 things that I need to talk about for other entries. Trust me on this, you would like to read them. They are pretty good and worth checking out, well thats just my opinion. I am not even sure that people read this damn thing but thats all good. W.A.S.P. just made its onto the ipod with Cries In The Night.

I'm out

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Subject:	Whats Up?
Time:	11:39 pm.
Mood:	stressed.
Music:	Family Guy.

My Mulitmedia Web Design degree isnt working out so great. I havent found a job and I dont think I will. I keep sending out my resume to jobs but I never get a response back from any of them.

So I am going to take up another major. I am going to be studying Sociology at Worecter State. Well I hope I can take it as a major. I am going to be busy all day tomorrow with making all kinds of phone calls to make this happen. I just hope that I am not too late.

I so regret going to New England Tech. I am supposed to be studying my BS degree in Digital Recording Arts but it never works out. They didnt even offer the damn thing during a quarter. So I am fed up and tired of running around that damn school when nothing ever happens.

I am going to keep trying to get a web design job. I am not going to give up but I think its time to take something else to fall back on. At least there is work in the Sociology field. I see job postings for it in the newspapers which more than what I can say for graphic design and web design.

If this doesnt work out for me then the next step is calling up an Army Ruiter and getting enlisted in that.

well thats it for now.

I am starting to stress about shit.

ugh

hopefully I will have good news tomorrow.

later