| Um hey peoplez...yeah so fuck me beautiful! |
[24 Sep 2003|08:26pm] |
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Bad Dream (hed) P.E. |
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HELL0 HELL0! Someone should seriously sign on...im getting bored.
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| *he he* *jitters nervously* |
[24 Sep 2003|07:21pm] |
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beautiful: Christina Aguilera |
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mannn I havent updated this FOREVER! Anyways I wanna wish daVe and Lea a happy ten months! I wanna meet Lea, even if she hates me now and will hate me even more when she does meet me. She must be pretty cool, and have a lot of patience, you know putting up with daVe and all. :-D. Okay so today im actyually kind of happy. Why? I dunno...this thing is sooo pointless. I NEVER write in it. Anyways...I promise I will start writing in it twice a week. AT LEAST! So I think Adam *non bro adam* just got one. So I can converse with him AND daVe on it now! Hallie I miss you as much as a fat kid loves cake! Aw man, you gotta love em' 50 cent quotes! Even though 50 cent sucks....Anywayz im gonna go now.
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| boredness again. |
[11 Sep 2003|07:34pm] |
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Keep away: godsmack |
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So lost, so confused. Its like being in a hall of mirrors at a carnival. My eyes are so heavy right now. I have the darkest circles ever around them. I dont know what to say in this piece of shit. Life is boring, school sucks, sex god has a gf, semi sex god doesnt notice i exsist, I still need to do my science homework. UGGGGH!
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| I dont know what to say. |
[09 Sep 2003|06:37pm] |
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empty really. |
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Tool: Terrible lie (nin cover) |
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I dont know how im supposed to feel right now. SHould i put on a smile to fool people? Should I pretend that im happy? Matter what I do im miserable. Its not like daVe, who really has talent and thinks he doesnt, its a feeling of emptyness. I dont feel much. Im really confused who im supposed to be right now. I dont know what makes me happy. I dont know how i even feel right now. Im so lost within my own cluttered mind. Am I supposed to be super girl? My mom seems to think so. I want people to realize I dont know who I am right now. SO I CANT CHANGE MYSELF! Im lonely. I want someone to hold me. To love me. To kiss me. Just one person. To talk to me. To remind me of things that are really important, not these stupid things. My life is wasted away on doing nothing. I have no interest. I want to be something amazing, but I dont have the capablity to be who I wanna be. Everyone has lied to me. They always say dreams are within your reach. Thats not true. Everything requires a certain amount of intelligence, thats I can not supply people with, everything requires money, which i do not have, everything requires talent, where has it gone, everything requires beauty, it never exsisted within my soul, my mind, my heart, my body. I just want to fall hopelessly in love right now, and have the person feel it for me too. Im so lost right now. I cant find myself, and its scarying me.
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| one minute theres road beneath us, and the next theres skkkkyyyy |
[07 Sep 2003|01:38pm] |
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falling's like this |
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So not much done this weekend. I sat at home all damn weekend. WELCOME TO MY LIFE!
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| Its cool to take these chances |
[29 Aug 2003|10:20pm] |
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This bitter pill: dashboard confessional |
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This is the birth of my blurty....whoooppppppp dee dooooooo! Its quite boring. Im basically going to just repeat the stuff I write in my deadjournal. So its all good...lata foozzzz!
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