Sarah's Journal

Saturday, June 5, 2004


Ok if you dont know this yet, I have a Livejournal now so dont read this anymore other than this yeah cya there

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Monday, May 10, 2004

8:04PM - starin down the barrell of a 45

Wooooo i stole it from Heathers journal!

~have u~
Liked your voice?: ive liked your mother....:-P
Hurt yourself?: yaaa lets not go there tho
Been out of the country?: yupperss
Eaten something that made other people sick?: uhhhh
Been in love?: yep
Done drugs?: no....t yet
Gone skinny dipping?: ""
Had a medical emergency?: umm yeah a few prolly
Had surgery?: noppers
Ran away from home?: i tried to once when i was really little but it didnt really work...aww
Played strip poker?: i dont think ive even ever played
Gotten beaten up?: no
Beaten someone up?: only in my mind ;-D
Been picked on?: of course
Been on stage?: when am I not on stage? ;-P
Slept outdoors?: umm i mightve in jessies tent but i dont remember
Thought about suicide?: ehh lets not go there
Pulled an all nighter?: yes and then there was a snow day the next day
If yes, what is your record?: umm like 22 hours
Gone one day without food?: almost
Talked on the phone all night?: uhh the longest time ive ever been on the phone was like, from 8-11 with Jessie and Dan in like october
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: only my stuffies O:-)
Slept all day?: yeah
Killed someone?: no
Made out with a stranger?: ive never even kissed someone =-O
Had sex with a stranger?: ew
Thought you're going crazy?: dude i am crazy
Kissed the same sex?: almost kissed jessie once when we were pretendin to be sarah and chris
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: other than the above? noooo
Been betrayed?: yep
Had a dream that came true?: yes
Broken the law: yes
Met a famous person?: no... =(
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no
On purpose?: spiders and narsty bugs like that
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: ehh i doubt it but maybe if the secret really didnt matter anymore
Had a nervous breakdown?: hell yawww i hate school!
Bungee jumped?: hell no....heights...
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yessums
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: of course
Do you wish on stars?: is there really a point?

? [ f r i e n d s ] ?

Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: uhh my reed likes to be gay with beths reed but other than that
Who are your closest friends?: Beth, Bloody, Chris, Nick (friend? lol), Julia, Jessie and like everyone else if i forgot ya sorry! lol
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: umm omg i have no idea lol maybe bloody or beth?
Your favourite inside joke?: god theres so many
Thing you're picked on most about?: uhh bein totally OCD lol glasses!
Who's your longest known friend?: gertster!
Newest?: umm i think ive known either julia or nick for the shortest time
Shyest?: im really shy, and so is chris and nick
Funniest?: all of you guys
Closest? : all of them
Weirdest?: ""
Smartest?: nick
Ditziest?: omg jessie all the freakin way lol (can being a ditz get me to france?!~jessie)
Friends you miss being close to the most?: martha! i havent talked to her in the LONGEST time! i still love ya tho!
Last person you talked to online?: uhh chris or jessie last night NO ONES ONLINE!
Who do you talk to most online?: it depends whos on
Who are you on the phone with most?: jessie prolly but i can also have like 17823718209 hour convos with gertie on the phone lol
Who do you trust most?: all of yas!
Who listens to your problems?: ""
Who do you fight most with?: uhh maybe jessie? ihni tho lol
Who's the nicest?: your mother
Who's the most outgoing?: jess
Who's the best singer?: CHRIS! lol
Who's your second family?: jessie and bloody
Who's the loudest friend?: jessie and chris if we make him be loud...
Do you trust others easily?: too easily...
Who's house were you last at?: ahh prolly jessies but i havent had a social life outside of school or Field Hockey in like years
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in?: beths
Friend that lives farthest away: martha omg i gotta write her again sometime i havent talked to her since like xmas
Do you consider love a mistake?: nope
What do you find romantic?: yo daddy yo daddy yo daddy yo daddy (kissing?!) lol uhh ihni kissing maybe?
What is best about the opposite sex?: uhhh idk
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: oooh guys can be such fucked up assholes sometimes
What's the last present someone gave you?: Citadel Hockey shirt from Frau Potter
Are you in love?: yessum
You wanted to kill?: a lot of people all at once...

? [whos the last person ] ?

That you laughed at?: oy idk maybe jess
That laughed at you?: ""
That turned you on?: beths reed
You went shopping with?: jack n helen
That broke your heart?: james
To disappoint you?: i dont know!!!
To make you cry?: blah not goin there
To brighten up your day?: just your smile, baby
That you thought about?: uhh im thinkin about all these people as i write about them lol
You saw a movie with?: omg virginias bday many insiders haha
You talked to on the phone?: jess prolly
You saw?: my mom
You lost?: my soul
Are you going out?: wtf?
What are you wearing right now?: cloud boxers, cami, and uhh other stuff i cant mention lol chris
Body part you're touching right now: *mumblemumblemumble* lol jk umm is the keyboard a part of my body?
What are you worried about right now?: everything
What book are you reading?: Sophie's World

woooooo come see our home game tomorrow its the last one! Expectant mothers should eat plenty of fish since omega-3s are building blocks for a bby's brain, nerves, and eyes.

Current mood: tired
Current music: 94.1 (Love Song, anyone?)
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Friday, April 30, 2004

5:28PM - How the hell does someone stoop this low.....

What the fuck....ok, ok, yes, its annoying when your bitching and totally ignoring me or whatever the hell but when you do it to other people What the fuck......I know its like, your life dream to be popular or whatever the hell but that doesnt mean you abandon your true best friends for a few popular people that talk to you sometimes....why the fuck are you being such a bitch!? I mean, whatever the fuck about me I'm used to having people bitch at me and ignore me but what the fuck when you do it to other people, and I mean your fucking best friends! I mean, when all your popular "friends" decide that your a thing of a past, whooptyfreakindoo your not gonna have any fucking friends because theyre all gonna be pissed at you for abandoning them, you know that? Well I dont know.....maybe you deserve it.

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Tuesday, April 27, 2004


I cant believe you......why are you doing this to me? I cant believe you......make me cry all by myself late at nights......Heres to the used to it though....they wont know........ill talk to them online, see them at school and they wont know....they wont know that on the other side of all those happy faces and whatever the hell else im saying that big fat tears are dripping down my face and hitting the keyboard, but i dont care ill go on ill move on i know it.......slowly, very slowly, itll seem like forever and never but ill move on and i cant believe youre gonna do this to me! leaving me all alone with them.......only fortysome more days......or is it thirtysome by now? Then its all gone.......everything......

Current mood: crushed
Current music: Here's To The night-eve 6
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5:12PM - Is Dramamine addictive?

haha im so fuckin bipolar right now watchhh out kids woo hoo!

I am thinking it's a sign
that the freckles in our eyes
are mirror images
and when we kiss they're perfectly aligned.

And I have to speculate
that God Himself did make
us into corresponding shapes
like puzzle pieces from the clay.

And true it may seem like a stretch
but it's thoughts like this that catch
my troubled head when you're away
and when I am missing you to death.

And when you are out there on the road
for several weeks of shows
and when you scan the radio
I hope this song will guide you home.

they will see us waving from such great heights
"come down now" they'll say
but everything looks perfect from far away
"come down now" but we'll stay

I tried my best to leave
this all on your machine
but the persistent beat
it sounded thin upon the sending.

and that frankly will not fly
you'll hear the shrillest highs
and lowest lows with the windows down
and this is guiding you home.

they will see us waving from such great heights
"come down now" they'll say
but everything looks perfect from far away
"come down now" but we'll stay

they will see us waving from such great heights
"come down now" they'll say
but everything looks perfect from far away
"come down now" but we'll stay

they will see us waving from such great heights
"come down now" they'll say
but everything looks perfect from far away
"come down now" but we'll stay

Wooooooohoooooooo im really happy right now....i think someones been slippin LSD or Dramamine (is it addictive and/or harmful?) in my fooooooooooooooooddddd ii llllllllloveeeeeeeeeeeyouuuuualllllllsoooooooooomuchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Whoaaaa im even fuckin scarin myselffffffffffff haha sooooo highhhhhhh okkkk im gonna go ann talk to chris n tha nanafishh so ill talk to yaaaaalllllsssssssss laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!! (softerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr haha beth!)

-*_Thinkin its a sign_*-

Current mood: high
Current music: Such Great Heights-The Postal Service
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Monday, April 26, 2004

6:35PM - Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry

So denied,
So I lied,
Are you the now or never kind
In a day and a day love
I'm gonna be gone for good again
Are you willing to be had,
Are you cool with just tonight?
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

Put your name on the line
Along with place and time
Wanna stay not to go,
I wanna ditch the logical
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

All my time is frozen motion
Can't I stay an hour or two or more
Don't let me let you go
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to good bye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to good bye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

life fucking sucks right now i dont even know why the hell god damnit i hate this so fucking much why the hell does everything have to be so fucked up? Hell im even fuckin giving Chris tips on what to say if he starts crying er somethin and someone asks him why his eyes are like red n puffy er w.e. how fucking pathetic am i?! damnit i don think anyone can cheer me up anymore......oh fuck

Current mood: depressed
Current music: Here's To The night-eve 6
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Sunday, April 25, 2004

5:11PM - Stamp Stamp, clap clap clap....

Haha today dance was hilarious.....ok, except for Belfast HP because that just usual....they changed it in the middle of the novice reel so half of us messed up (ahem...heh) and it was just.....scheiss. and the opening was boring...duh. What else......Snowy Path was okay, but they changed it so I was on right foot instead of left which was...interesting. And for Tell Me Ma....EVERY SINGLE FREAKING PERSON KNEW IT! So we had 9 people per part! Okay, for those of you who havent seen this dance millions of times, theres usual 3-4 people on each part. The first time we messed up horribly, i have no idea why.....but it was so hilarious, because usually people have to spread out in 1 line across the stage, and this time we had to make 2 lines, even being clumped together...hehehe I was a boy =P then we did High Caul Cap....and they said like usual "anyone who knows this come up here" and so i came up there, even though i wasnt quite sure that i was going to be picked, because this dance and I have a baddddd history together...but so I was with one of the "older" girls, except she was about a foot shorter than me, which made it very interesting the second time, when she was bringing her arm up and hit me in the eye....hehehe but apparently two of the moms were talkin to my mom and were like "how the heck does she know these dances so well!?" so yeah that was wierd....and then i went to a piano recital which was yeah that was the extent of my day and now im doin laundry....yaaay. Update tomorrow unless something else good happens....yeah right.

Current mood: happy
Current music: Take Me Out-Franz Fernidad
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Saturday, April 24, 2004

8:20PM - Oh yeah one thing i forgot......

I want a girl with a mind like a diamond,
I want a girl who knows what's best,
I want a girl with shoes that cut,
and eyes that burn like cigarettes.

I want a girl with the right allocations,
Who is fast, and thorough, and sharp as a tack.
She's playing with her jewelry,
She's putting up her hair,
She's touring the facility
and picking up slack.
I want a girl with a short skirt and a long jacket.

I want a girl who gets up early, (gets up early!)
I want a girl who stays up late, (stays up late!)
I want a girl with uninterrupted prosperity,(uninterrupted!)
Who uses a machete, to cut through red tape.

With fingernails that shine like justice,
and a voice that is dark like tinted glass,
She is fast, and thorough, and sharp as a tack.
She's touring the facility
and picking up slack.
I want a girl with a short skirt and a long, long jacket.

(na na na na.....)

I want a girl with the smooth liquidation, (smooth liquidation!)
I want a girl with good dividends, (good dividends!)
At Citibank we will meet accidentally, (meet accidentally!)
We start to talk when she borrows my pen.

She wants a car with a cup holder-arm rest,
She wants a car that will get her there.
She's changing her name from Kitty to Karen,
She's trading her MG for a white, Chrysler LaBaron
I want a girl with a short skirt and a long jacket.

(na na na na na.....)

Current mood: bouncy
Current music: Short Skirt, Long Jacket-Cake
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8:00PM - I will never tell you this, but im scared of fallin apart

Damn you.....your like the boyfriend you know you should get rid of but you just cant.....hate to love and love to hate ya >:0 but that still doesnt mean im not gonna love ya....

Anywhooooo today was hilarious at Hillel....i felt bad tho cuz chris wanted to hang out with bloody and he was REALLY pissed off because we couldnt...but we were at jessies for a bit and then we went over to Hillel and were swinging and jessie was pushing me and then i was getting really high (in the air damnit!) and me n beth were screaming about jessie bein an ass molester and then we went to find bloody cuz she had wondered off to wherever and that led us to the circle of grass in the middle of the parking lot and we were just layin down and stuff and then i got up and was stealin everyones bike and riding them around the parking lot and then jessie wanted bloody to make a flower crown for her so when they were doin that jessie was gettin all this grass and throwin it at me and then she put a huge handfull down the back of my shirt and i couldnt get it out and it was going all over the inside of my shirt so i took off my shirt cuz i was wearing a camisole under it and i was tryin to get all the grass outta my shirt n camisole and then this person on a bike comes and rides around the parkinglot, so i grab my shirt and put it on and then these other people come but when they leave i take my shirt off again cuz theres still a bunch of grass and then we all have our backs turned so we dont notice that a freakin car came into the parking lot and it was already there so i grabbed bloodys jacket and was wearin it like a cape it was so funny and then they were like "sarah put ur shirt on!" so then we went back to jessies n just hung out and ate food and scheiss but then she had to like eat er w.e. so we went back to my house n just chilled n watched Punk'd......thats the extent of my day damn i am so bored....someone call me or something plz!

Current mood: drained
Current music: The Minute I met you-NFG
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Friday, April 23, 2004

5:40PM - bitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitch!


Current mood: pissed off
Current music: 94.1
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Tuesday, April 20, 2004

8:10PM - You remind me of the times when I knew who I was

OMG Good luck tomorrow girls!!!!!! its our FIRST game tomorrow and of coures I cant go!!!! Damnit! I have YET ANOTHER dance out to do......and its not like I remember any of the dances, except like Snowy Path and S.T.Hornpipe....der who doesnt....And I have to miss the Dake game cuz my dance out is at 4:30 and Dake is @ 4:15!!!!!! DAMNITDAMNITDAMNITDAMNITDAMNITDAMNITDAMNIT!!!!!!! Ahhh but at least im not missing the game on Friday which EVERYONE MUST COME TO AND WATCH US KICK PITTSFORDS ASS!!!! But im gonna look so stupid because itll be my first game EVER...damnit! Why couldnt i just go to another danceout and not have to miss this game?!?! AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!! So good luck to everyone else!! Grrrrrr im so jealous of yall! I got stuff to do....cyall at school er w.e. tomorrow and COME SEE OUR GAME ON FRIDAY!!!! ITS AT 4:15 AT THE M.S. FIELD! (duh)!!!!!!!! IF YOU DONT COME ILL LIKE...BEAT YOU WITH MY STICK OR SOMETHING! Haha ok cyall later -*_Iwannasinktothebottomwithyou_*-

Current mood: pissed off
Current music: LTJ
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Saturday, April 17, 2004


Aaaaaaaaahhhhhhh today was great stuff man......Bloody came over at like, noon and we took my dads old bike out back and watered it down, because it had been sitting in my garage for 14 years and so it had a bunch of dust on it...duh. And then we ran around my house tryin to find buckets, and sponges and then jessie came over and we got soap and water and went out back and scrubbed down my bike while splashing each other and then we named the bike-Eddie. I was thinking Sexy Moose II, in place of Sexy Moose I, but its a really old guys bike, so Bloody figured a really old guys name would suit-Eddie. Then Bloody pumped up the tires, which were completely flat while I rode the Jackelope around the block. Then Bloody rode the Jackelope, Jessie rode her sisters Mongoose, and I rode Eddie around the Never people have dirty, dirty minds I tell you! LOL then we got back to my house and I told my mommy that we were goin to Jessies and so we went there, and she made grilled cheese and fries n bloody had an orange, and we all had whiskey-er...Creme Soda. LOL then Jessie would chug her creme soda n then slam the glass down really hard and yell "hit me!" so then when we ran out of creme soda, she would yell "hit me!" and hit her forehead REALLY hard. Then she went on for like 10 minutes, yelling "hit you!" and then she would hit me or bloody and "hit ketchup" and hit the ketchup bottle and now we're all each others daddies...yes, this is how we amuse ourselves. Then we rode back to my house, and while Jessie and Bloody put sunflower seeds in someone drink, I called Shelly to tell her about tonight, and Beth and then we rode over to Beths house (woo hoo! actually outta the neighborhood!) and we rode around their neighborhood for a bit. Then when we got to...who knows which street, bloody lost her "glass slipper" (flip-flop) and so we all had to stop and jessies bike was right behind me and it ran into my back tire a little bit so we were like "oh yeah! our bikes are young lovers!" and our bikes were humping each other. Then Beth got really freaked out so we rode down Southern Pkwy and then Bloody saw her mom so we stopped and talked to her for a little bit and then went back to jessies house for like, half an hour and listened to the DIP SONG! which i had been singing all day "i put my hand upon your hip, when I dip you dip we dip." etc. .etc. so then we had to go back to my house, but they rode their bikes home and helen followed them to pick them up afterwords so i had to call shelly like, 5 times cuz my mom kept on saying that i had to ask her random stuff right after we would hang up, and then everyone came back...yay! So then we all marveled at Shellys hair.....she got it chemically relaxed! Then we went over to Hillel for a bit.....and Jessie and Bloody showed everyone the "buried treasure" they made earlier...."We buried a bunch of shiny things we found!"....Yeah So then we were all swinging and jessie and julia were doin Spider and then I was telling them about the erotic tribal dances the Boohbahs do it was so hilarious.....and then jessie and julia started doin somethin really wierd, like shimmeying and makin wierd noises on the swings, and then beth and bloody were doin spider but beth got freaked out that bloody was gonna fall so i started doin spider with her...and i couldnt stop! lol cuz we were seein how far we could kick our shoes and i kicked both mine to the pavement and i wasnt wearin my socks either and the chips on the ground are really nasty so i didnt wanna put my feet on them...and then it was gettin late so we had to go back home and the pizza was there and so i made them all watch was so hilarious! They started throwin carrots at the screen and then a little while later my sister came downstairs and was like "why are there all these carrots on the ground?!" it was the funniest thing....and so we watched School of Rock (Hot boys with sticks!) and ate pizza and tried to fit all 6 of us on the couch.....which kinda worked lol then it ended at like, 9:30 so we went into the basement and just hung out....and bloody was pole dancin around the pole in my basement...uhh yeah. But then everyones parents came and picked them up and I was left all alone :( lol Soooooo yeahhhhh its really late and im really tired so Ill talk to yall tomorrow


Current mood: tired
Current music: Maroon Five
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Friday, April 16, 2004

9:27PM - She thinks I'm beautiful

Yeah I really pathetic....but im so bored! So whatever.....time waster, I guess? hey look! its 21:21! Ohhhhhh we go

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 3. Write down what it says: "...only singularity is a pole of order 1 at s=1, which is given by formula (1.64)..."

2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?: the wall

3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?: Pokemon.....ok it was at Jessies with matthew!!!!! I SWEAR!


5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?: 9:24

6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?: Here Comes the Sun, George Harrison

7: When did you last step outside? what were you doing?: getting out of my car about 2 hours ago from eating

8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at?: my IM with bloody

9: What are you wearing?: catwhisker pants.....underwear, bra, cami, shirt from H&M, watch, ghillies necklace from my jessielove

10: Did you dream last night? What about?: I dreamt last night?!

11: When did you last laugh? With Jessie over the phone, when we were scaring the hell outta Nick

12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?: .....white

13: Seen anything weird lately?: I saw my hair actually not curl that much today....that was pretty scary, oh I also saw jessies room actually CLEAN after me n bloody n jess spent like, 2 hours cleanin it today

14: What do you think of this quiz?: this is a quiz? do i get a grade? ehhhhh im tired

15: What is the last film you saw?: Riverdance, Live from NYC

16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?: a pair of sneakers that dont have huge holes in them

17: Tell me something about you that I don't know: Ok....i hope you dont know too much about me, seeing as I dont know anything about you, and you could probably be qualified as my stalker (another one?!) so.....yeah. I could tell you just about anything right now.

18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?: get the monkey.......I mean bush....out of office, and put someone like John Edwards, in his place

19: Do you like to dance?:, I hate to dance, but thats the exact reason why i just got a book about colleges where you can major in dance out of the library.

20: George Bush:.........see no. 18

21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?: it depends...maybe Ophelia?

21: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?: see jk jk, maybe....Scyld or I was kidding about that too.....I really really dont know, actually.

22: Would you ever consider living abroad? gettin out of this hellhole called America ASAP how does Germany or Ireland sound?



Current mood: bored
Current music: Here Comes The Sun-George Harrison
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Thursday, April 15, 2004

11:05PM - loaded words and loaded friends.....loaded guns to our heads

Today was hot! First Beth and Bloody came over and we were hangin out in my room and beth was like "ok sarah your room is horrible we're cleanin it up i cant even sit in this chair!" so we started to clean......and two hours later, we had like, rearranged the majority (all but my closet and three drawers) of my room, and gone through like, 6 CDs. We still have no idea which CD "I will" is on though.......ehh, then we cleaned out my backpack, and my bulletin board....haha i still had stuff about the Oklahoma! auditions on it!!!!! then when my mom came home, we showed her my room. yay! she was so surprised lol....she thought with all my friends we wouldve messed it up....then we just hung out downstairs, and then beth had to get home, and bloody decided to leave too, cuz she didnt know what time she had to be home. so then i scootered them home, and me n bloody decided to hang out for a little while longer, and it ended up that i had dinner at her house...and then her parents were like "lets go to monroe ave". we went to a bunch of stores like Aarons Alley, etc. then we went to Abbotts and bloody changed her mind about what kind of milkshake (please refrain from any "Milkshake" comments...) she would get, like, 15 times. then we walked around the mini-mall place thing with her dad......then we went back to my house after gettin my scooter, and the rents talked in the garage with Sophie for like, 2 hrs so me n bloody watched one of those school programs on TV because my mom thought my dance out might be on it, and i really wanted bloody to see my Snowy Path solo....but it wasnt on! grrrrrrr. so then bloody saw that i had a bike in my garage that had like, never been ridden in 14 years, since my parents moved here, and my dad got it in 1970 for $18!!!!!!!! she was talkin about how good of a bike it was, and its like, identical to the Jackelope! but the breaks were bad, and the tires had like, no air in them whatsoever, so we're gonna fix up the bike on saturday and might give it a new paintjob, just cuz its like, the same color and make as the Jackelope....ehhh.

Ahhh i really wanna go see FOB in concert but i cant go to the Warped Tour cuz im gonna be in Philly the day its at Darien Lake!!! aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! oh well.....ill just have to wait for like, another year... :'(, or at least a break...well its really late and im really tired cuz of jessies sleepover last night (how did he know that?!?! lol lyl jess!), so its off to bed for me. Oh, and thanks to Pete of FOB, i got a new sig line thing.....

-*_I wanna sink to the bottom with you_*-


Current mood: chipper
Current music: Fall Out Boy, who im in love with right now :-*
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Monday, April 12, 2004

8:30PM - I'll tell you what I think of you buddy......I love you shooooooo much.,...

Ahhhhhh I'm sho tired....I got up at 8!!!! I was sho ashamed of myself :(... because I had to get my stupid allergy shots.....ahh!!!!!! they hurt sho much! GRRRR! And I had to wait for like, 179802372 hours before me n my Jessiefruit could go running....but we eventually did, which was fun, because by the end of break we're going to be able to sprint from my house, around the duck pond, and back to her house without stopping and/or getting tired. yes'm. Then we hung around in my kitchen and made popcorn....while jessie had It's Pasta Anytime kids with the soup. Thennnnnnnnnn i went to Eastview with Helen n Jackie....yay! First we went into Hot Topic, where I saw they had FALL OUT BOY Tees.....but I decided against getting one, i have no idea why. Ehhh theres always next, I was more looking for like, Take This To Your Grave or one of their other CDs... then we walked around a bit and Helen saw the most BEEEEEEEEYOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTIIIIIIIIFULLLLLL gown for ball at Cache...except its a tad expensive ($228!?!?!?)...but its sooooooo beautiful! I can't wait until I'M a senior and I get to go to ball.....mmmmmmm...then it war off to H&M.....where I got a great black&white print shirt, and saw my dear Gabby. Oh yeah....then there were the black panties I chased Helen around with, asking if I could get which she gave a stern "no"....hehe im such a naughty girl.....then we split up (Helen and Jack went to J. Crew, to find her a pair of Capris and I went to Pac Sun) and I found the GREATEST pants EVER at Pac Sun....and a COOKIE MONSTER Tee! it took me forever cuz i tried on at least 5 shirts....ranging from them being REALLY REALLY baggy and me not even bein able to walk out because I was just wearing a bra and not a cami and the shirt was so tight and see through.....ooh, I didnt even like that one that much....ehh! But I finally found the perfect one and Nermal found these cute flip flops.....haha we were such geeks because we had these $50 gift certificates from "The Easter Bunny with much love" AKA my mom....oh my god! but I was happy cuz they were playin Rancid....mmmm......then we walked around for a little bit longer and went into Aero.....where I got a cami (White, because my FH jersey is see-through, wouldnt some boy I'm thinking of like that...) and these really REALLY cute whale PJ bottoms, that say "whale of a good time" yay they match my whale undies..uhhh.....then we walked around and went into Mens Express which was SO FUN because we were like, the only people in there and the male workers were givin us odd looks.... but they had a shirt I WOULD WEAR ANY DAY! that said "I'll Mess With Texas" even tho its a guys shirt....ehh then we got cookies and tried to figure out how to split $4.47 three ways......even the cashier gave us ideas! it was so funny! Mmmmmmm..........cookies.........then we went into Express but didnt buy anything because we only had like, $10 left, but I saw these really cute shirts that were actually CHEAP for that kind of store....and then we drove home and tried to find a road that led to Death Hill but we didnt.....and it was so funny, because me and Jackie knew where we were, but helen, THE DRIVER didnt, and was just listenin to Jack and was like "Oh yeah, I'm so glad that out of the three people in this car, the TWO PASSENGERS know where we are..." haha i love those two!!! well then we dropped Jackie off at her house and went back home.........yeah. And here i am......REALLY BORED but whatever, I got my yummy clothes! Ok, wellllllll people call me tomorrow I'm completely free for like, the rest of this break!!!! Ooh, and thanks to my lovely Fall Out Boys....heres my new sig!!

_*-And would you mind if I sat next to you and watched you smile?-*_


Current mood: calm
Current music: Remember-Air
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Saturday, April 10, 2004

10:51PM - Happy Easter-Eve....

Eehhh second day of Spring far....umm.....yeah.

Yesterday SUCKED! I got home like, a minute late after hangin out with Bloody, so of course my mom is so freakin PISSED at me that all she says to me for like, an hour, was "youre late". Eh, whatever. I'm usually a whole 30 SECONDS late so often that I'm used to it by now. And apparantly one of *my* friends locked the door to the bathroom...because when I got home, I went in the bathroom to wash my hands, and the door was locked, which was really wierd because I was the only person in the bathroom (out of my friends, Helens friends, me, and Helen), and to open the door, it just unlocks itself and I'm not stupid enough to re-lock it, but of course its MY fault....whatever. And it probably wasn't even locked, because I just went up to my room and stayed there, and then theyre all like "oh yeah your dad got the door open!" whooptyfriggindoo.

And today was cool.....I actually got my HAIR CUT! My mom has been too lazy to take me to get my hair cut since.....SEPTEMBER! Ok thats like 7 months! My hair was so nasty! But now its really cute and SHORT! I was so freaked out at first that I looked bad and was stuck with my narsty hair for like, a month, but 1) I can put it in a pony-tail (not that I'm gonna be doing too much of that...except for field hockey and dance!) and 2) It actually looks really-dare I say....cute!? Yes....I hair looks CUTE! WOO! I went there with Beth and when I was paying who should I see but...Dan! Freakiest thing in the world....I havent seen him since like, October! haha Beth didn't even recognize him, its been longer for her...since like, whenever the GN regatta was! But then we went to Great Northern (me n Beshy McGerster, that is) and saw people we usual haha. then we went back home (to mein haus, that is) and just hung around on the computer for hours, talkin to Shelley and Bloody, and listening to John Stevens....the cutest redhead in the world! ("....and I like the flower in her hair..." *blush*) Then Bloody came over and we hung around downstairs, playing my piano (Picture three really hyper teen girls, one dancing around, one tryin to play "Many A New Day" from Oklahoma! and the other playing the Arabesque from and boiling eggs. Then we watched the Laurence Welk show (your welcome, guys!) for a little bit, courtesy of me, while Beth n Bloody tried to knock themselves out with pillows, as we pictured Fraeulein Knight in a red dress, singing with the other random guy on the L.W. show. Then, while channel surfing, we found these things called "Boohbahs"....which is basically smaller teletubbies, except EXTREMELY obese, made of jello, and in a complete LSD world. I was laughing so hard, I started crying, and I had to go give the pizza man money....I think we scared him. haha after we ate we colored eggs for like, an hour which was HILARIOUS! my fingers were literally BLACK! as I made the Laurence Welk egg, and the Narcaleptic Argentinian egg. I tried to wash off my hands, but it didnt really just tured my soap green, so I chased Beth and Bloody and my mom around saying "STRANGERS HAVE THE BEST CANDY LITTLE GIRL!" Haha it was hilarious...but then they had to leave :( Ahh any of my girls who read this (Beth, Bloody, Jessie, Shelley, Julia)-infamous GNI night NEXT Saturday....6 o'clock, my place? I'll make my mom get POTC!

Oh well....its almost 11 and I'm MADD to you tomorrow, lovelys!

I *love* you


Current mood: happy
Current music: 12:51-The Strokes
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Tuesday, April 6, 2004

8:07PM - The sky will never look the same again......

Wow.........for the first time in like, two weeks I'm actually happy. Weird stuff man......I was so pissed off at everyone for like, no reason and *WIERDED OUT* and depressed and scheiss but now I'm happy.......I'm REALLY REALLY HAPPY!!!!!! Wow.....Maybe its just the fact that I just got out of the shower? Ehh....who knows its just so FUN to be HAPPY for once in my life mein Gott!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think tomorrow I'm gonna run around and hug everybody and scream about how much I love them all......even Mr(s). Knight! Woo hoo now I really think they slipped LSD or something into my shampoo....whoa....I think I've been possessed or something again =P Oohh....time for Sarah to make her hair look pretty!!!

~*~Gute Nacht....I love you all~*~


Current mood: happy
Current music: The Story So Far-NFG
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Sunday, April 4, 2004


I think I am going to discontinue this journal. No......never mind. I definitly am going to discontinue this.

Current mood: morose
Current music: Meant to live, Switchfoot
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Wednesday, March 31, 2004

9:27PM - I want a girl who laughs for no one else

I just stole this from Heather and was bored lol so yeah here goes.....

Britney Spears/Christina Aguilera: Christina.....something about a girl who got a boob job when she was like, 16 just really disturbs me.....

Nick Carter/Aaron Carter: Ahhh I hate them both!

Paris Hilton/Nicky Hilton: Paris.. anyone with a sex tape is cooler

Prince William/Prince Harry: I think Annas already got William? So Harry?

*N Sync/Backstreet Boys: Haha BSB just cuz *N Sync and plus dont we just LOVE to sing BSB songs while pretending to be Mia Hamm with Beth!? haha jess

Pop/Rock: Rock

Coke/Pepsi: Water

Dasani/Poland Spring: Dasani

Hugs/Kisses: both

Demy Moore/Angelina Jolie: Me n Angelina have a rivalry that goes way Demi

Blondes/Brunettes: brunettes have more fun =P

Crazy/Boring: crazy!

Hot/Cute: hot

Tatoos/Piercings: piercings

Flowers/Chocolate: both

Barbara Bush/Jenna Bush: who?

Jessica Simpson/Ashley Simpson: Ahhhhh!!!! The true definition of "blond"! (Sorry Beth......) NEITHER!

Lipstick/Lip Gloss: gloss

Mascara/Eyeliner: I dont wear any makeup?

Zumiez/Pacific Sun: Idk i dont really shop at either of them

CD/Radio: CDs

DVD/Pay-Per-View: DVDs

Silver/Gold: Silver

Heart/Star: heart

Money/love: both is good but love

Cell Phone/Pager: cell phone


Nerve/The Zone: zone

Highlights/Lowlights: depends on hair color

Cash/Change: cash

Singing/Dancing: hel-lo!? what a stupid question! (believe me this is stupid if you've ever taken chorus with Mr Knight)

Music/TV: music

Nice ass/Cute Face: Uhh i dont really pay attention to choice A so id go with cute face

Sense of Humor/Sweetness: both is nice, but sweetness is better

Love of a lifetime/One Night Stand: love

The end/A new Beginning: new beginnings, new beginnings....

Whoo.....short! yay! Wow.....I'm really bored (supposed to be doin other scheiss but so yeah w.e.) and kind of relieved (I'm not sayin why in this journal.....IM me if u wanna know) and kind of worried too......we have our first game on Monday! come and check us out! Wait....uhhh you know what scratch that....check us out as....dont think of us as girls in short skirts running around in mud, think of us as Field Hockey players! Wait no....not on Monday we gotta get more scrimmage/game come and see one of our homegames (we have one in like, 2 weeks I think, and its the Pittsford/Brighton one come see us kick their rumps!) and check us out then! (you know what i mean! i hope......) Wow.....i get to register for the RRC feis tomorrow! Yay! And mom might lemme go to the Syracuse feis in a few weeks, which would be totally awesome (AWESOME! haha Besh) Ok im startin to ramble again and I've got English to do (damnit.....hey at least Ill pass!!!! =P) so I'll write maybe tomorrow

I love you all......even if you don't know it or think it.....


Current mood: indescribable
Current music: Blink 182 mixing with my dads Opera music...its so funny
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Friday, March 26, 2004


YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This has been a good week..........eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!! It started on Monday (I think it was Monday........but it mightve been Monday I think) when I saw Jessie during homeroom and she told me she was going to get her triplecit (sp?) form and stuff and then I remembered oh yeah! I promised a bunch of people I'd try out for Field hockey! So I decide to get a t.....tri......uhh......form with jessie and go to the practice on Monday. I have to leave early because I had to teach a class w/ Maureen at five........grrr but i go on Tuesday, when Coach Sarah is actually GRADING us on stuff.........passing, receiving, steering......etc etc so that was kind of nerve racking, except that I really didn't expect to get in, because Monday was like, the 2nd time I had even TOUCHED a stick, much less played with one........and plus, if I didnt get in, I still had my dance, right? And when we're stretching out after practice, she tells us what we have to do on Wednesday.....................sprints.......sit ups...........and the thirty minute run. The 30 minute run is where we have to run laps around certain parts of my school for thirty minutes......including stairs, and a bunch of older, highschool girls yelling at us to keep going. Well, i did 12 laps, which I think was good.......a lot of girls did 11, 12, and 13 laps so I guess i was right in the middle. and I got 7.16 seconds for sprints, and 40 sit ups in 1 minute..........which totally sucked.......omg my dance teachers would kill me if they knew i did that little! and then i go and dance for an hour and a half, and i can barely walk because running that could seriously tell a difference by the size of my leg muscle before and after......which was kind of gross and cool at the same time......heh so dance didnt hurt that much, surprisingly.....but then i woke up on thursday and could not walk......heh.......getting to class on time was fun oy......and so on Thursday (last day of tryouts!) we did a bunch of footwork stuff which wasnt too hard, and then we SCRIMMAGED! Mmmmmmm fun stuff....I played offense, and i was really worried that i only played once, because i thought i didnt do too well at offense and wouldve done better as a defense......but apparently not.....we went back in after practice and she called us in 1 at a time to tell us whether we made it or not, while the rest of the girls played duck duck goose...i went third to last, and so i got to wait around with jenny, jessie, and mary for like, an hour ( i got out at 10 to six, and pickup was supposed to be at 5.......oopsies!) so she finally calls me in, and I sit down and i am SO NERVOUS i didnt even know why because i really didnt care (or at least THOUGHT i didnt care) about making the team that much.........but w.e. and the first thing she says to me? "congratulations" it was weird......i was thinking "what am I in a dream or something?! i just picked up a stick less than a week ago and im on the field hockey team!?" AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! IM A LADY BARON! I MADE THE FIELD HOCKEY TEAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was so cool.........all that pain and not being able to walk down stairs freakin paid off...............and jessie went last and when she came out of the locker room, her head was down and it didnt look like she was smiling, which was freaky because i mean, her sister plays field hockey, she took a camp over the summer, i THOUGHT she did a lot better than i did, and she didnt make the team!? but then she looks at me, and starts jumping up and down. oh god. making the field hockey team gives jessie even more of a high then she needs.......and believe me, thats PRETTY SCARY but we were so excited..............YAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!

Current mood: ecstatic
Current music: Video, India.Arie
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