She's a 'hot' girl, that Riot Girl.. .::. .v 2.o

Subject:	Don't look at me
Time:	1:15 pm.
Mood:	angry.
Music:	Beautiful - Christina Aguleria.

I am still listening to this song. . .it's so good. . .it brings tears to my eyes. . blah blah blah it's a good song. Lol. Anyway. So. The angry posts and comments seemed to have died down. - thumbs up - Uhh yeah. Still determined to delete Disney_Sparkles and get a new journal. It's just that. . I don't know what to make the username be, and then I have to go and tell everyone to add me and then half the people don't and then I have to go and read allll the fricken posts on the other name so I'm not completely lost and blah. Hmm. I'm thinking. .Glorious_Spirit or something. - shrugs - like it matters, Lol. I have Angie making me a layout. . .Angie, dear, you know I love you but uhhh I think I want a different one ;x You don't even have to do it, if you don't want to or your busy, just let me know and I'll just get the backgrounds from that page. . yeah.

Anyway. . .I really do hope your all doing alright, and I hope all this anger has went away. . .and died down to a peaceful dislike of each other. =) Wishful thinking, right?

Sidenote:: The more I think about it, this username is ugly too. Lol. - throws hands in air - I don't even know anymore.
Sidnote #2:: I finished reading Carrie. Good good book. - shakes head - People are ASSHOLES in this world. . .I'm glad she got back at them. A little too violently, sure, but. . hey, she did it.
Sidenote #3:: I feel like a psycho. lmao. - crosses eyes -

[1] called the. .: *:. .Police, Rescue, FBI!

Subject:	I am beautiful. .
Time:	9:36 pm.
Mood:	amused. sick. thoughtful..
Music:	Beautiful - Christina Aguleria.

Okay. Don't ask me why I'm listening to this song. . .because I don't want to go into the whole "ooh! I claim a song!" post. I just think it's a good song, even though I don't like her too much, she has a good voice and her music. . .well. . .some of it, the non-slut, non-stripper, non-wigger music =)

Went to the mall today. . exchanged my yellow Aeropostale pants for blue ones [ Lol, the yellow ones were too big and they didn't have a medium so I got the blue ones and they go with the sweatshirt Frankilyn got me for Christmas anyway ] and um 2 books :: Carrie by Stephen King [ got 28 pages left. . =) ] and - glance at Daveia - Wanderlust by Danielle Steel. - smile - Oh! and I got a pair of jeans from Kauffman's [sp?]. Like you all care - rolls eyes -.

Okay. This might be well and over with by now, but you all know me, I'm always late when it comes to getting the story, so, with that being said - I think that the lot [ meaning the majority; meaning certain people who shall remain nameless; meaning I'm not 'singling' anyone out and saying names, 'kay? ]you are making fools out of yourselfs. Fighting is ridiculous in the first place, and when you don't really have a good reason, you look, well, laughable. [ reminder:: this is not directed at anyone particular. . and if it is, there are chances you don't know who you are anyway because I'm not mentioning names so just read and go along with your lifes with a little more insight from the opinionated dork in the corner :-D ] Or maybe you think you have reasons but you keep exaggerating them? Because with the endless comments and posts I've seen I think it's pretty damn stupid. . .but hey what does it matter?

Hope you all are doing okay and will realize your stupidity sooner or later. - nod -

*:. .Police, Rescue, FBI!

Subject:	Survey
Time:	6:41 pm.

-----PAST-----
-First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Paglia
-Last word you said: oookay.
-Last song you sang: Dido - Thank You
-Last thing you laughed at: umm. . .Boy Meets World, Lol
-Last time you cried: hmm. last night.

-----PRESENT-----
-What's in your CD player: Charmbracelet, Mariah Carey
-What color socks are you wearing: I don't have socks on, Lol
-What's under your bed: not sure exactly. . .lotsa dust
-What time did you wake up today: 11:40

-----FUTURE-----
-Where do you want to go to college: UCLA, UNLV, Berkely or University of Arizona (backup:: UNC)
-What is your career going to be: writer/English teacher
-Where are you going to live: out west. . .Vegas, Henderson, Willow Beach, San Fransisco, I don't care
-How many kids do you want: 3 or 4
-What kind of car will you have: hmm. I like those big jeeps. . like. . um. . not blazers. . - frown -

-----CURRENT-----
-Current hair: umm. . right now? just. .hanging there. Lol
-Current clothes: my Red&Black New Castle T-Shirt Ali bought me at the game one time and my new pair of Paris Blue jeans
-Current annoyance: ohh Lord, I could go on for hours, but here's the big one:: when people like songs because they're played on the radio and everyone else likes them. I can't stand it.
-Current smell: uhh, smell?
-Current longing: ;x not saying.
-Current desktop picture: this really pretty astronomy-ish type background
-Current favorite artist: music-wise? Good Charlotte, Mariah&Michelle Branch
-Current book: I read everything too damn fast to have one current book. . but I'm re-reading this Teen Ink:: On Love and Relationships.
-Current worry: hmm. that Bryan is still pissed at me. . .
-Current time-wasting wish: don't want to say ;x
-Current hate: the fact that no one understands
-Story behind your username: Good Charlotte song
-Current favorite article of clothing: hmm. . my Aeropostale comfy outift. .
-Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: six pack, eyes
-One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: hmmm. not sure
-One person you wish was here right now: hmmm. umm. Emily. - nod - Or Monika even though she's in NYC.
-Line from the last thing you wrote to someone: "hey"?
-I am happiest when: I'm surrounded by friends having a good time
-I feel lonely: . . .a lot
-Favorite authors: JK Rowling, Danielle Steel
-Introvert or extrovert: extrovert, I think ;x
-Do you think too much: yesssss
-If you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be: hmm. Vegas.
-Famous person you would like to meet: Adam Sandler :-D
-Do you have any regrets: Not regrets, just things I wish I could change a little
-Sex or love: Love
-Favorite coffee: ick
-Favorite smell: Curve. . .the kind of smell guys just seem to possess, Tommy Girl
-What really makes you mad: when people judge other people
-Favorite way to waste time: doing surveys, Lol.
-What is your best physical quality: people tell me my eyes. . .
-Are you currently in love/lust: noooo.
-What's the craziest thing you have ever done: umm. . .not sure ;x
-Any bad habits: sure. lots.
-Do you find it hard to trust people: not really.
-Last thing you bought for yourself: umm when I went to the mall. . the last thing I got were the 2 tops from Rave.
-Bath or shower: Shower
-Favorite season: Spring
-What is your favorite flavor: hmm. dunno.
-What is your favorite time of day: sunrise and sunset. .even here. or, right before it gets bright out, when it's really really pitch black - great for star gazing.
-Gold or silver: silver
-What is the lamest pickup line someone has used on you: "do you know God's phone number? I need to call him, I think he's missing an angel" - usually I love those odd pickup lines but that one just. . hit me wrong, lmao
-Any secret crushes: ummm, not sure Lol

-----SELF OPINION-----
-What do you most like about your body: eyes, height
-And least: ick. my stomach and thighs.
-How many fillings do you have: 0

-----FASHION-----
-Do you wear a watch: no. it makes me nervous.
-How many coats and jackets do you own: umm 3.
-Favorite pants/skirt color: denim or black
-Most expensive item of clothing: not sure
-Most treasured: my jean jacket Ali got me.
-Boots or shoes: depends

-----YOUR FRIENDS-----
-Do your friends know you: the ones that matter do.
-What do they tend to be like: odd. loud. outgoing. fun.
-Can you count on them: the ones that matter, yes.
-Can they count on you: yes. all the time.

-----LAST-----
-last book you read: hmmm. not sure ;x
-last movie you saw: St. Elmo's Fire
-last movie you saw on the big screen: Drumline ;x
-last phone number you called: ummm Kayla
-last show you watched on TV: Sister, Sister (don't ask why Lol)
-last song you heard: You'll Be In My Heart - Usher
-last thing you had to drink: Pepsi
-last thing you ate: Cinnamon Toast Crunch breakfast bars
-last time you showered: uhhh around. . 4 I think. no, like, 3:30.
-last time you cried: last night.
-last time you smiled: few minutes ago
-last time you laughed: I'm not sure, Lol
-last thing you said: "ooookay then"
-last person you talked to online: Lindy
-last person you talked to on the phone: Frankilyn
-last thing you smelled: ummm ? dish soap

-----DO YOU.....-----
-smoke?: Nooooooooo
-do drugs?: NO
-drink?: Not, like, routinely.
-have sex?: Noooo.
-sleep with stuffed animals?: haha. one. Fluffy. lmao. :-D
-have a crush?: dunno ;x
-have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: no. . .
-have a dream that keeps coming back?: yes
-play an instrument?: Nope
-believe there is life on other planets?: kinda sorta yeah
-read the newspaper?: not really
-have any gay or lesbian friends?: no. .
-believe in miracles?: Yes
-believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes
-consider yourself tolerant of others?: yeah. . kinda
-consider police a friend or foe?: Depends
-like the taste of alcohol?: depends on what kind
-have a favourite Stooge?: umm no
-believe in astrology?: kinda. . not really. .
-believe in magic?: umm, more or less, depending on your definition of magic
-pray?: yes, of course
-go to church?: ehhhhh
-have any secrets?: oh yes
-have any pets?: Patches, puppy
-go to or plan to go to college?: I plan on going!
-talk to strangers who instant message you?: depends
-have any piercings?: yeah, three in my right ear, two in my left
-have any tattoos?: Not yet
-hate yourself?: Not. .hate. . .
-wish on stars?: yeah, stupidly. Lol
-like your handwriting?: Yeah sure
-believe in witches?: umm. . .not. . well. . ick ;x
-believe in ghosts?: i believe in spirits, lets put it that way
-believe in Santa?: lmao. no.
-believe in the Easter Bunny?: no
-believe in the Tooth Fairy?: no
-have a second family?: yes sorta..
-trust others easily?: yeah, kinda
-sing in the shower?: hell yes

sidenote:: I post way too much, Lol.

sidenote #2:: Pepsi is great

sidenote #3:: anyone as bored as I am? - sigh -

sidenote [edit]:: T said that he'll scan my pictures for me :-D I'm going to give him about 3 and he said he'll scan them. So, yay!

[3] called the. .: *:. .Police, Rescue, FBI!

Subject:	Whoa
Time:	3:05 pm.

Stephanie
Your name of Stephanie gives you a very idealistic but passive outlook on life. You desire culture and all the refinements of life but you are inclined to live in your dreams. Although you would like to do many things, procrastination undermines your accomplishment and success in life. You do not like to create issues and will do anything to avoid a conflict. Making decisions is difficult for you without the support and approval of others. This name gives you a very sensitive nature, making you feel much that you do not understand. Your feelings are easily hurt, at which times you are inclined to withdraw and become uncommunicative. Although you desire the friendship and association of others, you find it difficult to express your thoughts through the spoken word, and others find you hard to get to know. It is much more natural for you to express your deeper thoughts in writing. Inner tension can deplete your physical vitality. You are inclined to indulge in rich foods that lack proper nourishment. The physical weaknesses due to this name centre in the heart and respiratory organs, and in the fluid functions.

Joey
The name of Joey creates a friendly, sociable, charming nature, but causes you to be too easily influenced by others. While you find it easy to meet and mix, and can appear agreeable and compromising in conversation, you can become dogmatic and forceful if pressed too far. Others learn that you cannot be told what to do and you seldom change your mind once it is made up. You prefer situations that allow a degree of independence, but are reluctant to take on a demanding work-load or responsibility. In a position dealing with the public, you could do well because of your friendly personality, interest in people, and desire to please. When asked, you are able to give others good advice that you would probably not follow yourself, but must guard against being too opinionated in controversial matters. The physical weaknesses due to this name centre in the fluids of the body and the senses of the head, causing headaches, eye, teeth, or severe sinus conditions; also, kidney or bladder weaknesses.

go here:: http://www.kabalarians.com/female/stephanie.htm and type in your gender where it says female, and your name, then .htm. Just wanted to share. That's kinda freaky =/

*:. .Police, Rescue, FBI!

Time:	7:45 pm.
Mood:	accomplished.
Music:	Disney songs.

Lalala. Well, I did the serious thank-you post on the other username [ Disney_Sparkles ], so here's the meaningless, let-me-ramble post that no one comments to or even reads anyway :-D

Today was a productive day. .computer-wise. I did the colorful, blinkie-star infos for both User Info pages (yes, all by myself, and I am very proud :-D I don't have to rely on the lot of you guys for all my HTML needs =) I also did Aleighas journal [ go see! ]. So, yeah, I got a lot of stuff done. . even though I did the majority of it by sitting on my ass =)

Anyway. . hmm. . went to the mall. . yesterday, with Ali [ and my mom, sister and her friend. . but we didn't walk with them ] and had fun. Got lots of pretty clothes :-D And I'm going again Saturday with Frankilyn. You'd think that the 16-day Christmas break would be well. . .a break. . .but it's actually been more or less busier than during school. Lol. Oh well. Speaking of school. .we go back the 6th. - frown - I don't wanna. Ick. Now I'm going to be waiting for summer vacation. . and how far away is that?

Ahh. T quit. . doing stuff he shouldn't be doing. And look::
Ntta7590: i am a changed man
Ntta7590: Lmao
xi Tinkerbell xi: lmao
xi Tinkerbell xi: and who motivated you to make those changes?
Ntta7590: family and good freinds (especially u)

:-D I feel all. . productive and accomplished and yay :-D

I'm gonna go. Hope your all okay.

[sidenote:: my birthday is in. . - counts - 2 months and 19 days! :-D]

*:. .Police, Rescue, FBI!

Time:	2:15 pm.
Mood:	accomplished.
Music:	The Story of my Old Man - Good Charlotte.

Okay. So, I decided to update on this journal for a change. There's not much to update about, just a few ramblings and. . .typical Joey-ness. - nod - So, yeah, Bryan and Kyle came over yesterday (Ali and Frankilyn were here too, Lol) and we had fun. It was supposed to be from 1:30-3. Well, it lasted from 1:30-6:30. Lol. - smile - I love them, really. I got Mr. Deeds, The Waterboy and The Armageddon Soundtrack. (lmfao. I had the CD in my hand and Kyle goes, "Stephanie, if it's not the one you want, I have the recipt, really. I asked the guy about a million times and he said it was it but if it's not let me know really". It was the one I wanted. . lmfao) They're awesome. Lol, they called about 5 times yesterday. "We're at the mall, what do you want?" stuff like that. LMAO. They called once and Kyle is laughing and he goes, "Steph. . .do you listen to Good Charlotte?" and I went yeah! And he goes "but. .aren't they. .weird?" and I laughed and go "uh yeah they're weird" and he started dying and was all oh. So he comes over yesterday and goes, "I was walking through the mall yesterday and all I kept saying was 'what the hell does Steph listen to'?" Lmao. I dunno, maybe you had to be there. - blush - They're great, though. They think my house is, like, amazing. Lol. Oh! And how about. . they skipped a party for us! Lol. See, they're in the (by definitions of the rest of New Castle, not from my mouth) so-called "popular group", and um their friends Michael and Chris are not people. . I know very well, and I know for a fact they find me, um, "skanky"ish. So, they called Bryans cell phone and they were all where are you at and he goes Stephanie Krasinski's house and blah blah blah. . long story short - Bryan and Kyle each told their friends "I'm staying here, I'm not going". I dunno, it made me feel all. . yay'ish. Lol. They're great.
And Bryan is, like, rich. I swear. Even my dad asked me if he has money, lmao. Anyway - he got Ali this Aeropostale outfit (and something else, Lol. 2 CDs) and was all, "they didn't have your size". So, I let it go. But my mom - even after I told her they just didn't have my size - was all, "wasn't that kind of rude, that they got her that?" and I insisted no. So anyway, I told Bryan, and he goes all "they didn't have your size! I would've got you one, really. They just didn't have your size. I'm sorry" Lol. I dunno, it made me feel special again, but not like you guys care. . - shakes head -

So, um. Today. . lmao. . Frankilyn and Ali are sleeping over (yeah, again. I don't get a break from them, Lol.) and we're going to the mall tomorrow! I have. . .$135 to spend. I have to buy my dad a second controller though, but I can use the rest of the money for whatever I want, as he says. And I have to exchange a lot of things. Sooo, I'll be good.

Anyway. . .um. . .I think things are turning out alright again. I really do. I have my friends, my odd-but-still-capable-of-love family, and yeah, it has it's ups and downs. And I know that it is so much easier to be positive when your on the right side. So, before it turns over, and I'm crying my eyes out because I can't deal (- bites lip - I still feel so horrible about that day, and I can't offer enough thanks to all of you who cared enough to help. .that includes Thorn in my ass man. - smile -), I'd like to say that. . .right now, it's all working out, or at least, it looks like it is, and that fights will occur, and sometimes things will look bad. . and a lot of the times, they are as bad as they look. . but that doesn't mean I should give up. Nathan told me that day, "it's about you, Joey, not them". And I realize that now. I can't fight for everyone - I have to fight for me. (I don't mean that to sound selfish. Really.) - nod - It'll take time, but I guess I'll get used to it. - nod - I love all of you guys, for being there when. . well, when I needed it. As corny and soap-opera'ish and drama-filled as it sounds, it's true.

Okay. Enough. If any of you even made it through this entry, you deserve an award. I love you all.

*:. .Police, Rescue, FBI!

Time:	12:58 am.
Mood:	tired.
Music:	The Anthem - Good Charlotte.

Thank you, Nathan&Julia for adding me. . it's a lot easier to wait for the people to add me, so I can add them back, instead of trying to remember all the names. Looking at this icon. . brings me back, lmao. - smile - And I think. . .I think Angie made this icon. - little smile - Angie and I used to be so close. . so. . .I don't know. . untouchable. I loved Angie. I still do. . just things changed. . we used to just. . not talk at all. Now, we talk, casually, when in a chat. . but I miss it. I miss her. Angie, if your reading this. . I miss us.

Now. Anyway. Tonight, I went to the movies, with Kayla and Emerly. Lmfao. We met a lot of people there - Kayla, Jen, Steph, Kiley, RJ, Cory, Christina, Kenny to name a few. We went and saw Drumline. It was alright. .I just wish I didn't pay $7 dollars to see it, and waited for it to come out on video. But, hey. I had fun, I love being with my friends. Lmao. Angela, this girl. . went and smoked weed with her boyfriend, lmfao, and got an allergic reaction to it and was crying, and her eyes were all swelled up. She cries over a lot, and usually I'm one of the first to comfort her when she gets like that, but I have no sympathy for people like that. That's what she gets for. .doing that. Lol. Ew. Anyway. . .yeah. I love my friends. Christina and Anthony, her boyfriend of. . - counts - 7 months (8 months on January 5th) were behind us. . and they. .well, they made out for about a half hour. - frown - It made me think. . they are so happy together. He moved to Chicago in. . September? or October? and he's coming back in February. . .and they're so strong together and soooo happy together. Just makes me think. . I'm very lonely. Yes, I have my friends, and Lord knows I love them. But I can't hold their hand, or kiss them, or have that boyfriend-girlfriend relationship with them. But - sigh - I guess my time will come. And, I should stop complaining. There are worse things in the world than not having a boyfriend. And I'm young. God, sometimes. . I feel so stupid and selfish. - shakes head -

Anyway. Still trying to get that Good Charlotte icon made. - wink - Anyone wanna help me out? :-)

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