| Date: | 2005-07-05 20:24 |
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i could write about everything and nothing all at once but its really the latter.
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| Date: | 2005-04-05 16:36 |
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here's to getting lost and found
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| Date: | 2005-01-24 03:11 |
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its 3am and i thought i'd update. and more than likely, only a few people will read this and thats probably okay because its likely to be just worthless shit i spew out about these feelings i can't seem to find or have or handle. i guess i (we) spend our lives in search of these feelings we so desire, only to find lukewarm ideas about them. when you do this, you'll feel this and you get there and you wonder what the fuck they were talking about. like our dances, our dates, our trips and new beginnings would be this revealing, insightful wonderous time. and maybe i just didn't get the memo. i feel so helpless. so sick (literally and emotionally?). and i just want some sense. physical sense. mental sense. fuck, any sense. telepathy, i don't fucking care
eventually we became pretty good actors. acting and reacting and reacting.
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| Date: | 2005-01-05 01:52 |
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so this is the new year
and i have no resolutions
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| Date: | 2004-10-23 05:44 |
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thanks for the shooting star
i know you're doing great kid
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| Date: | 2004-10-21 15:43 |
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god damn, i mean, gosh darn
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| Date: | 2004-10-06 21:06 |
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is something wrong? you're damn right there is but we can't talk about it now
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| Date: | 2004-09-15 03:49 |
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nothing of huge importance. (i.e., still no girl)
and i know i shouldn't "try" per se. but thats crap. in every other aspect of life, people tell you (and i espicially) tell myself internally that if you don't try and work hard, you're fucked. so why is falling in love different?
i had several girls hit on me at the gyrostand...maybe i ask for a phone number maybe?
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| Date: | 2004-09-01 18:45 |
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someone should set me up on a date
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| Date: | 2004-08-08 12:07 |
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nothing of major importance since last update.
desperate for love. for a hand to hold. for a girl to hug. for a kiss.
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| Date: | 2004-07-08 13:46 |
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good old jazz. keeps your head up. what a lazy day. skipped class and work. i need a new motivation.
hope all is well.
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| Date: | 2004-06-13 12:50 |
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what a fucking night at the gyrostand. rude black girl. 20 dollar tip. too much fucking rain. crazy drunk lady who jumped into the truck on the way home.
and now she starts to pick up on what the hell is going on. jesus. of course things are wierd, you crapped on my fucking heart!
i need sleep but i can't do it. i'm for sure going to be home the 25-27th June. and hopefully the 4-5 of july. i need to figure some stuff out with that but it should work. i need time to think...lately, i've been about this close { } from just losing it. all the time. oh man.
peace ya'll
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| Date: | 2004-06-08 19:47 |
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i wish it didn't hurt
didn't sting
didn't lull like it does
it lingers for days
weeks
months
i'm tired of this.
you kept your thought to yourself and your love inside
and you wonder, dear
why it was awkward.
well dear,
a broekn heart may not
fuck it
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| Date: | 2004-05-30 14:58 |
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broken gears
broken hearts
soaked clothes
illegal substances
late nights
cartoons
old friends
new faces
the smell of booze
the touch of salty tears
text messages
glistening puddles
pop punk rock
hummus gyros
my life. bk
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| Date: | 2004-05-28 13:36 |
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Heyy! itz megz here juss chillin wit my gurl Kelsey! Man im so happy that we aint playin violin N.E. more! tiz soo kool! Kelsey Bender couldn't be N.E. stupider!! Im so pissed ryte now!!! OMG....a certain sumone iz really gettin mon my nervez...well immma bounce so ~1~
MeGz
(stolen from some random journal)
i love when people talk like this. I wish i could.
love hurts
brant
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| Date: | 2004-05-24 20:32 |
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good news for people who love bad news.
i got another job doing stuff in a greenhouse. score! talked to kerry today. score! my radio show kicked ass. score! i saw a rainbow. score! its stopping raining so i can ride my bike to work. score!
things are going good for brant.
hope all is well with you.
pace
brant
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| Date: | 2004-05-19 17:27 |
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things are ok. sleeping is a problem. missed work today. oops. oh well. things are good. Kerry was here for two days. that was nice. if you're bored, i get a bit lonely so come to ames and rock out with me.
peace
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| Date: | 2004-05-04 18:46 |
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take the power back
score on for rage against the machine
things are fine in brant land
ready for summer.
enough
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| Date: | 2004-04-22 10:29 |
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death cab for cutie and the decemberist rock. so does just about everything but our crappy president. oh well.
la la la. what is up all my people? makes some comments, i know i rarely post but whatever. what are you going to do? there...answer that quesiton.! ha
love
brant
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| Date: | 2004-04-13 00:46 |
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My Hero is a 9-year old
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