10:40PM - why why why
it seems like i go ON and ON and ON about daniel, but i cant help it! i cant get the freakin boy outta my head!! and it really sucks, cause i know that he doesnt like me like that anymore, or so he says....but i just cant seem to not like him anymore..and having 5 classes with him doesnt help it either...i just want him back so much, i dont want to see him with anyone else! i know i need to move on, but I CANT!! and it drives me nuts! I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT!!!!!!! ugggggggggghhhhhhhh.........why why why cant relationships ever work out for me..i feel bad now for ever breaking up with anyone...but geez i found a REALLLYYY good guy, but he doesnt seem to want me? and it makes me sad....and its just ugh..lol...the way he still kisses me, drives me nuts...cause i wont stop him, for the fact that i still like him and want him to kiss me more than anything...but i know its wrong and i shouldnt let him...the next time he tries to im gonna really say something..cause its playing with my emotions..cause i know the second he starts to like someone, he will blow me off...and thats gonna hurt too...UGH BOYS FREAKING SUCK ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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