11:28PM - lala
well i just got home from the movies..i saw the village...it was EXCELLENT! me han james dan brian and sarah went...oh gosh, i have nothing against lesbians or anything, honest, but i dont wanna see it right in front of me!!! ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...and they were ugly girls! haha....i think, personally, they were doing it for attention, but whatever..i just dont wanna see it, esp. in public...man...daniel was sitting next to me at the movies and we were talking and everything, then james had to go and tell him to sit down there by him! lol...i think im pathetic that i still love him so much..is it?? i caught myself everytime that a girl walked down there by us looking at him to see if he was checking her out, which usually he was, which kinda hurt...but whatever..i talk about guys in front of him though just cause i wanna make him jealous? sad right?? i had a dream the other morning that he came back to me...then i woke up and realized i was just dreamin and that i shouldnt get my hopes up, cause i dont ever had that good of luck....tj said something the other day that was true, that all good things come to an end....i kinda look at mine and daniel's relationship like that..even though i wish it hadnt..ugh..i dont want any one else but him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! last weekend, i dont know if i wrote about this, but we went and played tennis..and he like made out with me!!!!!!! HEE was the one who would kiss me first, which i wasnt going to stop him cause i wanted it more than anything in the world...but then of course, he'd say sorry and that he shouldnt have done that...i just wanted to say DONT SAY SORRY!!! cause i want him back so much it hurts....maybe we will get back together, just not right now? but i dont want him to go out with any other girls......uggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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