9:39PM - its been about a month
well, i think its been about a month since i have written in here..i've just been so busy i dont ever remember to come and write....but me and daniel are still going out..yay..im very happy with him and love him so much...but sometimes i just get the feeling he doesnt like me very much anymore even though he tells me he loves me and everything....i just think its all in my head cause im afraid to lose him...and sometimes, i cant help it, but i get jealous of him and hannah( my bestfriend!!)...he knows that too...but its not like im gonna say anything about it, but the good thing is that hannah and james just started going out...but still..that means dan and her will be around each other more..lol...but in about a week and a few days i'll be on vacation in texas, and daniel is coming with me!! woo hoooo!!!!! its summer now, schools out..woo hoo....this past weekend i went camping with daniel and his family...it was a lot of fun, i just wish they woulda let us sleep in the same tent together, its not like anything bad was gonna happen, i woulda felt alot better about sleeping there if he could have..lol..but he still came and visted me when his parents went to sleep, lol...sarah told me tonight that along time ago when me and dan were first talking, that on halloween when we (me sar james and dan) went trick-or-treating and watched a movie together....that daniel was suppose to ask me out..thats funny cause thats the night when i finally decided that he wasnt gonna ask me out or anything..and gave up..lol...but im so glad we are..lol..i think daniel does get sick of being with me though, idk...and i feel like i bug him all the time..ughhhh.....lol..maybe i should talk to him about it? cause it always bothers me......gosh at church tonight....i really wanted to raise my hand when bodie asked ppl if they asked Jesus into their heart, but for some reason i couldnt..i hated it too...i started to cry...cause i always pray the prayer but never raise my hand..idk if that means its not true or not..butttt i think im gonna go to bed now, gotta get up bright and early for babysitting! lol oh and harry potter comes out this weekend!!!!!! woo hooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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