9:08PM - ugh im such an idiot!!
im like done liking chris....cause he doesnt seem to give a crap about how i like him and stuff....so its whatever! and im just soooo dumb...cause the one person who i think is meant for me, i have blown off 2 times!!!!!! and i hope and pray that he will let me have another chance......its daniel! i mean i hear from coach martin and kasey and cameron how daniel is perfect for me...timorie and hannah think so too....and i just realized the other day how much i like him...i've been talking to him alot more lately..like at school and stuff...and its been great! and saturday, valentines day, he came over and watched a movie with me....man i wanted to kiss him so freakin bad! lol but im a chicken and wont.....i really wanna talk to him tomorrow in english about this..cause he sits in front of me, and i think we'll be watching a movie anyways...i think first im gonna ask him if i annoy him when i call him, cause i feel like i do.....but i hope not....and i wanna ask him if maybe there's another chance for me and him? if i dont have enough guts to ask him that, then i'll talk to james about it...lol.....cause their best friends...and james can talk to him about it for me..lol but geez i think about him alot.....lol.....i cant wait for class tomorrow cause he'll be in there!! but man you just didnt know how freakin bad i wanted to kiss him saturday night.....lol.....
disappointed