Maegan's Journal

3:40PM - im so pathetic..lol

gahhhh lee...............i swear if he were to come up to me right now, and ask me back out, i'd dump joe in a heart beat and go back out with him..its sad, but i would, just because i have never felt the way i do about him for no one else...and it sucks...but i have to live with it...we talked last night on the phone for 3 hours! it was great, cause lately we havent been getting along very well, and it has been the worst time of my life, cause i cant live without him, even as a friend, cause he understands me, and we have so much in common...he even said so too, how like if somone were to create a perfect couple, that me and him would be it....i was like yea we would, cause we have so much in common, and he said it was like destiny for us to met..and he did say that while we are in highschool that he doesnt want to date me, unless he knows we are gonna be together after college, cause he said that he knows if we were to go back out right now, that we would be together the rest of highschool, and i believe that too..and he doesnt wanna take the chance of us being together all highschool, and then going to college in 2 totally diff. places and having to break up, cause that wouldnt be easy at all...and i understand that..and he said that if we happen to go to college close to one another, that he thinks we could end up dating again :) he told me that he was just kinda upset when he heard that me and joe were going out, cause he didnt wanna see me with any other guy, cause i was the first girl that he ever REALLY liked...and i feel the same about him, and i dont wanna see him with any other girl...but, we did make kind of a promise..lol but im not gonna write about it...but i hope it does happen, cause i love him, as a friend and more...its something i've talked to him about and i think he wants the same thing, so hopefully it will happen...but after we get outta highschool, or when we are 18..lol he also said he wants me and hannah to college close to him and james, and theres a good thing that comes along with that..haha but im not gonna put that either....but anyways....he wants the 4 of us to go on a trip this summer and look at colleges and stuff, i think that'd be totally fun! but....enough ranting about daniel, cause i think thats all i ever do, but i cant help it..lol...

10:40PM - why why why

it seems like i go ON and ON and ON about daniel, but i cant help it! i cant get the freakin boy outta my head!! and it really sucks, cause i know that he doesnt like me like that anymore, or so he says....but i just cant seem to not like him anymore..and having 5 classes with him doesnt help it either...i just want him back so much, i dont want to see him with anyone else! i know i need to move on, but I CANT!! and it drives me nuts! I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT!!!!!!! ugggggggggghhhhhhhh.........why why why cant relationships ever work out for me..i feel bad now for ever breaking up with anyone...but geez i found a REALLLYYY good guy, but he doesnt seem to want me? and it makes me sad....and its just ugh..lol...the way he still kisses me, drives me nuts...cause i wont stop him, for the fact that i still like him and want him to kiss me more than anything...but i know its wrong and i shouldnt let him...the next time he tries to im gonna really say something..cause its playing with my emotions..cause i know the second he starts to like someone, he will blow me off...and thats gonna hurt too...UGH BOYS FREAKING SUCK ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Current mood: aggravated

Current music: avril lavigne- happy endings

11:28PM - lala

well i just got home from the movies..i saw the village...it was EXCELLENT! me han james dan brian and sarah went...oh gosh, i have nothing against lesbians or anything, honest, but i dont wanna see it right in front of me!!! ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...and they were ugly girls! haha....i think, personally, they were doing it for attention, but whatever..i just dont wanna see it, esp. in public...man...daniel was sitting next to me at the movies and we were talking and everything, then james had to go and tell him to sit down there by him! lol...i think im pathetic that i still love him so much..is it?? i caught myself everytime that a girl walked down there by us looking at him to see if he was checking her out, which usually he was, which kinda hurt...but whatever..i talk about guys in front of him though just cause i wanna make him jealous? sad right?? i had a dream the other morning that he came back to me...then i woke up and realized i was just dreamin and that i shouldnt get my hopes up, cause i dont ever had that good of luck....tj said something the other day that was true, that all good things come to an end....i kinda look at mine and daniel's relationship like that..even though i wish it hadnt..ugh..i dont want any one else but him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! last weekend, i dont know if i wrote about this, but we went and played tennis..and he like made out with me!!!!!!! HEE was the one who would kiss me first, which i wasnt going to stop him cause i wanted it more than anything in the world...but then of course, he'd say sorry and that he shouldnt have done that...i just wanted to say DONT SAY SORRY!!! cause i want him back so much it hurts....maybe we will get back together, just not right now? but i dont want him to go out with any other girls......uggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Current mood: confused

Current music: the used- bulimic

10:40PM - daniel kissed me..

well tonight at james', daniel kissed me...3 times..i dont know why i let him, cause it's even harder now..he just called and told me sorry for it and he shouldnt have done it..but man i miss him so much, it hurts alot...when he kissed me, i wanted it to last forever...im really sad now cause i miss it so freakin much!! and jordan even told me today not to let daniel play me, but i think daniel realized that he was doing that to me, and that he might hurt my feelings...which its starting to happen...when we were in the pool, daniel acted like i was the only one that mattered..he'd flirt with me, and tickle me, and just everything..man i want him back so DAMN MUCH!!!!!!!!!

Current mood: confused

11:26PM - sucky sucky sucky

why why why?? daniel does not want to hang out with all anymore..he said he wanted to hang out with me because im not the reason..everyone else is just mean to him, and always has crap to say when he says something..like when we watch movies everyone yells at him to be quiet, but then when they talk its ok..i see how it makes him mad, cause i see it too...but i dont say anything, and that makes me feel like a bad person...it just sucks cause i didnt have anything to do with it, but i still get included in the not hanging out part, even though he said he'd still hang out with me, but we all know that will be weird..but i still wanna see him..its bad enough that we broke up, but now this......it just SUCKS! life freakin SUCKS!! i love him so much but he is gonna do this!! UGH!!!!!!!! he needs to talk to them about this..there is NO FREAKING WAY i am gonna go without hanging out with him like we have been..i'll miss it soo much...i hope him and everyone else can work this out...

Current mood: sad

11:49PM - hearts were never meant to be broken...

well daniel broke up with me about a week ago..and it still hurts so much..i love him so much still...its sad cause if he were to come to me now and want me back, i would in a heartbeat...he said "he just wants to be really good friends"...but its so hard.....i never even saw it coming...i hate this!! he would always say how he wanted to be together for a long time, and how he loved me so much, and how he wouldnt ever be able to find a girl like me....and now it just think its all crap! cause if that was true, we'd still be together...but Hannah's mom Mrs. Rhonda said maybe we are not meant to be together right now, but we will me...man i hope so..cause everyone tells me to move on, but i cant...there is no one like daniel...and i dont want him to find anyone else...its gonna hurt so much when he finds another girl...i just dont understand..that sunday, the 4th of july, he had came over to see me, because he had been at his grandparents all weekend, and he hugged me so much and said he had missed being with me and he kept saying how he loved me...but then friday i get a FREAKIN TEXT MESSAGE(DIDNT HAVE THE FREAKIN BALLS TO DO IT IN PERSON OR ANYTHING) saying i think we need to break up..i was like what the freakin hell?? cause that morning i had been talking to breyanne and we had been talkin about how much we would hurt and how it would suck if our bf's broke up with us..then when i get off the phone i get the message.....i have never felt like this about someone, and my heart is now broken....and i dont know what to do...i love him so much it hurts to be around him...

Current mood: sad

10:57AM - my love profile...hehe

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Current mood: blah

9:39PM - its been about a month

well, i think its been about a month since i have written in here..i've just been so busy i dont ever remember to come and write....but me and daniel are still going out..yay..im very happy with him and love him so much...but sometimes i just get the feeling he doesnt like me very much anymore even though he tells me he loves me and everything....i just think its all in my head cause im afraid to lose him...and sometimes, i cant help it, but i get jealous of him and hannah( my bestfriend!!)...he knows that too...but its not like im gonna say anything about it, but the good thing is that hannah and james just started going out...but still..that means dan and her will be around each other more..lol...but in about a week and a few days i'll be on vacation in texas, and daniel is coming with me!! woo hoooo!!!!! its summer now, schools out..woo hoo....this past weekend i went camping with daniel and his family...it was a lot of fun, i just wish they woulda let us sleep in the same tent together, its not like anything bad was gonna happen, i woulda felt alot better about sleeping there if he could have..lol..but he still came and visted me when his parents went to sleep, lol...sarah told me tonight that along time ago when me and dan were first talking, that on halloween when we (me sar james and dan) went trick-or-treating and watched a movie together....that daniel was suppose to ask me out..thats funny cause thats the night when i finally decided that he wasnt gonna ask me out or anything..and gave up..lol...but im so glad we are..lol..i think daniel does get sick of being with me though, idk...and i feel like i bug him all the time..ughhhh.....lol..maybe i should talk to him about it? cause it always bothers me......gosh at church tonight....i really wanted to raise my hand when bodie asked ppl if they asked Jesus into their heart, but for some reason i couldnt..i hated it too...i started to cry...cause i always pray the prayer but never raise my hand..idk if that means its not true or not..butttt i think im gonna go to bed now, gotta get up bright and early for babysitting! lol oh and harry potter comes out this weekend!!!!!! woo hooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Current mood: good

9:39PM - its been A LONGG TIME

welll......its been a very long time.....but just to let everyone know...ME AND DANIEL are going out! and almost for 2 months! its been so great! he's perfect in everyway.....i don't think i could picture myself with anyone better than him.....i hope we stay together for a long time..i just wish we woulda started going out sooner...and i hadnt liked that dumb ole' jason guy..cause that screwed things up..and i wish i wouldnt have told james that i didnt like daniel anymore a long time ago..cause i really did still like him, but i didnt think he liked me anymore..cause i had heard he liked sarah...soo.....but thats all in the past...and im the happiest i could ever be in my life! he talks about going out for a long time to...which is great! cause i would absolutely love that! oh he's so great!!!!!! but...school's going good...only like 5 weeks left!! woo hoo!! grizzlies made it to the playoffs..but didnt do to good in their first game last night... :( but im going to the first home game here thursday night! so they better win!!!!! and they better win tomorrow night...or i'll be highly upset....but this is it..cause im tired and i need my sleep..i only got like 4 hours..cause i babysat and my sister didnt come get my neice till like 1..then breyanne and daniel stayed the night :) cause my parents went outta town.....daniel slept in the bed with me! it was GREAT!!!!! he had his arms around me all night.........oh i just wanted to stay that way forever..but anywhooo.......i spent all day with them 2..it was alot of fun though...well bbye

Current mood: happy

10:14PM - past few days

well lets see..im been kinda busy lately doin projects and stuff for school...so i havent been able to write in here...but yesterday my mom and her doctor she works for saw Pau...ugh so lucky! lol but she told him that i said "hi, she thinks your the best player ever, and she wants to marry you" haha....he said to tell me hi and thanks....aww.....lol......then today i went out to dinner with the family cause it was dad's birthday...so that was fun. oh i cant wait till this weekend!! im just dreading tomorrow after school cause i have to go to hunter dawson's house to work on our english project...but i told them i wasnt staying any later than 7..lol..cause daniel asked me if i was goin to the basketball game.....so im gonna go and see him!! then saturday we are going to the movies!! JUST ME AND HIM!! woo hooo..lol...i think timorie is goin to the game..oh joy..i think she flirts with daniel sometimes but she doesnt realize it, but it still bothers me...and she and kasarah are goin to the movies saturday too...but hopefully we wont see the same movie...cause i want it to just be me and daniel...nothing against her, but i just think she does flirt with him sometimes..i gets under my skin..cause i like him and everything, but i dont think daniel would like her anyways...but im ready for the weekend. daniel told james and coach martin that he was excited about goin to the movies saturday..yay! and then he told justin perry, who told hannah that friday night at james' he felt "vibes" between us...so thats a good thing...and like in class and at lunch...we will just stare at each other and smile :) its GREAT! i realllllly like him!! ALOT!! things have just changed between us this time, so hopefully we will go out! this is my quote about how i feel about him "you know when your going a little bit too high on a swing, or you hit a bump on the road and your stomach kinda flips? well thats how i feel when i talk to YOU" thats how i feel about him!! :) i really wanna kiss him too..i think it'd be AWESOME..i just dont know if i have enough guts to do it..lol...but we'll see :)

Current mood: happy

9:08PM - ugh im such an idiot!!

im like done liking chris....cause he doesnt seem to give a crap about how i like him and stuff....so its whatever! and im just soooo dumb...cause the one person who i think is meant for me, i have blown off 2 times!!!!!! and i hope and pray that he will let me have another chance......its daniel! i mean i hear from coach martin and kasey and cameron how daniel is perfect for me...timorie and hannah think so too....and i just realized the other day how much i like him...i've been talking to him alot more lately..like at school and stuff...and its been great! and saturday, valentines day, he came over and watched a movie with me....man i wanted to kiss him so freakin bad! lol but im a chicken and wont.....i really wanna talk to him tomorrow in english about this..cause he sits in front of me, and i think we'll be watching a movie anyways...i think first im gonna ask him if i annoy him when i call him, cause i feel like i do.....but i hope not....and i wanna ask him if maybe there's another chance for me and him? if i dont have enough guts to ask him that, then i'll talk to james about it...lol.....cause their best friends...and james can talk to him about it for me..lol but geez i think about him alot.....lol.....i cant wait for class tomorrow cause he'll be in there!! but man you just didnt know how freakin bad i wanted to kiss him saturday night.....lol.....

Current mood: disappointed

9:59PM - i feel bad

I feel really bad :( this guy josh likes me, but i dont think i like him! I just got off the phone with him, and nothing clicked with me that i like him

Current mood: groggy

10:08PM - my weekend

here's how my weekend went: Friday- me and Timorie came to my house, cause my dad needed my truck to go get my grandma's new stove thingie..so we were here till like 7 something...we slept most of the time..haha we just like passed out on my couch when we were watchin FUSE*love that channel!!* then we went to Becca's to hang out for a while..Tyler, Kenny Jones, and Josh Spaniol, and Lyndsey were over there..it was fun. I have never really hung out with Kenny outside of school and I had never really talked to Josh until then, but I do have him in one of my classes. They are pretty cool to hang out with, Kenny does this gay impression that is just sooo funny! Then I took Timmy home and I went home and went to bed. lol Saturday- Me, Hanny, Timmy, Cameron, and Kristen went to the movies. Brey and Somer were suppose to go and I called them but Brey's dad said she was in the shower and he'd have her call me back, but she never did. And I tried calling again but no one answered. So we just went without them. I felt bad cause they were told that they could go with us, but I mean what was I suppose to do? lol, but they understood after they found out that I did try to call. We went and saw "Big Fish" it was ok. Wasn't what I thought it would be, but it was ok. Then we went to Jenny's party, for her bday. It was pretty fun I guess. Then I took Timmy home, cause she didn't wanna go to beccas. Then me and hannah went to beccas, cause thats where her tyler lyns kenny and josh went after jenny's. we just hung out and then ened up goin to sonic. Then me lyn and bec went to my house to get my some clothes. cause i ended up stayin the night. Today- went to church, went to lunch, came back to becs. then tyler and kenny came over. kenny left to go home after like an hour cause he had family comin into town. then we just hung out. then i had to come home. and i've been here ever since. lol Josh, the guy that came to bec's, likes me..lol..i dont know what to do about it..bec and lyns and tyler think i should go out with him, but i dont really know him..but its flattering cause he said i was "hot" lol...that was sweet :) bec was talking to him on the phone earlier when i was talking to lyns online..i think he was talkin to her about me..its always nice to have someone who likes you..haha...but im tired and i have to get up at 5:30 cause i have to be at school like 45 minutes earlier than usual :( its FCCLA week, and me being an office, i have to get there earlier and help set up to give out donuts and crap....yippee..haha....

Current mood: tired

Current music: all american rejects- cigarette song

9:08PM - my day

well today was a longgggggg day....child development sucked, world history was ok since megan was there today, she's been sick all week and finally was at school today! yay! lol...then spanish was ok...i thought i was about to fall asleep though. and then general music was ok too. Then me and cameron stayed after school to start on our STAR event project for FCCLA...we didnt do much though..cause we hit a bump when we were tryin to put our fabric on our board....but anywho...man today at lunch i almost busted out the tears! cause my friend Chad, who i just met this year in math and we are always partners in there, is moving to Oregon..and today was his last day :( he's just so fun to be around, like he's always put me in a good mood cause he can make me laugh. but i'm gonna miss him alot! and thennnn....idk why but i get jealous sooo easily, and it sucks..

Current mood: gloomy

8:42PM - been a while

well its been a while since I have written in here..but there hasnt been much going on anyways! um...i've just been hanging out with my friends lately. Ugh, ryan. Hannah found out that he kissed another girl while he was drunk, and i knew about this but didn't tell her cause i knew she wouldnt believe me over him. He just always manages to end up lieing to her about something that happened..so i just don't bother anymore. But the other day when hannah found out, he told her that it happened during the summer, which im not sure if it did but i thought it happened during christmas break cause thats when Jordan told Breyanne that ryan kissed another girl, but still..i dont understand how hannah let him off so easy with that! christmas break or summer, they were still together! ugh...i just wish she could see him for what he really is..i mean he can be ok, but he lies to her!!! and i just cant tell her, my mom tells me that i need to stay out of it cause its not my relationship to deal with..and just let hannah find out for herself what he's all about...so thats what im doing. one day she'll realizes that he lies to her.

10:25PM - my weekend

Well, lets see Friday night me and Timorie came to my house and she helped me clean because I had to clean the house before I could do anything. So then we went to her house, watched the rest of dawson's creek, and then we got ready and went to Subway to eat. At Subway, my friend Rachel works there and I had told her that I had just applied there and she was like "Yea I know I signed your application" and winked at me..maybe thats good? lol Then me and Timorie tried to rent movies at this place but you had to be 18 to get an account there...so we just decided to go to the game. Geez it was so freakin hot there!! We thought we were about to die!!!!!!! Our faces were so red! But there were these hot guys from Brighton there! lol me and timmy kept checkin them out. but then me timmy and megan hung out for awhile, then i took megan home and i came home. then this morning i had to take my grandma to the post office then i went to the library :) i love to read..lol...then me hannah and megan went to the movies and say "Win a Date with Tad Hamilton" it was really good! i loved it..haha..then we went to the mall and ate some dinner and walked around...it was fun. then we came back to my house so i could get my mom's blockbuster card and we went up there. I saw Johnathen Owens there..he's so cute..lol..well at least i think so :) then we went to wally world and then to hannahs to watch the movies we rented, "Cabin Fever" and "Chicago" Cabin Fever was freaky though..lol...and now im home :)

Current mood: blah

9:53PM - bored, quiz

::What's the most embarassing thing in your record collection?:: hm...i guess my old spice girls cds? lol
::Have you ever stolen anything?:: nope, not that i can remember at least..lol
::what (illegal) drugs (if any) have you done?:: none
::Who/when was the last person you kissed?:: craig..
::Who's your biggest rock/movie star crush?:: tyson ritter! from All-American Rejects
::Who's your online crush?:: hmm...idk..lol
::What's the best gift you've ever received?:: my bugs bunny pillow case when i was little
::What's the last dream you remember having?:: me and jason having the best conversation in the world that lasted like for hours :)
::What's the longest you've stayed awake?:: like almost a day
::What's the best concert you've ever attended?:: i've only been to one, and it was backstreet boys..haha..but im planin on going to John Mayer and Maroon 5!!
::What's the most illegal thing you've ever done?:: um...either drinking underage? or driving past curfew, or snuck into the movies..lol this makes me sound like a wuss..haha
::What's the biggest lie you've ever told?:: umm.. i dont know
::If you had to give up either music or sex for the rest of your life, which would you pick?:: wow.. sex.
::What's your favorite bad-for-you food?:: nachos!
::What's the craziest thing you've ever done to impress a boy/girl?:: hmm..idk
::What rockstar would you be a permanent groupie for, no questions asked?:: tyson ritter!!
::Favorite sex record?:: idk? lol
::What's your biggest guilty pleasure?:: a warm fire in the fire place :)
::You just had twins, one boy and one girl. What are their names?:: girl- mckenzie, jascenta, or heaven-lee; boy- john phillip, franklin, and sebastian
::Who's your favorite broken up band?:: well, they arent really broken up, but they dont sing together anymore..they are old Gun's n Roses
::What movie have you seen ten times or more?:: a walk to remember, pretty in pink, or 16 candles..lol
::If you could lose (or get back to re-lose) your virginity to any person living or dead, who would it be?:: hm...johnathan brandis, or tyson ritter, or clay aiken, jason mraz, john mayer, andy roddick
::What's your favorite food that everyone else thinks is weird/gross?:: hmm...honey mustard with my fries
::What's the best and worst job you've ever had?:: babysittin these 2 little brats
::What's your favorite album that was made before you were born?:: guns n roses, journey
::Are you a dog person or a cat person?:: dog
::What's your favorite US city?:: idk..lol
::What's the farthest you've traveled to see a band?:: no where
::Have you ever made out with more than one person in the same 24 hour period?:: nope, i dont think so
::Favorite curse word?:: shit
::Favorite euphemism for sex?:: huh?
::Favorite song lyric?:: "wait i already am.." lol clay aiken :) "I hate everything about you, why do i love you" 3 days grace
::Have you ever had a romantic/sexual encounter with a rock star?:: nope :(
::What's the weirdest place you've ever kissed anyone?:: stomach..
::What's the weirdest article of clothing you wear on a regular basis?:: idk? lol
::What's the craziest/stupidest thing you've ever done while drunk?:: i kissed another girl...
::What's your favorite song to dance like you're mental to?:: anything..
::What's your favorite part of a boy's/girl's body?:: stomach....turns me on! haha
::What's your favorite smell?:: vanilla candles
::What's your favorite drink?:: dr pepper water grapefruit juice
::What was your favorite cartoon when you were little?:: doug
::What song makes you cry?:: acoustic version of "looking back on today" by the Ataris
::What is your favorite pickup line? :: hm..my friend josh said it to me one time..lol "do you take karate, cause man your body's kicken" haha
::What current trend do you think is ridiculous and wish would go away immediately?:: hmmm.. monograms and that stupid thing with the pantyhose crap around your neck....GAY
::You get to rename yourself anything you want.:: nothin' i can't imagine me being named anything else.

Current mood: amused

Current music: looking back on today- ataris

9:59PM - bored

well today was pretty boring if ya ask me! i went to school...slept through 1st period, cause we never do anything in there, and if we do my teacher likes me and doesn't care if I sleep..lol. then 2nd period i just talked to Kasarah the whole time...and 3rd...i just talked to Norman and Kourtney and Tiffany the whole time while doing my work. I always help Norman in there. He's a really good friend too..lol..but in 4th I just sat there the whole time doing nothing. I hate "b" days because there boring even though its all my easy classes, but "a" days I love because thats when I see all my friends and stuff even though its my hard classes. But after I got outta school this afternoon, me and Breyanne went to Subway and I applied for a job there *crosses fingers* i really want that job cause it would be fun to work there and plus I know like almost everyone goes there to eat so that'd be fun too. I really need to get that job and start saving money, because I want to go on that trip next summer..and I know my mom won't pay $3,000.00 for it..lol..so im gonna try to pay for it..and I'm hoping she'll pay me for my spending money or whatever! Then me and Breyanne went to Sonic, we sat there for a little while cause I filled out my application for Subway there..lol..then I took her to her house to get her some more money and back to the school because she had to leave for a basketball game at 4:15. So then I came home and just sat around! Fun stuff!! Well this weekend I think me and Breyanne are gonna be hanging out, which should be fun, cause it always is! We always manage to find something to do..haha..even if its illegal for me, like driving past curfew or something like that..lol..but oh well.. I think Friday I am gonna go to the basketball game at the school, then we are gonna hang out. Saturday she has to work and then I'm hoping my mom will let me drive us out to the mall, cause I went Sunday with Timorie and found this REALLLLLLY cute skirt at AE that i want and i wanna go back and get it. I was gonna go see LOTR 3 this weekend, but I wanna go see that Timbo, so I'll just wait cause this weekend coming up she has a volleyball tournament! Hope she does good! ah.....this is alot..haha...

Current mood: cold

Current music: nothing

8:57PM - grizz game

Well, this is a great way to start off my journal entries!! I just got home from the Memphis Grizzlies game! Oh I love them to DEATH!!! They played Houston Rockets tonight, might I add they kicked their ASS! And another good thing, my future husband Pau Gasol(a player) did sooooooo good tonight! I was rooting for him all the way and I'm so proud of the way he played tonight. I am gonna marry him when i get older. lol. you just wait and see! My sister called me after the game and was like me and paige were watching the game and saw your dream guy..Pau..i was like yep he did so good!!!!!!! lol.. But anywho, lately I have been hanging out with Timorie. I love hanging out with her, she's so much fun! lol We went to Bestbuy Sunday and she picked up the second season of Dawson's Creek, oh i love that show too..lol..I have seen most of them, but she hasn't so she's just gonna watch them all on the season video things, but we stayed up pretty late watching them, we didnt finish the whole second season cause that thing was 21 hours long..haha..We walked over to matt's for a few mins, we almost froze to death though cause its like 19 degrees outside at night..lol..ugggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh...........school tomorrow!!!!!!!!!! i hate it..lol..so i should go to bed now! :(

Current mood: ecstatic

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