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[02 Dec 2004|07:10pm] [ music | burn baby burn ] I HAVEN'T UPDATED THIS THING IN MONTHS. I'M GETTING LAZIER. MAYBE I'LL GO BACK TO BEING SUCH A LOSER&UPDATING THIS "DREAM DIARY" WHEN I'M NOT FEELING SO CRAZY IN-LOVE. note: i fucking hate beonce knowles. i can't spell her name, either. can't buy me love...

[20 Sep 2004|09:43pm] [ mood | cold ] last night i dreamt that i walked in on lucy&bish... having sex! it was sooooo wierd&when i saw her today i was just like "i've seen you naked, dude!" can't buy me love...

[16 Sep 2004|08:04pm] [ music | daysleeper ] last night i had a horror-neighbours type dream. it was super scary. i was standing outside susan's house&she kept saying "don't go in! don't go in!"&seemed really distressed. so, naturally, i went in (just out of curiosity)&libby had hanged herself in the kitchen. she was wearing a white dress&her hair was hanging over her face. it was really horrible&when i woke up all i could think of was tom dying in january. i wish he was still around. can't buy me love...

interesting huh? [31 Aug 2004|11:36pm] [ music | letters to cleo ] last night i dreamt that mum asked me to hold her cigarette&i started smoking it without thinking. only she didn't question what i was doing&then sparked up her own, leaving me to finish hers off. it was very strange indeed. especially seeing as i'm not smoking cigarettes anymore! (well trying...) APPARENTLY THIS MEANS: Smoking To dream that you are smoking, indicates that you are trying to shield yourself and others against your emotions. You have trouble letting others in. Mother To see your mother in your dream, represents the nurturing aspect of your own character. Mothers offer shelter, comfort, life, guidance and protection. Some people may have problems freeing themselves from their mothers and are thus seeking their own individuality and development. Cigarettes To dream that you are smoking or offering a cigarette, signifies your need for a break. It may also points to issues of dependency. However if you are against smoking and have this dream, you must analyze aspects of your waking life and what you are dong that may adversely affect your health. can't buy me love...

[22 Aug 2004|06:24pm] [ mood | curious ] 3 nights ago i had a really bad nightmare. i don't really remember it, but i woke myself up screaming "bomba! bomba! bomba!" it was so wierd. i'm not sure whether i was scared of him, or he was saving me from my fear, but i've never slept-talked so loud i woke myself up before. can't buy me love...

[16 Aug 2004|11:08am] [ music | she's so high ] i do realise i haven't updated in here for years. it doesn't mean i haven't been dreaming- i have, i've just not had a chance to update you on them all. i will be better in the future! can't buy me love...

[20 Jul 2004|03:58pm] [ mood | nerdy ] [ music | another one bites the dust ] the other night i had such a wierd dream. there were tonnes of people from school at braelangwell&i went upstairs into one of the bedrooms, to find my brother with edd, casually taking cocaine. i asked him what he was doing and he said "get out"&held up a little bag which he insisted was lsd, but really just looked like tiny sweets. APPARENTLY THIS MEANS: Brother To see your brother in your dream, may symbolize some aspect of your relationship with him. It can also serve to remind you that someone in your waking life has certain characteristics/behavior similar to your brother's. Cocaine To dream that you are taking cocaine, indicates that you are feeling empty and devoid of emotions. You are looking to get out of your commitments or denying your responsibilities. You lack ambition. On a more positive note, the dream may be telling you that you need to be more lively and energetic. LSD To dream that you take LSD, represents an awakening and expanded consciousness. You are looking at things from a new perspective. the lsd part of this i think it pretty reliable. i think it's because freddie is so determined to meet new people&work hard at campden. can't buy me love...

[17 Jul 2004|03:19pm] [ music | parachutes ] i was swimming, with a whale, in a disgustingly muddy river. APPARENTLY THIS MEANS: Swimming To dream that you are swimming underwater, suggests that you are completely submerged in your own feelings. You are forcing yourself to deal with your emotional difficulties. Swimming in dark water could symbolize depression. River To see a muddy and/or raging river, signifies tumultuous times and jealousy in your life. Whale To see a whale in your dream, represents your intuition and awareness. You are in tuned to your sense of spirituality. Alternatively, it indicates a relationship or business project that is too enormous to handle. hmm, very interesting... can't buy me love...

[15 Jul 2004|09:55pm] [ music | muse ] it's reall infuriating not being able to remember my dreams properly at the moment. especially when alice has bought me 2 really cool dream interpretation books & i can't put them to good use. i hate not being able to remember exactly what's been going on in my head, but i know that he's been around a lot. can't buy me love...

[08 Jul 2004|09:48pm] [ music | pain ] the other night i have a very risque dream. i won't go into great detail, but i basically had great sex with a total stranger. APPARENTLY THIS MEANS: Oral Sex To dream that you are giving or receiving oral sex, signifies your willingness to give or receive pleasure/joy. It is symbolic of your creative energy and reaffirms that you are headed in the right direction in life. The dream may also be a pun on talking about sex. You may need to communicate with your mate about your sexual needs and desires. Perhaps you are acting out your sexual wishes. can't buy me love...

freaky [29 Jun 2004|11:35pm] [ music | beautiful ] when lucy and i slept in the tent i had a really wierd/scary dream. i think it was probably because of eating all those sweets before we went to bed. anyway, there were tonnes of people in my sitting-room (i possibly was having a party?) and for some reason smell was there. he was lying on the big sofa. he hadn't passed out or anything, he was just sleeping. and people were blow-torching his face (you know, with one of those little caramalising torch thingies). they seemed to find it hilarious because he wasn't waking up. i was just so shocked at what they were doing, and suddenly his body jumped upwards as he woke up, his face engulffed in flames. everyone ran off laughing. and i was left standing beside him, and the fire had burnt out. his face had burned really badly and was all red and black. but he didn't cry or even make a noise. he just sat on the end of the sofa looking embarrassed and upset (obviously quite understandably). he starting picking his stuff up off the floor and putting it into his bag and stood up to leave the room. as he did so i grabbed his arm and whispered "are you okay?". he looked down and said "not really". and walked away. APPARENTLY THIS MEANS: Sleeping To see others sleeping, is often a reflection of yourself and your own unconscious mind. It is indicative of how you may not be alert or informed about a particular situation. Couch To see or dream that you are on a couch, represents rest, relaxation, laziness or boredom. It may also mean you need to clear you mind and thoughts. Consider also who is on the couch with you as the dream may also have sexual connotations. Burning To see something burning, indicates that you are experiencing some intense emotions and/or passionate sexual feelings. There is some situation or issue that you can no longer avoid and ignore. Alternatively, it may suggests that you need to take time off for yourself and relax. Bag To see a bag in your dream, represents the responsibilities that you carry Whispering To dream of whispering, signifies malicious and disturbing gossip surrounding you. can't buy me love...

[25 Jun 2004|01:42pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | 59th street bridge song (feeling groovy) ] dream 1) maddy was having a big house party and she let me bring about 20 people (!) before i knew it, everyone was drunk and people were pairing off and i was walking upstairs and holding hands with a certain somebody. we ended up sitting on maddy's bed joking, talking, flirting. the next thing i know, we're kissing, but are interupted by someone knocking on the door. when i said come in, and spoke to the person in the doorway (i don't recall who it was) i turned back to him and he had vanished! APPARENTLY THIS MEANS: Party To dream that you are at a party, suggests that you need to get out more and enjoy yourself. If the party is bad, then it indicates that you are unsure of your social skills. Flirting To dream that you are flirting or that someone is flirting with you, represents your need for intimacy and affection. You may be about to enter into a serious commitment or relationship in the near future. Kiss To dream of a kiss, denotes love, affection, tranquility, harmony, and contentment. Knocker To see or use a knocker in your dream, symbolizes opportunities and welcomed expectations. You may be seeking for assistance and spiritual guidance. On a negative note, to see a knocker in your dream signifies repressed thoughts. death, and dreaded expectations. Disappear To dream that people or objects are disappearing right before your eyes, signifies your anxiety and insecurities over the notion that loved ones might disappear out of your life. You may feel that you cannot depend on someone and feel that you are alone and inadequate. You need to work on your self-image and self-esteem. Alternatively, to dream that someone is disappearing suggests that you may not have given sufficient attention to those aspects/qualities of that person within your own self. Have you lost touch with some aspect of yourself? dream 2) mum had left me in charge of sophie for the day and she wanted to by something from cheltenham, but i had explained there was no way of getting there. she started acting like a complete spoilt brat and making a fuss, calling me a bitch etc. then she said was going to call steve (our gardener) and ask him to drive her to cheltenham! i went crazy and screamed the house down and tried to explain what she was doing was just plain rude. that's all i remember. it was so odd, i never get angry in my dreams. APPARENTLY THIS MEANS: Stress To dream that you are under stress, is a reflection of the stress that you are experiencing in your waking life that has been carried over into your dream state. Even in your sleep, you may be unable to relax. The dream may call attention to setbacks, obstacles, self-doubts, criticism that you are facing in some waking situation or relationship. You need to take some leisure time off. this is all i could find, but i think it's all i really need anyway can't buy me love...

[20 Jun 2004|11:44am] [ mood | weird ] [ music | lucia ] last night i dreamt that i drank 6 pints of milk in bed. i also had a dream about doing an underground musical but that's all i can remember about it (not much help huh) APPARENTLY THIS MEANS: Milk To dream that you are drinking milk, signifies domestic bliss and inner nourishment. It may also imply your need to strengthen your ties and relationships with others. Underground To dream that you live underground, symbolizes loss of fortune and reputation and the desire for greater security and peace of mind. You may be pushing thoughts and issues into your subconscious mind. das ist alles can't buy me love...

[19 Jun 2004|01:15pm] the other night i dreamt that i was at a funfair with lois. suddenly, she took a cigarette packet out of her bag and started smoking! *shock horror!!!* :-O APPARENTLY THIS MEANS: Fair To dream that you are at the fair, suggests that you have overcame some minor obstacle and ready to move forward with renewed energy. Smoking To dream that you are smoking, indicates that you are trying to shield yourself and others against your emotions. You have trouble letting others in. Shock To dream that you receive a shock, represents a sudden awakening and new awareness. can't buy me love...

okay this is wierd [16 Jun 2004|01:21pm] [ mood | shocked ] [ music | sister hazel ] had such a fucking twisted dream last night: alice and i broke into the pridays house. i'm not altogether sure why but we were just snooping around and we didn't think that anyone was in to catch us. but all of a sudden we were being chased by the gardner around the house and he called the police. we got caught and i remember thinking *shit, arrested again!* the next thing i knew alice and i were walking into a large room at the top of a posh hotel and laughing about how we got let off cuz we told the police that we had gone to call on elizabeth and emma. suddenly there was some guy in our hotel room and was trying to kill us (as you do) with a huge knife. we managed to push him down onto the bed and alice held down his arms and legs while i stabbed him. i must have done it about 100 times or so and there was blood everywhere. but he just wasn't dying. then alice told me that she had a pill in her bag which made things explode (!) so i got it out and put it under the matress on the bed the psycho was lying on. he was just laughing at us the whole time. after about a minute we were slightly confused as to why the bed hadn't exploded yet and i saw the pill lying on the floor, so i put it firmly under the matress again and the bed immediately set on flames. we ran backwards and the whole thing exploded. scence change, and alice and i are in another hotel room. the pyscho fucking walks in! he's alive and we figure that he must have fell out of the window when the pill exploded. alice pushes him against the wall and i start stabbing him with the big knife again. blood is all over but i don't understand why he doesn't die. so i decide to test the knife out on myself, i lift up my jeans and slash open my ankle. it works just fine so i just so skitz and slash his body all over like a mental person. he just keeps laughing and alice puts her hand over his chest and says "he has no heart beat". but he's still laughing. i wake up at this point. i remember everything really well, apart from this guy's face and why he was trying to kill alice and myself. it was really freaky, and i was such a psycho bitch! APPARENTLY THIS MEANS: House To dream that your house is broken into, suggests that you are feeling violated. It may refer to a particular relationship or current situation in your life. Alternatively, it indicates that some unconscious material is attempting to make itself known. There are some aspects of yourself that you have denied. Chase To dream that you are being chases, signifies that you are avoiding a situation that you do not think is conquerable. It is often a metaphor for some form of insecurity Police To dream that you are arrested by the police, suggests that you feel sexually or emotionally restrained because of guilt. Hotel To see a hotel in your dream, signifies a new state of mind or a shift in personal identity. You need to move away from your old habits and old way of thinking. Murder To dream that you have committed a murder, indicates that you are putting an end to an old habit and your former ways of thinking. This could also mean an end to an addiction. Alternatively, you may have some repressed aggression or rage at yourself or at others. Note also that dreams of murder occur frequently during periods of depression. Blood To see blood in your dream, represents life, love, and passion as well as disappointments.To dream that you are bleeding or losing blood, signifies that you are suffering from exhaustion or that you are feeling emotionally drained. It may also denote bitter confrontations between you and your friends. Your past actions has come back to haunt you. Knife To dream that you are carrying a knife, signifies anger, aggression and/or separation. There may be something in your life that you need to cut out and get rid of. Pill To see a pill in your dream, signifies a restoration of your inner harmony. It is a period of healing and an end to those negative ideas in your mind. Explosion To see explosions in your dream, signifies a loss and displeasure in business. It may also mean that your repressed emotions and rage have come to the surface in a forceful and violent manner. Laughing To hear evil, demonic laughing in your dream, represents feelings of humiliation and/or helplessness. Confusion To dream that you are confused, may reflect your true confused state of mind and the nonsensical events of your dream. Isolate the single element in your dream that is confusing to you and analyze the meaning of that particular symbol. Alternatively, dreams of confusion signifies that you are being pulled in opposite directions or do not know which viewpoint is right. can't buy me love...

[12 Jun 2004|01:07pm] [ music | the temptations ] last night i dreamt that the mackies came to stay. but they hated all of us! and when they left a day later andy slashed open the tyres of our cars. i know they did lots of other little things too, but i don't remember them. APPARENTLY THIS MEANS: Hate To dream about hate, indicates repressed aggression and your fear of confrontations. On the other hand, you may forcing your views and opinions onto others. Consider the symbolism of other elements in the dream to find out what is it that you really hate. Destruction To dream about mass destruction, suggests that there is some chaos occurring in your life. Things may not be going the way you want it to. Perhaps the choices your are making are self-destructive. can't buy me love...

cheers "mate"! [12 Jun 2004|12:45pm] [ music | black sabath ] i fell asleep in the bath yeserday, and i dreamed that i had just found out that i had a brain tumour. i was really freaked out and upset, so i called lois to tell her my news. she hung up on me, bitch! APPARENTLY THIS MEANS: Brain To dream of your brain, suggests that you are under severe intellectual stress. It may also symbolize your problem-solving abilities and that you need to put those abilities to use. Alternatively, it may imply that your ideas are not receiving enough attention and validation. You are concerned that your knowledge and teachings are not be transmitted clearly. Telephone To dream that you are having a telephone conversation with someone your know, signifies an issue that you need to confront with that person. This issue may have to do with letting go some part of yourself. yea, this is all i could find can't buy me love...

[10 Jun 2004|11:58am] woah! edd had long black hair! APPARENTLY THIS MEANS: Long Hair To dream that you have long hair, indicates that you are thinking long and carefully before making some decision. You are concentrating on some plan or situation. can't buy me love...

[09 Jun 2004|11:51am] oh man my dream was so screwed up last night. alice, sarah and i were camping outside a big barn in a green tent, but i couldn't sleep. i went outside for a cigarette and then woke both of them up telling them i was going into the barn to look for a loo. they needed a wee too so they came with me. when we got into the barn there was no loo, but it turned out to be a stable full of about 20 horses. alice and sarah got into a free stable thingy and went to the loo there while i looked for another one. the stable was really long with horses on either side. i walked down the stable looking at the horses on either side, hoping they couldn't escape but when i got to the end and realised there were no free "cubicals" i turned back and looked at all the horses again. but this time all the horses were in flames. fire was all over their faces and i could hear them screaming and they started banging against the stable doors trying to break them down. i started to run and reached alice and sarah in their cubical, with the door shut. i ran in really fast and we sat there freaking out at the horses which had now escaped and were running around with their heads on fire. the next thing i knew i was in a really posh bathroom with alice with special showers coming out of strange places. APPARENTLY THIS MEANS: Barn To see a barn in your dream, signifies feelings kept in your unconscious. There is a possibility that you may be holding back your instinctual action or natural urges. Cigarettes To dream that you are smoking or offering a cigarette, signifies your need for a break. It may also points to issues of dependency. Toilet To dream that you can not find the bathroom, signifies that you are have difficulties in releasing and expressing your emotions. Fire Depending on the context of your dream, to see fire in your dream can symbolizes destruction, passion, desire, illumination, transformation, enlightenment, or anger. It may suggest that something old is passing and something new is entering your life. Your thoughts and views are changing. Running To dream that you are running away from someone, indicates an issue that you are trying to avoid. You are not taking or accepting responsibility for your actions. In particular, if you are running from an attacker or any danger, then it suggests that you are not facing and confronting your fears.To dream that you are running alone, signifies that you will advance to a higher position and surpass your friends in the race for wealth. Alternatively, you may be running from some situation or from temptation Shower To dream that you are taking a shower in clear, fresh water, denotes spiritual or physical renewal or the need to wash a burden out of your life. It is also symbolic of forgiveness. Animals To see animals in your dream, represents your own physical characteristic, primitive desires, and sexual nature, depending on the qualities of the particular animal. Animals symbolizes the untamed and uncivilized aspects of yourself. Thus, to dream that you are fighting with an animal signifies a hidden part of yourself that you are trying to reject and push back into your subconscious can't buy me love...

kinky? [08 Jun 2004|06:48pm] [ music | reel big fish ] all i remember from last nights dream is a stranger crawling into my bed. and he ran his hands up my inner thigh. i woke up when his hands reached my kinckers! APPARENTLY THIS MEANS: Stranger To see a stranger in your dream, symbolizes the part of yourself that is repressed and hidden. Bed To dream that you are going to bed with a stranger, suggests that you are making friends too fast. You need to be more cautious. Thigh To see your thigh in your dream, symbolizes stamina and endurance. It refers to your ability to perform and do things. this is all i could find on this dream can't buy me love...

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