| * A Little Self-Indulgence * |
Friday 17th January, 2003 @ 02:07 |
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music |
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David Bowie - Lets Dance |
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BT- Shame
Shame
A lonely doll
She came again
Frozen wall
Like teenage skin
And neither for
What comes within
A substance clouds like sinking sin
You told your great tale
And it's always the same
Quite a shame that it goes this way
Is what you said
How very bizarre
All those blood-letting games
Quite a shame that it goes this way
Is what you said
Lay me down
Oh such a shame...
You told your great tale
And it's always the same
Quite a shame that it goes this way
Is what she says
How very bizarre
All these blood-letting games
Quite a shame that it goes this way
Is what she says
You told your great tale
And it's always the same
Quite a shame that it goes this way
Is what you said
How very bizarre
All these blood-letting games
Quite a shame that it goes this way
Is what you said
Still smell of fear
She came again
A frozen wall
Like teenage skin
She'll break my fall
Begin my friend
Some old substance clouds like sinking sin
You told your great tale
And it's always the same
Quite a shame that it goes this way
Is what she says
How very bizarre
All these blood-letting games
Quite a shame that it goes this way
It's such a shame
It's such a shame
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| * A not entirely necessary entry. * |
Monday 13th January, 2003 @ 10:47 |
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 tired |
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BT - Shame |
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Just three minor and completely random thoughts for today.
I love this tune.
I hate this seemingly endless tiredness.
I don't understand the point of internet 'cliques'. Heh.
That's all for now.
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| * What can I say? * |
Tuesday 7th January, 2003 @ 02:05 |
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 contemplative |
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INXS - Beautiful Girl |
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I really should stop browsing through depression forums. I'm not saying they're pointless, far from it. God knows they can be supportive and all that. Trouble is they can make me so miserable, I read these posts from people trying to reach out and feeling desperate. I try to reply but usually delete my post. What can I say that will make any difference? I also start feeling disillusioned with the world.
Gee, don't I sound a happy bunny in this entry. I'm not always doom and gloom, just sometimes I need to get something off of my mind. Somehow, typing it out helps. Puts things into perspective instead of remaining a jumbled mess in my head. A need to vent.
Time for another cigarette, me thinks.
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Saturday 4th January, 2003 @ 02:40 |
La la la
Just testing
*Twiddles thumbs*
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Me