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Friday, April 9th, 2004

Subject:goodbye blurty
Time:10:17 pm.
Mood: amused.
good bye blurty..

YOU SUCK!!!


www.livejournal.com/users/madeinfilth


adios!
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Wednesday, April 7th, 2004

Subject:drip drop
Time:4:18 pm.
Mood: blank.
Music:classical.
deep goes the pin
the sensation of the tip
piercing through your skin
the blood begins to drip

your hands are getting numb
pins and needles in your thumb
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Tuesday, April 6th, 2004

Subject:bones in the ground
Time:4:42 pm.
Mood: blank.
Music:silence.
gather all her bones
put them in a box
buried under your floor
your little secret from the world no one will know
our little secret

write a letter confessing your sins
put it ina bottle
throw it out to sea
tell them where i am
tell them where to find me
take your last breath and pull the trigger baby,
come join me

for years her bones will lie buried in the ground
undiscovered
untouched
people will find you lieing on your floor in a pool of blood
with a bullet through your skull
little will they know
i was right under their nose.
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Monday, April 5th, 2004

Subject:asleep at the switch
Time:7:11 pm.
Mood: thoughtful.
Music:MIX.
the human race is disgusting.

america is the most abhorrent place ive ever been...

i am ashamed to say that i live here.

we kill out of rage and jealousy
we take a lotta drugs to feel happy
we have meaningless sex with strangers

i could go on...

we infect each other with sickness
we get lost in greed and consumption

the world was once full of life and light.
now...death and darkness is taking over...

STEP ASIDE ALL THINGS GREAT...THE COLLAPSE OF THE WORLD WILL SOON BE HERE
if people dont repent...we will all be doomed.


TALLY HO.
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Subject:enlighted soul
Time:6:33 pm.
Mood: pensive.
Music:the news.
An enlightened soul, is not one to which truth has been revealed, but one who has summoned it; and not just when they've been driven by pain, but when life's seas were as calm as glass.

Land ho.

went over to bres today with suzie and sat on her junky new couch and wrote on the walls inside her closet.. it was steller..

romeo and juliet last night was also vert steller...i loved it.
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Sunday, April 4th, 2004

Subject:you must be....
Time:3:15 pm.
Mood: good.
Music:oldies.
you must be carefully taught to hate
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Subject:you must be....
Time:3:15 pm.
Mood: good.
Music:oldies.
you must be carefully taught to hate
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Thursday, April 1st, 2004

Subject:hmmm
Time:6:31 pm.
Mood: tired.
Music:silence.
Modern marvels and breakthrough sciences. Exciting discoveries and limitless frontiers. Loving friends and caring strangers. Hands and hearts and souls to hold, so close, one's own heart could burst.

C, look at it like this: It's not so much that you have to wait for your dreams to come true, but that you get to, in a garden of Eden, a paradise of paradises, in the palm of my hand - from a dimension that all who pass from, dearly miss.

Can you even count the splendors?

Top of the morning to you.





did some filming today. it was groovy.


tallyho
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Wednesday, March 31st, 2004

Subject:last day until may
Time:7:48 pm.
Mood: crazy.
Music:silence.
today is the last day until may ill get to see my dad.

off to "THERE" he goes...he better fucking come home.. that mutherfucker.

them people over there are C-R-A-Z-Y!

then its back to living with the Gma...which in fact today was her birthday..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GMA.


thats all for now


off we ride.. into the sunset....

tallyho
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Subject:cool
Time:3:45 pm.
Mood: contemplative.
Music:silence.
if you ever find yourself driving down that motorway of life, looking for an exit that says "Easy Street", may I remind you that that's where you got on, following a sign that said, "Paradise, this way. Road Under Construction. Watch out for "light workers", falling debris, pot holes, and slippery patches. No turning back."

And you said, "Cool".

Tallyho









if you dont like it...change it.






todays the last day....until may
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Subject:cool
Time:3:45 pm.
Mood: contemplative.
Music:silence.
if you ever find yourself driving down that motorway of life, looking for an exit that says "Easy Street", may I remind you that that's where you got on, following a sign that said, "Paradise, this way. Road Under Construction. Watch out for "light workers", falling debris, pot holes, and slippery patches. No turning back."

And you said, "Cool".

Tallyho









if you dont like it...change it.






todays the last day....until may
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Tuesday, March 30th, 2004

Subject:bewitching hour
Time:3:17 pm.
Mood: curious.
Music:louis armstrong-louis for lovers.
have you heard about the "Bewitching Hour"?

Actually, it's top secret... (so I'll whisper).

Every single morning... ever since time began... before the sun even rises... the drums start beating... the choirs start singing... the energy starts rising... and every single soul who has ever lived clamors around the plane of manifestation. A chanting begins... and gets louder and louder... and goes faster and faster... until a feverish pitch is reached and the celestial skies part with a clap of thunder, revealing billions upon billions of the most beautiful angels you have ever seen. Flying down from the heavens; some with wings outstretched, others with theirs pointed back. Darting, diving, banking and rolling - some so fast they're only a blur, while others seem to float by as if catching what remained of a midnight's summer breeze. Every one of them a reflection of the greatest, the loveliest, and the highest I've ever imagined. Every one of them a messenger of hope, and peace, and joy; healers and teachers, comforters and creators. And every one of them about to greet a brand new day in time and space... with a morning yawn, sleepy eyes, and the power to ROCK THE WORLD.

This is the "Bewitching Hour".

And if you listen real hard, you can you still hear the drums.

Hosanna in the highest...
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Saturday, March 27th, 2004

Subject:hmmmm
Time:4:31 pm.
Mood: amused.
Music:cursive.
you know...
its been a while since i wrote an ACTUAL entry.

where i go into FULL detail about the oh so exciting things that have been going on in my life...

so since its been so long, and spring break is over...

WHY THE HELL NOT.

I'll start with Spring Break...just because thats fresh in my memory.

Friday, March 19: left early in the morning to go to Florida to see my mom with Kana. HA! Got to miss school.

Saturday, March 20: went to the beach and eh..got some sun...and then at 11 went to go pick up Ted at the Airport.

Sunday, March 21: Got up quite fairly early and then Ted and I and the rest of the gang went to the beach and got some sun, then i think we went to lincoln road...or maybe that was saturday.. i dunno i forgot.

Monday, March 22: same thing although it was REALLY HOT.

Tuesday, March 23: WHOA...i wont forget it thats for sure.

Wednesday, March 24: the weather was shit...but i think ted and i went to Collins and walked around.

Thursday, March 25: Ted and I took the shuttle thinger to Lincoln Rd. and bought a really groovy vase for his mum...and then i bought 3 of my own for muh girls. OH..while we were on Lincoln ted and i went to the SOuth Florida art center and looked at all these artist's studios..it was stellar. way cool.

Friday, March 26: went to texas taco and saw secret window with ted while mom and kana saw jersey girl. secret window was pretty good...alittle strange but...good.

Today, March 27: got up early hopped on the plane and came home, dropped ted off at home and then came home took a shower and took a nap...then went for a walk with my fasha.

Tomorrow, March 28: Afternoon REcords Showcase. Going with the troops and muh fasha.

and then by joe! its back to school again.. which will be a shame....oh well.. nothing i can do about it.

man i tell ya the school year has gone by really fast... and i thought it would go by really slow.. ha...

oh man...i wont go into detail but.. i have learned alot this year...wow..









i want to be out on my own...ugh...i want highschool to be over! and i want to be out of college.. and out doing my own thing...

BAH HUMBUG! fuck this shit.

Dad leaves again on Thursday and wont be home til sometime in May....hmmmm hes going to miss my play.. shame..

and then its back with the Gma...oh boy... i think i can last 2 months.. im gunna try..but it wont be easy. i know that for sure.

then.. June 4th its off to England...sarahs graduation and then balls to the walls with competitions.

then its back home for school... ugh...

I HATE JET....

oh yeah! i forgot.. my mom bought a wig at this place called Rickys. WOO HOO!! its funny...i tried it on and i look........STRANGE with long hair.. dont ever let me grow it out...ehughdshfsjhdf

pheww...BAM BAM BAM...hi ya! wwaahhhh! do doosh bang SANG! WEEEHOOOO..bam bam bam!

aawww yeah sucka. ;)

alright well im done with this bullshit.. and i now realize why i stopped writing really long drawn out entries.. its a waste of fucking time... and to accomplish what???

NOTHING!

who the fuck reads this shit anyway..

oh well..

hope it provides some sort of entertainment for whoever does..


tallyho!
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Subject:hungry
Time:4:22 pm.
Mood: tired.
Music:tv.
I'm hungry.

Hungry for adventure.

The adventure of love.

Tell you what: The more of it you give today, to the least deserving on your list, the more your life will change.

Cowabunga
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Thursday, March 25th, 2004

Subject:autographs
Time:10:08 am.
Mood: chipper.
Music:the news.
The adulation. The worship. The glory.

The throngs, the masses, the fans.

You'd think by now the novelty would have worn off, but those few (and I do mean, few - by our standards) who are brave enough to adventure into the jungles of time and space, have our deepest admiration.

Because even as we know that wherever they find themselves, nothing will be as it seems; that no matter what happens, they'll always be safe and protected; and that their inevitable homecoming celebration will make the Academy Awards look like a McDonalds' Happy Meal... They know none of this. And so the heights of their glory and the depthes of their despair, have become legend, in a land of legends.

Better start practicing your autograph,

tallyho
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Wednesday, March 24th, 2004

Subject:wow
Time:3:41 pm.
Mood: tired.
Music:tv.
Got a little Personality Test for you... Want to know how to tell whether you were born with the gift to heal, or perhaps, if your strengths lie in leadership? If you're a left or right "brained" individual? Whether or not you're truly a "people person"? Whether or not, given your beliefs, friends, laughter and abundance, will flow to you effortlessly, or should be diligently sought after?

Just decide.

It's always worked before.
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Tuesday, March 23rd, 2004

Subject:whomp
Time:4:49 pm.
Mood: content.
Music:fuse.
do you remember way back when, on the day you first earned your wings, how you worried about whether or not you'd be able to use them to lift yourself, and thereby the entire planet, higher?

And so I reminded you that the reason you earned them, was because you already had?

I thought so, but sometimes it's nice to be reminded again, you already deserve all that your heart desires.

Tallyho
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Subject:high up
Time:4:47 pm.
Mood: calm.
Music:fuse.
Of course it's true. Everyone's born with a gift. One that will allow them to fill a special place in the Universe that absolutely no one else can fill. A blessing that makes all other blessings pale in comparison. A gift of incalculable value to the entire world when it's uncovered, explored, and embraced.

Yours?

Being you.

WOW, you must have known someone really "high up"



tally ho
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Friday, March 19th, 2004

Subject:my head...is about to EXPLODE
Time:7:49 pm.
Mood: worried.
Music:deerhoof.
i know ive stopped writing really long drawn out entries...but right now is an exception...

although dont get to excited im not going to go into full details...

because the details are none of your business...


this week is supposed to be a good one..

for some reason im feeling a bit skeptical.


BRE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH......dont cry.....




why did this have to happen?
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Subject:the beach
Time:2:24 pm.
Mood: cheerful.
Music:sounds of the waves.
the beach is where its at...

you know what that means.
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