insatiable's Blurty

I made a mistake. I broke the fist rule. Not because of how I feel. My feelings are too lovely to ever think of them as being a mistake. I simply forgot to maintain the balance. He warned me. He questioned whether I would be able to go forward into the fantasy while maintaining my life. I got so caught up in the magic I stopped looking at the good in my day to day. I'm sorry for putting him through all this. I know he worries about me. He needs to know I am OK. I worry about him. I need to know he is OK.

I think I needed a little time to grieve what we could have been. However in doing that I overlooked what we are. Two people who share an incredible bond...a closeness that cannot be denied. We share a beautiful gift. A gift I hope he will still enjoy with me...while maintaining the balance.