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[Friday, March 28th, 2003
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well, last night was... awesome. dan surpirised me at home, and we slept together on the floor. we didn't have sex and all, and he completely understood my theory on how i must really trust a guy before i have sex with him, and he knows i'm a virgin. he's... perfect. he's coming over later tonight. God, i love new love. My sister gotta guy too. haha. it must be spring. =P
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[Thursday, March 27th, 2003
@ 9:55pm] |
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Soco Amaretto Lime\\Brand New |
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...he just called <3<3 "Just Jealous Cause We're Young and in Love"... i can't wait until i fall in love with dan. i know i will, i haven't yet, but i have this feeling.
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[Thursday, March 27th, 2003
@ 9:42pm] |
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Mix Tape\\Brand New |
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i met a guy! its weird, cause i was at Chiles with my family (the kiddy-os that drive me to cutting. and he was our waiter (his name's dan) and we flirted outragously. Well, my parents wanted to get home, so i told them that they could pay, and i was going to finish up. Well, Dan got off his shift at 7:30, so i told him we could go to the Borders across after n have a cup of coffee or something. WE did and talked until 9. We exchanged phone numbers, and i went home. God, he's so great. And he's so hott. He's like an awesome puk rocker. he loves the ataris too. wow, he's the greatest. I'm meeting him tommorow night, and he'll be at the concert Saturday night! Christ, its been so long since i've had a guy, i forget how wickid awesome it is! At 9, when we said goodbye, he gave me a hug and went "bye... i'll miss you *kiss on cheek*" awww it was so cute. hah. i love my lifeeeeeeeeeeeeee right now. dadada. i babysat today, after work. it was uh. fun. damn kids. we played with play-doh all day! So i talk to this hott, random internet dude, Kieth. and i share everything with him, i completely trust him. i wanted to tell him my good news, but he's in New Jersey until sunday. dammit.......... anyways. i love Dan. hah.
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[Wednesday, March 26th, 2003
@ 10:14pm] |
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In This Diary\\Ataris |
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well, i guess i better update this shit again. Uh, lets see. i got ranch dressing in my hair, i got hit on by a "gangsta" that wanted to sleep with me, i cut, and i talked to this kiddy-o named Ryan from Rhode Island. He's pretty rad. <3<3. so anyways, back to more detail. I was in my lunch break, laughing like a fucking maniac. Then i fall backwards and my head lands in salad dressing. I"m smooth. Then the "gangsta thing" uh. this dude pulls up 'hey babbbbyyy. how bout you get into my shit and i give you a ride to my crib where we can make sweet love?" fucker. and yeah, ryans pretty cool. 9 peircings =) wee. i had tomato soup at hand tonight. my god vegi meal. wee.
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[Tuesday, March 25th, 2003
@ 10:54pm] |
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Mix Tape\\Brand New |
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yeah, so i figgured i should tell you a lil about me-self. My full name is Emily Alicia Jackson (pretty fucked up name, eh?). I thought so too. When I was like, 13 or something I changed my name to Zoey. I got it officially changed when I was 16. So, now if you call me Emily, you die. heh. Anyways, like I said in previous entries, I'm 18 years old. I'll be 19 in June, on the 22nd to be exact. Yeah. So thats like... 3 months or something. Like I said before also, I'm a depressed kid. I let the little things get to me, and i'm sereiously emotional. Yeah, i know i spelled "insanely" wrong in my name, but fuck you. It wouldn't fit. Anyways, I have a couple problems. I don't sleep a lot. Also, I don't eat. Oh, and I cut. I have a pretty messed up life. I have 2 brothers and 1 sister. My brothers are Brian (technology genius. god i hate him-17 years old) Brendan (14 years old-music genius. pretty cool dude. *thumbs up*.) My sister's name is Jennifer. But she changed it to JayJay cause she wanted to be like me and change her name. Also she hated "Jennifer Jackson" so changed it to JayJay. I call her lil Jetplane (cause yeah know, JayJay the Jetplane?" hah. ) I absolutly hate my parents, even though I live with them. I plan to move out soon.
thats my life. Wanna know more? tell me. My buddylist is on "friends only" if you will. You can tell me you added me, n i'll add you. I just don't like stalkers.. usually. Meh-heh.
So Long Lil Mistur Pretty Pants.
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[Thursday, February 13th, 2003
@ 6:27pm] |
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Perfect\\Midtown |
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Uh, hey. I'm Zoey. I'm a depressed young kiddy-o. I'm 18, i'll be 19 in June. My life sucks. Its worse than yours... fuckers.
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