Realm of INSANITY!!!!!'s Day

Sunday, July 13, 2003

1:08PM - Havent updated this thing...

I was going to AJ`s house to talk to him yesterday..He was acting so "supportive" and said I should have never started anything with Alexa and I`m better off without her. Blah..I was just pissy....so in the middly of his supportingness I just yelled at him

Me: WHAT WOULD YOU KNOW?! WE HAD PROBLEMS BUT THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU ANDREW!!!!!
AJ: Whoa dude..I know-
Me: FUCK OFF THIS ISNT YOUR LIFE!!!! EVERYTIME I BREAK UP YOU SAY THE SAME STUFF!!!
AJ: John...
Me: WHY ARE YOU EVEN TELLING ME? YOU HOOKED US UP!!!!
AJ: I know BUT SHE HURT YOU LIKE SHE SAID NOW SIT DOWN!!!!!!!
Me: - looks at him with a glare and throws a glass that breaks against a wall and leaves-

Jesus......I overeacted...But I still feel..i said some truth in that...He was just pissing me off with all that. He could have brung something else up but he didnt...

Current mood: depressed
Current music: Korn- Blind
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8:19PM - updating.....

TIHS STUPID THING NEEDS SPELL CHECK!!!!! Jesus I spelled like alot of things wrong..I was sleepy though... So When I yelled at AJ, he gets online after a few hours, while I talk to some of my other friends...I didnt want to talk to him, because hed just get mad about the breakage of his glass or because I yelled at him. But I knew I was right. He shouldnt have hooked me up with Alexa, knowing what kind of person she is. SHE cheated on me with Danny in my face..I should have broken her heart. But, he should have warned me, he knew what kind of person she is and that she was with Danny while me..I shouldnt have fallen in love with her and I still am. I miss her cold touch, her soft laughter..her touching spirit....You couldnt stop thinking about her like that. And shes gone away from me like a bag in wind...I cant stop thinking about her...I cant...she was the kind of person everyone would like. But I expected this somehow..I shouldnt have done that to AJ. He was and is my best friend...Sorry AJ READ this entry..cause I`m not repeating it...I love you Alex, i always will...Your always going to be there...No matter what....Take Care of yourself..Okay? Read this and see what I mean..I`m sorry Andrew. Danny you better treat her right...Anyway..I might have spelled something wrong, so you people who are going to comment..DONT unless its something useful...I NEED MORE COMMENTS PEOPLE I`M GETTING EMOTIONAL AND NO ONE CARES BUT ONE!!!!!!

Current mood: stressed
Current music: Stone Sour- Get Inside
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