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| 03:37pm 21/08/2003 |
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***DIE FOR LOVE***
I sit in the park where i dwell for this boy i love so well he took my heart away from me and now he wants to set me free i see a girl in his lap he says things to her that he never said to me i ran home to cry on my bed not a word to my mother was said father came home late that night he looked at me from left to right he saw me hanging from a rope he took his knife and cut me down and on my dress a note was found:dig my grave dig it deep dig my grave from head to feet and on the top place a dove and remember this, i died for love.
thats how i feel right now ok well i love john d buh byes for now |
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| 12:57pm 01/08/2003 |
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wow its been so long since i last wrote in here and a lot has happened like i hav a new boyfriend and im fighting with my no longer friend cassie. cassie is 13 and she has been my friend since i was like 1 year old but every little thing i do she tells her parents who are good friends wit my parents so everything i do i get in trouble for so we got in to a fight cause she didnt like my boyfriend and decided to tell my dad about the shyt we did even though it was bad i didnt want him to know, then she decided to call me a whore so know im not her friend. like anyone cares anywayz but my boyfriend is like damn fine and im not just saying that cause i have to he truely is |
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| 05:10pm 20/06/2003 |
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hey wats up im going to sharkies with emm deirdra and cheryl to night well bye |
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| 03:38pm 16/06/2003 |
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hey hey hey holla. wats up with everyone. im burnt as hell from sat. at six flags. well thats about it for today. |
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| 07:04pm 08/06/2003 |
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mood:  complacent
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whats up im so so bored . im home with jessica and theres is nothing to do so i thought id write in my journal even though i have nothing to write about well got to go |
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| 02:57pm 06/06/2003 |
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mood:  bouncy
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ok i cant wait till tonight im going to sharkies and i cant wait. My friend kyle had a dream that he was going to get shot and im afraid thats it is going to happen ,cause after he told me this weird stuff has been happening left and right like i dont know i cant explain them but he promised me that he would be carefull cause my friend sarah him and me are like brothers and sisters.
for some very stupid reason im begining to like thomas again remember him. im not sure why but id rather go to sharkies and see thomas rather then see my own boyfriend. but i think im going to brake up with mike cause it aint working out like i never see him. i only see him every 3 weeks 2 if im lucky.
on june 14 im going to six flags!!!! and i only have 10 days of school left but the last week is all half days so its like 6 full days i cant wait till summer but then again its going to suck cause i wont be able to see sarah, heidi, kyle, thomas, ashley, rachel, thomas, falicia again. which is going to suck big time which means im going to do alot of walking like to all their houses this summer so then i wont be at emilys all summer again whinch is good. i wont have to worry about being critisised about what i wear or shit like that. i also dont have to listen to matt cry about how he ''loves'' me which is total BULLSHIT. i think im going to have a very big party this year with all my school friends and all my northbridge friends. i just hope they all get along. well im going to go i cant think of anything else to write so BYE. |
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| 04:48pm 03/06/2003 |
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mood:  blank music: fighter, cristina aguilera
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hey wats up every one im bored so i thought i might write. well nothing really has happened. i mean i got in to a fight with sarah but were friends i think if thatsb what you want to call it. ummm lets see thomas got a hair cut but mike still hasnt. next weekend im going to six-flags with my school but like none of my friends are going ohh well. the last day of school is in only 13.5 more days. but in 2 weeks i have finals. i betta pass cause im not going to summer school i have better plans then to stay in school with a bunch of wacked teachers. i got filmed developed from when me and thomas were going out and one of them is me crying and i took it myself but i have no idea as to why im crying. i have a hint that it has to do with me and thomas breaking up i think i was so hurt and in love that i took a picture to freeze time well i love ya all BYE...... |
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| 05:07pm 16/05/2003 |
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hey is friday and i still dont know what my plans are 4 tonight i want to go to sharkies but i also want to see mike. ohh guess what my ex thomas and his best friend pj both like me but of course all that they probally want is sex how immature is that.well im going to do something i dont know what yet but bye |
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| 02:49pm 13/05/2003 |
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mood:  curious music: evenascence, bring me to life
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Tuesday
Hi it’s a fun day but I can’t get in to my journal so I’m here instead. I really want to see mike I haven’t seen him in like a whole week and a day. I’m so f@*$kin bored. Rowan is over in Northbridge and the 15 is a full moon. Tomorrow I have MCAS’For 2 hours and its in my homeroom. May 14 is Alicias and me I year anniversary from are wedding.
HAPPY DAY EARLY BIRTHDAY ALICIA |
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| 04:02pm 08/05/2003 |
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i really hope i get to see my b/f today. are any of you people wiccan here? |
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| 04:02pm 08/05/2003 |
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mood: cold
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i really hope i get to see my b/f today. are any of you people wiccan here? |
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| 03:32pm 07/05/2003 |
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hey everyone im so f**kin bored. i need some one to talk to cause none of my friends are online. today was ok i guess. this kid in my class named richard kept on touching my ass then this other kid adam was fooling and tripped me and i was wearing heels. i want to see my boyfriend so bad. |
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| 05:16pm 06/05/2003 |
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im like so fucking bored. i cannot wait till summer so i can be with mike more cause i dont want him to break up with me, cause i really dont get to see him all that much. but i think he understands. and i gotta say he is a very VERY good kisser. O:-). i hate everyone in school they all want to kick my ass cause i am suppoidly talking shit. ohh well there to chicken to do it any way. no one probally reads this but i you do i ask you to tell me what you think off love like good bad or total bullshit. well i have to go hope to here all your comments! ! ! ! ! ! ! . |
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| 07:29pm 02/05/2003 |
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im going to emms tonite. im wearing a skirt. wow this is like a first for me. well thats it got to go byesss |
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| 05:05pm 30/04/2003 |
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mood:  chipper music: i can love you like that, all4one
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cassie and besta are fighting. im going out with mike k but i havent seen him in almost a week. im going to north bridge today well i have to eat love me
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| 12:18pm 19/04/2003 |
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listen to this i went to sharkies and these anerexic bitches decided to call me and a bunch of girls fat well i had my shirt folded up cause i was really hot and they were saying shit like pull your shirt down so i got pissed and i just took my shirt off so i was there in my bathing suit top and they thopught it would be funny if i got kicked out so they told bob what i was wearing but he didnt care cause peoples wear that shit all the time and they wouldnt stop. also jess was crying and i think it was because she thought mark was going to brake up with her or cause all the shit the girls were saying ohh well got to go bye. |
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| 09:43am 17/04/2003 |
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i was watching tv and i got a sudden urge to be with thomas what the hell is the matter with me. my head is telling me im over him but my heart is telling me i love him. now i dont know what to do. |
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| 07:15pm 15/04/2003 |
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mood:  ditzy
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im so bored its already 7:15 and my dad still isnt here yet. i really need a boyfriend at least till mark and jess brake up and that could be a while. im thinking of going out with travis but he lives in conetticet (can spell) and i really wont be able to see him. well i know its short but im going to go change in to pants and maybe go out side bye bye for now. |
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| 04:30pm 14/04/2003 |
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mood: ecstatic music: lil kim, how mant licks
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hello again i really want this boy well you know who he is its mark d. like i said be4 he has a girl friend. everyone one keeps on saying he is going to dump jess for someone else and i bet its not me. still deep in the back of my mind and heart i still love thomas and i probally will forever i will never love anyone like i loved him i will never want anyone the way i want him but i cant keep going back to him knoing he is just going to keep hurting me but in the future maybe we will be together but for now mark is on my mind. well i got to live my life as well as i posibally can BYE! |
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