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Monday, March 29th, 2004

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    11:18a
    Despite my insistance that I would not, I have.

    It never fails to amaze me as to how mesmerising watching myself bleed can be. It disturbs me deeply too, but for those few moments...

    What am I going to do with myself?

    Current Music: "earth angel" - Wheezer
    11:21a
    Forsaken - VNV Nation

    When I have nothing left to feel
    When I have nothing left to say
    I'll just let this slip away

    I feel these engines power down
    I feel this heart begin to bleed
    as I turn this burning page

    Please forgive me if I bleed
    Please forgive me if I breathe
    I have words I need to say
    Oh so very much to say

    And whose life do I lead?
    And whose blood do I bleed?
    Whose air do I breathe?
    With whose skin now do I feel?

    I'm supposed to walk away from here
    I'm supposed to walk away from here

    And whose life do I lead?
    Whose blood do I bleed?
    Whose air do I now breathe?
    I'm convinced there's nothing more.

    The day you died I lost my way
    The day you died I lost my mind

    What am I supposed to do?
    Is there something more?

    The engines power down
    Like a soldier to his end I go
    Because I'm convinced
    That there is nothing more

    And whose life do I lead?
    And whose air do I breathe?
    With whose skin and whose blood do I feel?

    What happens now?
    Have I done something wrong?
    Forgive my need to bleed right now
    Please forgive my need to breathe
    But I've so much to say
    And it wouldn't matter anyway.
    You're not here to hear these words that I must say
    And I'm convinced inside
    That there is nothing more

    Whose life do I lead?
    Whose air do I breathe?
    Whose blood do I now bleed?
    With whose skin now do I feel?

    I have nothing left to say
    I have nothing left to feel
    Am I supposed to let this go now?
    Let darkness come take you away?

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