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[12 Jan 2003|08:19pm] |
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aLoHa fellow blurty journalers. my name is dede. i created this journalistic setup so i may blab on and on about a certain man. a big lucious man. of whom i want to pleasure. i am a big woman. and i am not afraid to admit it. 280 pounds. i believe i am beautiful just because i am a plus size woman doesnt mean i am ugly.. it doesnt mean anything except i am a little bigger than "normal" women. i am 24 years old and i do not attend school. i wanted to go to NYU but things didnt work out. my gpa was 2.1 and i guess they didnt believe i was smart enough even though i consider myself to be a genios. i am currently emplyed as a school lunch-lady during daylight and at night i work at a taco bell resturante. i an a virgin and i want to lose my virginity to coonz.. aka edwin. lets see have i covered everthing yet? i am half american and half mexican. i ahve bright red hair thats very wavy. i have nude pictures if anyone would like to see them. my dream job is to be a playboy playmate. i have sent pictures to playboy but never recieved a call-back, some day i will though. i will write again in a short while. Coonz im dreaming Of You.
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[12 Jan 2003|11:38pm] |
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Ed(coonz) just turns me on every time i look at his icon. That is the only time i have visually seen him. Before Ed i thought i was a lesbian. i had a girlfriend for 8 years. Her name was Dana. We split about weeks ago because she was tired of me being Bi. Because of me always talking about Ed and telling her about all of the interesting topics he writes about in his journal. Dana moved back to FL and is currently working at Taco Bell. That is where we both met in high schoool. I hated high school. I was Picked on because of my weight problems. I used to be ashamed of how i looked. I hid my beautiful body under trench coats and fur coats. One day ... an animal rights association club at my high school poured pig blood all over my fur coat becuse they felt that fur was wrong to wear due to animals dying for me to wear it. I stood up and started crying and shit all over myself because of embarressment. I dropped out of school when i was 17. Since then i worked as an exotic dancer at an underground club called ChubbieS. My parents kicked me out after i dropped out of school. They left me with nothing. When i was 19 was living in Queens. I shared a small apartment with 3 familys and 1 transexual nomad from the arab world. Since i was 17 i havent gone too far. I now own my OWN apartment. I dont have a computer.. so everytime i write in here it is because i am using one in the school that i work in or i am at an internet cafe. I am going to exit now because the 9th graders need to use the computer lab now. Edwin i am kissing you in my dreams.
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