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[02 Apr 2003|03:38pm] |
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wow i am so horny right now. this is crazy. tits are hard. my lesbian relationship was going well. and now its trash. all i want is coonz. he doesnt write much at all anymore and neither do i. but sometimes when im thinking about him so much and i get sooo0oo horny i can barely stand it and i have have have to write about him. i took a pic of him (his icon) and blew it up and now its on my wall. so i can look at him all the time. i just want him. to feel me up and down and ugh just fuck the shit out of me. i want it so hard from him. well im going to go relieve myself. good bye.
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[14 Jan 2003|05:09pm] |
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i want coonz to give it to me up the butt.
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| ed.. i want u |
[13 Jan 2003|04:57pm] |
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While i was a lunch lady at the cafeteria today we were serving cookies for lunch and i thought of my love. He works at Mrs. Fields. I sucked the cookie dry and it turned me on just thinking of him. I am very horny right now and i want Ed to be with me. I want to fuck him all night long and make sweet love to him. I want him to give it to me up the ass. I hope people dont think I am weird because i know that everyone is like this. Ah i love him. I can just imagine how he smells and tastes and its turning me on like crazy. I wish he would stalk me like I stalk his sweet ass. AHh I am in love! with the most gorgeous man alive!
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| ed .. u have opened my mind and changed me ! |
[12 Jan 2003|11:38pm] |
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Ed(coonz) just turns me on every time i look at his icon. That is the only time i have visually seen him. Before Ed i thought i was a lesbian. i had a girlfriend for 8 years. Her name was Dana. We split about weeks ago because she was tired of me being Bi. Because of me always talking about Ed and telling her about all of the interesting topics he writes about in his journal. Dana moved back to FL and is currently working at Taco Bell. That is where we both met in high schoool. I hated high school. I was Picked on because of my weight problems. I used to be ashamed of how i looked. I hid my beautiful body under trench coats and fur coats. One day ... an animal rights association club at my high school poured pig blood all over my fur coat becuse they felt that fur was wrong to wear due to animals dying for me to wear it. I stood up and started crying and shit all over myself because of embarressment. I dropped out of school when i was 17. Since then i worked as an exotic dancer at an underground club called ChubbieS. My parents kicked me out after i dropped out of school. They left me with nothing. When i was 19 was living in Queens. I shared a small apartment with 3 familys and 1 transexual nomad from the arab world. Since i was 17 i havent gone too far. I now own my OWN apartment. I dont have a computer.. so everytime i write in here it is because i am using one in the school that i work in or i am at an internet cafe. I am going to exit now because the 9th graders need to use the computer lab now. Edwin i am kissing you in my dreams.
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[12 Jan 2003|08:19pm] |
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aLoHa fellow blurty journalers. my name is dede. i created this journalistic setup so i may blab on and on about a certain man. a big lucious man. of whom i want to pleasure. i am a big woman. and i am not afraid to admit it. 280 pounds. i believe i am beautiful just because i am a plus size woman doesnt mean i am ugly.. it doesnt mean anything except i am a little bigger than "normal" women. i am 24 years old and i do not attend school. i wanted to go to NYU but things didnt work out. my gpa was 2.1 and i guess they didnt believe i was smart enough even though i consider myself to be a genios. i am currently emplyed as a school lunch-lady during daylight and at night i work at a taco bell resturante. i an a virgin and i want to lose my virginity to coonz.. aka edwin. lets see have i covered everthing yet? i am half american and half mexican. i ahve bright red hair thats very wavy. i have nude pictures if anyone would like to see them. my dream job is to be a playboy playmate. i have sent pictures to playboy but never recieved a call-back, some day i will though. i will write again in a short while. Coonz im dreaming Of You.
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