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    Thursday, February 23rd, 2006
    3:38 pm
    Bloody Hell!! >.
    I am so sick and tired of all this bull shit between my friends. I just am happy to go home, and have the decision's of whether or not I would like to pick up the damn phone or not. Thats what I love about having some ME time. Yeah... ME TIME!

    I am so sick right now, its not even funny.
    Just kidding.
    I do however have a sore throat, my damn head hurts just a tad bit now, and for gods sake! My my stomach won't stop hurting.... BLECH! I wonder what the problem is now.

    Mr. matrise called me in to his office today to talk to me about soccer forms. We didn't chat long. He wasn't to moody today like he usualy is... He was in a surprisingly good mood! I was happy. Because then there was no going at it. LoL!

    I'm out! Later all!
    Saturday, February 11th, 2006
    10:56 pm
    Hardly Used
    Wow, I have not used this thing in a while now. I suppose it wouldn't be to bad to update it every now and then. Ha! Ha!

    Speaking of Ha! Ha! I was informed recently of some people's ignorance at the High School I attend. Hm, I never would have thought Louie A. could sink any lower, and the Danny K.?! C'mon! You guys are so pathetic, and a waste of my time, and as far as I am concerned, any of my friends time. I laughed for a long period of time with Anita and Christine over this matter.

    I attend classes up in Milwaukee, to see if I would like to become a part of the CIA, or FBI. You know.... Those courses people take to kill time, and have fun on their own time. Dumb asses! So, I signed up at a couple of sites to do some research and tally up the information and what not, and the morons found a profile of mine. Congradualations, you went from Grade A Retards to Grade B Retards in my book. Well, I guess some peoples incompetance must be a part of their character, or else us good folk who actually will be doing some thing with our lives would not have any one to laugh at. Oh boy! I will NOT forget about this. This is just to funny.

    People find out one thing, and then its spread like a disease. I can only hope some of the people have enough courtesy to do themselves a favor, and not give me a reason to see them all in a bad way. My, my, my... The nerve of some people.

    I am well spoken, and I know what I want. And I'm not going to let little high school bull shit like what you've idiots put off on, get in the way of me wanting to make some thing of myself. As far as I am concerned, they can tell who ever the hell they want. It still would make no difference to me, and I won't care one bit. Like I said, me and my friends laughed really good about what had happened. C'mon, give us some more you lousy pairs of jits! PRATS! Prissy pratty school boy jits... And if I were Louie, I wouldn't make any assumptions about anyone, until he hears some of the things that are said about him and his off-on girlfriend. As far as I can see, just a bunch of boys trying to have fun, but failing ever so miserably in my eyes. Can't find anything better to do with their time other then make fun of some one they know absolutely NOTHING about. Strong emphasis on the word that. I do hope some of the words in this paragraph weren't to hard for anyone to understand.

    Hm... What will I do with my free time now?
    Saturday, July 30th, 2005
    2:47 am
    Stop Talking Gibberish
    I have been up now for about 28 hours... Insomnia is coming back... Not good.

    Oh! I haven't written in this thing forever. I doubt those who use to read this a lot before will read it now, since I have neglected my dear friend Blurty. Oh wow.... I am actually talking Trevor, and I was talking to Theresa, but I think Theresa decided she was going to try and go back to sleep. Poor T... She has been itching, and I know what its from! Its from those damn animals she has.... So many lizards! I admit, its cool and all she adopts pets to save them, but come one, poor girl... She needs a break from it all.

    I am training for my manager position right now, and its no walk in the fucking park, but I will not give up!

    Current Mood: cranky
    Current Music: Out of Control - DaRude
    Monday, May 23rd, 2005
    8:54 pm
    WOAH!
    I haven't updated this journal in FOREVER! Ha! MySpace is great! Not... Its an ok place I suppose.

    So... Whats up my blurty? Not to much eh? YOU DON'T SAY?!

    I don't know. So much has happened. I figured I'd stop by and just leave a small post or something. But I have a feeling this is going to turn out to be longer than I intended.

    See! LONGER THAN I HAD INTENDED!
    Tuesday, March 29th, 2005
    8:58 pm
    I am so happy!
    I am so excited about next week, but things will probably get bad next week. Next week just start to suck next week I bet. But atleast I can be happy this week!

    I am going to Milwaukee next week Thursday to meet a director who is flying in to the Milwaukee Air Port area to view raw talent or whatever for his agency and he is going to help those he meets if he so chooses to help them.... He will help them get acting auditions and such. I am excited because I am going to meet this guy, and maybe I will actually have something to be happy about again. I hope it all works out.

    Also, we have our first soccer game next week. I am going to have to start going to practice dammit! Har! Har!

    I met some guy who is going to help me learn to play the guitar. I am REALLY excited. So, I am hoping that kind of works out.
    8:58 pm
    I am so happy!
    I am so excited about next week, but things will probably get bad next week. Next week just start to suck next week I bet. But atleast I can be happy this week!

    I am going to Milwaukee next week Thursday to meet a director who is flying in to the Milwaukee Air Port area to view raw talent or whatever for his agency and he is going to help those he meets if he so chooses to help them.... He will help them get acting auditions and such. I am excited because I am going to meet this guy, and maybe I will actually have something to be happy about again. I hope it all works out.

    Also, we have our first soccer game next week. I am going to have to start going to practice dammit! Har! Har!

    I met some guy who is going to help me learn to play the guitar. I am REALLY excited. So, I am hoping that kind of works out.
    Friday, February 18th, 2005
    11:07 pm
    Remember, I will still be here,
    As long as you hold me, in your memory

    Remember, when your dreams have ended,
    Time can be transcended,
    Just remember me

    I am the one star that keeps burning, so brightly,
    It is the last light, to fade into the rising sun

    I'm with you,
    Whenever you tell,
    My story,
    For I am all I've done

    Remember, I will still be here,
    As long as you hold me, in your memory,
    Remember me

    I am that one voice, in the cold wind,
    That whispers,
    And if you listen, you'll hear me call across the sky

    As long as,
    I still can reach out, and touch you,
    Then I will never die

    Remember, I'll never leave you,
    If you will only,
    Remember me

    Remember me...

    Remember, I will still be here,
    As long as you hold me,
    In your memory

    Remember,
    When your dreams have ended,
    Time can be transcended,
    I live forever,
    Remember me

    Remember me,
    Remember... me...
    Tuesday, February 15th, 2005
    9:50 pm
    Woo hoo?!
    Man, oh, man.... Its been one of those days...

    I just wanted to come home and collapse somewhere, anywhere here at home and just fall asleep... But I had to go get my check. I am going to buy two CD's from "Bright Eyes". Man, I love their music now thanks to Don. Yea, didn't expect to be getting a ride home from Don on Sunday night, but he did, he told me to get in the car and shut up. LoL! Don's great, I love him so much. He's sucha great friend, knows when to cheer me up and when to not cheer me up. He's got "Boulevard of Broken Dreams" on his phone, and said,"Hey, I've got your favorite song." He's so cool. Yea, he's a little kid trapped in an adults body. (Aw, the cat just hit his head just now on the chair... Poor kitty cat!)
    Yeah so, on Sunday he went to the Dollar Bill store and picked up some little kiddie spy kit, and was shooting the gun at me. He kept hitting me in the boob! >.< Then I shot one at him and he said,"Ow, my titty!" LMAO! It was kind of embarrasing when he shot it at me the second time while Anthony was standing there. Then I chased Don and smacked him. He likes getting smacked. I can tell. He likes annoying me, and talking to me. Man, this guy is like a bug.... A tick maybe? But a good tick. Hm, are there any good ticks? (Gee, the stupid from St. Joes must be rubbing off on to me... *shudders* dear god i hope not!)
    9:50 pm
    Woo hoo?!
    Man, oh, man.... Its been one of those days...

    I just wanted to come home and collapse somewhere, anywhere here at home and just fall asleep... But I had to go get my check. I am going to buy two CD's from "Bright Eyes". Man, I love their music now thanks to Don. Yea, didn't expect to be getting a ride home from Don on Sunday night, but he did, he told me to get in the car and shut up. LoL! Don's great, I love him so much. He's sucha great friend, knows when to cheer me up and when to not cheer me up. He's got "Boulevard of Broken Dreams" on his phone, and said,"Hey, I've got your favorite song." He's so cool. Yea, he's a little kid trapped in an adults body. (Aw, the cat just hit his head just now on the chair... Poor kitty cat!)
    Yeah so, on Sunday he went to the Dollar Bill store and picked up some little kiddie spy kit, and was shooting the gun at me. He kept hitting me in the boob! >.< Then I shot one at him and he said,"Ow, my titty!" LMAO! It was kind of embarrasing when he shot it at me the second time while Anthony was standing there. Then I chased Don and smacked him. He likes getting smacked. I can tell. He likes annoying me, and talking to me. Man, this guy is like a bug.... A tick maybe? But a good tick. Hm, are there any good ticks? (Gee, the stupid from St. Joes must be rubbing off on to me... *shudders* dear god i hope not!)
    Monday, February 7th, 2005
    9:54 pm
    Interesting Things
    We've started talking about Greek Mythology in English class, and I absolutely love English, and art! Both are so beautiful to me, and I could never possibly let either one go.

    Anyways, after watching Troy, and hearing something that Achilles (Brad Pitt) had said about the Gods, and the humans got me thinking about something. Because in my notes from english class, there was something we spoke about.

    "Gods don't pit us, they envy us, because we are mortal."

    Some people take quotes to seriously, but even then, its still nice to always nice to use the noggin' every once and a while. Something of which some people should really try.
    Well, what I started to think was, what if God created us to watch us grow old and die, because he envies us? I mean, when you think about it, they speak of death being both beautiful and horrible, and God himself cannot die. But we as human beings can die. Knwoing that from the time we fall asleep to any waking moment our breath we take in could be our last breath, and God, God supposedly goes on living forever. His son Jesus for example. He died so that we could get in to heaven. Jesus was suppose to be God, and he came to earth grew up and died on the cross. What if that was God TRYING to end his existence?

    I don't know, I could ramble ona nd on all night about this. But thats a new theory I have now.
    Sunday, February 6th, 2005
    8:40 pm
    DDDAAAMMMNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Somethings tells me I will never attend another school dance ever again, as many other people have said last night and probably today when they woke up from their sound sleep. I was so earger last night to leave the dance. I knew it was going to suck the second I walked through the doors of the lobby of the school. Geez... I am so tired.... Last night as me and Mellisa were leaving the dance, some girl from my class asked me if I wanted to go to an after party. I thought about it, but then again, I haven't been really big on wantign to go to any fucking parties these st. joes kids throw. They think they are so fucking wild and cool, but they aren't. They are nothing but ordinary schmo's trying to fit in, inside of everyones eyes, and trying to look cool. But it will never go. Because they can't be anything but oridinary and a bunch of materials thrown together over night or within' 3 seconds.

    Bah! I am so happy, taking two art classes next year. I can't get over how excited I am about that! Kris and Chris! Bwahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!! I am thinking Junior Year will be the best out of my high school years. Its the year before I graduate, and I will be earning a bunch of credits next year! Mwah... Mwahaha.... MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Tuesday, February 1st, 2005
    10:35 am
    Oh wow! Study hall is really fucking boring! On the bright side, I signed up for two art classes next year. At the beginning of the year, Mrs. G promised me she would do everything to get me in to the two art classes. Ceramics, and Metals and Stained Glass. I am excited! I have waited all year for art class, and finally, I have signed up for them. Christine and Kristin both signed up. (Kris and Chris.)

    Charles knows I am pissed at him for the text messages he sent me. He didn't mention the weekend to me, which was probably a good idea. I am breaking up with him tonight. I don't think he can handle me, and he's made that perfectly clear to myself. Its not the fact that I am wild, its just I am more active in doing things, and he's not. So, he can just kiss my ass! I don't like being referred to as property. Neo-Nazi my ass! He's a big fucking baby, and he can't do jack shit to me. He's a lier, a cheater, and an abuser, and I am not stupid! I will play this mind game with him, and I WILL win. He started it, I will finish it.
    Monday, January 31st, 2005
    7:00 pm
    "Out of insanity comes brilliance"

    "Don't take life to seriously. Its not permanent."

    Man I am so bored. I don't know what to do with my past time right now. I am going to Winter Formal. Allie dumped Keith to date Grant.... And I am quite weirded out about it. They make quite the odd couple. But hey, I guess its no big deal... It could be worse! He could be even more tall, and she more small.

    I just watched "The Music Man" not to long ago. God I missed that movie. Mom finally bought it! She also bought "Sky Captain", its been sort of good, but I haven't watched it the hole way through. I sort of fell asleep at the beginning of the movie because it was so boring!!!! It better get better.
    6:52 pm
    Changes?!
    Things seem alot different now. I guess thats suppose to happen. I'm still as good of friends with Anita then I have ever been, and I am starting to finally realize what I really want to do, and what disgusts me the most. Music is my passion, art is my passion, LIVING is my passion...

    Your in charge of what you like, and if anyone tells you other wise, then they must be trying to sell you something.
    Wednesday, January 26th, 2005
    10:44 pm
    Just Like I Imagined
    I spoke to Charles today! I was pleased! I was happy, and god damn! I think I love him more then ever. Woo! Go me, you've found someone to love!
    Wednesday, January 19th, 2005
    7:53 pm
    Blah Blah Blah
    I am so freaking bored right now. I haven't written in this journal for quite some time.... O_O Wow.... Hm... Lets see.... What to talk about? I have new classes, as usual, I have my good ones, and my bad ones. Soccer season starts soon. Yea, like at the end of March. I can hardly wait. I hate my first hour class.... But I can't complain, because I like Mr. Zachariah, honestly, but I can't stand having math first thing in the morning, and I can't talk illy about him either, he's the dad of my best friend... It wouldn't be right to talk about him. I just have to try my hardest to be a good student. But I guess I fail at alot of things. Life s abitch, but I am doing my best, and taking risks and having fun while doing it! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!

    I don't know where to begin.... Me and Christine sit alone at lunch, well.... It starte dout that way, but now we have the pleasure of enjoying Halley's company, and I don't mind. The three of us were like 3 peas in a pod last year on the soccer team until I quit. They are begging me to re-join the team. They said everyone felt bad last year when I quit. I didn't knowI had that much of an affect on people. I guess I do. That kind of made me feel like I was liked more. LoL! I have always been quiet, but very supportive over the girls soccer team the last 2 years. Even if I couldn't play in Jr. High. Oh wow... Kota and Nawwa told me I need to find myself a good and kind hearted man. Yea... That will NEVER happen. I am going to Winter Formal... I am going to go by MYSELF. There's no point in going with anyone else besides myself... I never have a good time. Man... The guys I went to the dances with last year didn't know hwo to have fun... I am just going to go and hang out with my friends and have fun this year. Unless a guy I think is worthy enough of me asks me. Keith has said something to me about it. Him and Allie broke up. The problem with that is, Keith and I are just friends... He's to young for me. Maybe we can go as friends? I don't know, I will wait I guess.
    Wednesday, December 8th, 2004
    8:04 pm
    YAY!!!!!!!!!!
    I am not failing any classes.... This is getting better for me!
    Tuesday, December 7th, 2004
    7:02 pm
    You go.... BOY!!!
    Ha! I am so excited. Thanks to me, Justin has finally met someone. I don't know how long this will last, but hopefully its someone that he can bring home to mom and pop on New Years Eve... I called him last night to see what was up, and he told me everythng he could in the short amount of time he had to. He went to the bar to meet Anthony and God knows who else. But he let Anthony talk to me last night and it was funny. I don't know what Justin said but Anthony wouldn't tell me what he said. I guess it was something about me and Anthony. I guess I feel much happier now because I finally made a difference for someone. Hopefully he will make the right choices. I already said if the guy hurts him, I will gather the Pizza Hut Karate Crew and will kick this guys ass! He better be good. He attends Parkside, and he asked Justin to go over for dinner. WOO!!! This should be interesting to hear about. I can hardly wait.

    In other news, I was really tired today. I did all the blocking for the Drama Class play we are putting on for a Final Exam in Drama class. This should be good. I love Directing, and its fun being the director! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA! My group is going to kick ass, I have alot of cheap ideas for the play, but its going to be good non the less, earning all of us hopefully and A... From what Ms. C said, it seem's like I will be getting graded on alot more as well for this play production that we are doing. I am excited, event hough we aren't reallt performing infront of a live audience, except for maybe 4-5 people which is the other group.

    Brandon stuck his hands down his pants today in class... I wonder if he's counting his balls... Just to make sure they are still there. What a dumb ass.... Why do all the guys who attend St. Joes so fucking dumb!?! Everywhere I look there is a stupid guy. Grace... I just found out her real name today. Its so cool! She is teaching me Korean. I am having fun!

    Charles... I love you!

    Current Mood: good
    Current Music: Mr. Brightside - The Killers
    Monday, December 6th, 2004
    7:23 pm
    Same Shit Different Day
    I am so tired tonight... The guys working tonight keep pranking my cell phone, so i turned it off. LoL! They will start pranking the house later on tonight. Crazy!!!!!

    I lent Katy to of my D.M CD's... I hope I get them both back this time. HAR! HAR! I am planning on watching Akira tonight. Give my mind a rest from watching "Untamed Heart", and try not to think about that movie. Oh JOY!!

    Just from work was on line last night. I told him about myspace.com and about all the gays there he could meet. It was awesome! He got an account. He told me he liked talking to me, and if I quit working at Pizza Hut he would be sad. Probably for alittle bit. I saw how it was when Mindy quit working. I miss Mindy! Now its up to me to keep the sanity on Friday nights and Saturday nights. I hate it, because all these new people, and they don't know what to do. They should have the older workers working their those nights, that way we don't have all the damn confusion. I feel really bad though... Austin, one of the workers is kind of slow. I think he does drugs... I am not sure. But anyways, Collin and Don make fun of him. Poor kid. I think Don and Collin need to try a little harder to be adults. I was talking to Don yesterday and I was making fun of him about he lives up stairs of a bar, and I said,"Yea! You only have to walk 3 steps and your at the bar counter!" He said to me,"Nope! 17 steps!" We both laughed. It was truly funny. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! He then said he missed Joe the driver because now he doesn't have anyone to make fun of. And he said I was to cool to make fun of. ALRIGHT! Everyone who has ever met me has thought I was cool, and I even had a few people call me an inspiration. They all say they have never met anyone like me before. That is good. I am succeeding....
    Sunday, December 5th, 2004
    11:46 pm
    A World of Hurt
    Saint Gear: poor thing
    Saint Gear: you need me ^_-
    CmfrtOnMyMind: I need someone...
    CmfrtOnMyMind: I am so lonely...


    I was talking to Bryce. He is so good to me... Guys like him are hard to find, and I am glad I have met all these good guys who are friends. I don't know what I would do without my friends there to support and help me. After deep thought and so on, I finally realized something... Not only do I have alot wrong with me... I have neglected the one thing that could cheer me up the most..... Art... Drawing, painting... Dreaming, and schemeing.... Why?! That is why I feel so badly now... I will draw again, and all that good stuff. Mrs. G asked me why don't I join Art Club at school. I told her I don't want to because I don't know anyone in Art Club that I would socialize with. I am quiet when I am at school, and home. But when I am at work... I just seem to let everything go! Everything is alright when I am at work. I get huggs from the people there, and I get good advice. Justin was on line tonight. He joins myspace.com. Thats great! Because now he can try and find someone hopefully. I don't believe in internet dating much anymore...

    I watched "Untamed Heart" today... I cried.... Justinw atched something else and it made him cry for 3 hours he said. I believe it to. It was a movie on T.V. My mom watched it. "Untamed Heart" is now my most favorite movie. I wish I could meet someone like Christian Slaters character.... But I have such bad luck with guys... Hey! Just like the girl from the movie.... But its a movie. No one ever meets anyone like that in real life. So... Who the hell am I trying to kid?
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