. . . and it hurts my soul cuz i cant let qo . . . meqee *`'s Blurty -- Entries


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[04 Feb 2003|06:52pm]
also: kim and chris are goin out

chris aint mad at me =D
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[03 Feb 2003|07:20pm]
ahh =\
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[28 Jan 2003|06:02pm]
[ mood pissed off ]
[ music IMs ]

i hate this town alot i wanna move now!

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hey [28 Jan 2003|04:00pm]
[ mood devious ]
[ music all american rejects - my paper heart ]

hey.. its so fun 2 play with peoples emotions.. why am i so terrible??

* jv went online 2day and i was like 'maybe i like you again..' and he goin out w chrissy now and hes like ' well i still like u so if things dont work out..' then i went off on him.. got him a lil upset.. and i hit him with my travis icon, he loves travis, travis *barker* btw, is his idol.. lmfao i feel so bad. o well

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[28 Jan 2003|12:25pm]
Irulan
Which Real World Las Vegas cast member are you?

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[28 Jan 2003|12:17pm]
sisqo
Who will be your valentine?

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OMG SiSQO IS MY VALENTiNE
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[28 Jan 2003|12:14pm]
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What Sign of Affection Are You?

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hii.. [26 Jan 2003|10:58pm]
[ mood apathetic ]
[ music HaNsOn - If OnLy ]

hey guys. sorry if i havent been commenting on all my lovely friends' journals.. *wasnt sarcastic.. for once*, its just i have so many problems right now its hard to read and give advice on yours.. =( but im getting some professional help ->psychiatrist<- lol. anyways i watched the superbowl... tampa really kicked those raiders' ass! lol i was happy cuz they did so well- compared to the raiders i mean. im in a huge fight w kim cuz she never tells me anything. shes pulled some shady business on me before and im sick of it... grr im not going into details.. ahh i hate school so much.. let me go now

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heLLoZ [25 Jan 2003|10:17pm]
[ mood disappointed ]
[ music MARiAH CAREY - hero ]

hey... wut ya doin? im bOred so bad.. i slept at pandas on friday and i saw darkness falls... what a retarded movie.. then OMG OMG OMG.. ok hi. at the movies we saw Jon and Tom Casey.. and they were w us.. then will and chris were bleepin me in the middle of the movie sayin "WHERE ARE YOU?!" we're like " JV MALL AT THE MOViES" and when me kim and panda are walkin out of the movies.. who else could we possibly see but NiCKY GUZZo !!! OMG OMG OMG

1) NiCKY GUZZO is the hottest guy in our school.. OMG and wowwww i saw him and then omg!

wow * i sound like a valley girl * but anyways then KiM waLks up 2 NiCKy and she points at me and shes like " THATS THE GiRL THAT LOVES U!" then he walks up 2 me and im just chillen on the bench thing at the mall and he gets a good look at me and i blush like ALOT and im like " hi" like extremely embarrassedly.. omg i died !@#$% it was crazyness! but then.. i keep walking.. and i look to the left and who else would possibly stalk kim and panda and me? CHRiS AND WiLL !! yeah it was crazy. then jon called me a slut 800 times and slapped me that stupid bych! aah im dissapointed 2 cuz chris still likes amanda and kim and i secretly STiLL think i MiGHT maybe like LOUiS. yeah thats confusing

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[22 Jan 2003|04:06pm]
[ mood gloomy ]
[ music tell me - nsync // alicia - fallin ]

iiiimmm falllllinnnnnnnnnn in and outtttt of lovvveeeee with louis...... ok hi

onto news:

grr i hate jon hes an aszh0le he asked me out today ... evry1 says it was furreal but he said it himself it was a joke.. even tho evry1 says hes just coverin his ass cuz i said no 2 him.. i calld him an asshole.. and left =( anyway i love chris still too i think..

LOViN YOU DARLiN.. MAKES ME SO CONFUSEDDDDDD

TELL ME TELL ME BABY.. HOW COME U DONT WANNA LOVE ME

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