Sunday, July 15th, 1979

Time	Event
1:25a	Exhausted! So I'm sitting here with my laptop and watching the Travel channel. Why? They're talking about mummies. The ones frozen on ice, to be specific. Remus is sleeping in the other room. In my room, to be exact. Draw from that what you want, and you'll probably be right. What an amazing night! At one point I just looked at him and was utterly amazed at how much I love him. I never thought I could care for anyone like this. It's really amazing. Yes, Lily, James...I understand. Utterly. Remus is so beautiful, and so amazing and he doesn't even realize it. Now I'm just too euphoric to sleep. I held him for a long time after he dozed off, but you all know me. I can only hold still for so long. I just had to get up and move, and I certainly didn't want to disturb him. I'm feeling so amazing right now. There is a difference between sex and making love, and anyone who thinks otherwise is daft. Muggles and their television. So interesting to watch what it is they think is of importance. Now, the wizarding world doesn't know any more about mummies than Muggles do. But some programs...well. Especially the ones focusing on science. A bit obtuse, aren't they? Well, I'm getting cold and lonely, so I think I'll curl back up with Moony now and whisper how much I love him into his ear until I doze off. What a life I'm living...hard to believe it could all fall apart so easily at any moment. Current Mood: thoughtful Current Music: the blathering of the Muggle-vision (2 Comments | Comment on this)
9:51p	Cor What a day. All ideas for romantic stuff to do for Moony when I got home were completely swept away once I got to work. Prongs mentioned the body that was found. Well, that generated a lot of shit for the rest of us to deal with. Not only was there a briefing that...well.... didn't reassure, but there was mass paperwork and the public to deal with. And guess who got to do the public announcements on it. That's right. Sirius "handsome and charming" Black. Never have I hated being forced into the spotlight more. All these questions thrown at me, and I have no way to answer without starting a panic. Course, one had already started, and I didn't know if telling only the bare facts would make it better or worse. Now I can understand how those in this situation never know what to say, and how hard it is to know what to tell people. I think that's why speakers just say what they're told to say. Anything else is too complicated. I had to stay late of course. Very late. I just got home to find Remus dozing on the couch. I put a blanket over him, then came in here to my room to shake. I'm so mixed up right now I don't know anything. Are we all going to die? Sometimes it certainly seems so. This being one of those times. Scared? Yes and no. Not for myself, certainly. But I'm like Prongs, worried about my loved ones. Selfish though it is, sometimes I really wish this was happening at some other point in time and it wasn't my job to deal with it. I think I hear Moony stirring, so I'll log off and go cuddle with him for a while. If that doesn't help me feel better, nothing will. Current Mood: pensive Current Music: my own heartbeat (2 Comments | Comment on this)

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