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[29 Feb 2004|09:44pm] |
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music |
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Linkin Park |
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I lay in my bed looking at the ceiling, my heart is split between two wants, one whom I had the other on who I never had. My life sucks. I sit around so alone, no one understand the pain I feel. Sometimes I wish I could just stay in bed all day, and not move not have to face people, my fiends who have no idea the pain I feel inside. I tried of hiding behind fake emotion of happiness, and joy. I want to cry I want to throw stuff I want someone to understand this pain I have in me to understand things just don't go away. I want to be love for everything that is me not just a part everything, I can't even get that from my own family it just me typical Misty I will never change. I hate this world.
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